Friday, September 29, 2006 ❤
Today I have been behavin strangely after knowin my English prelim Mark... I almost drop into HELL... Like everything is the end... I feel so USELESS... My parents always have high hope on me that I can enter poly wan... If I fail my English.., what can I do..? I have been thinking of myself... What the hell I have been doin in the school... Not payin attention in CLASS!! I think this is the only reason that I have done it badly...
I simply HATE myself... I now start feelin so stressful toward my studies... But I cannot show this attitude toward my friends... I hope that I can cry one day... I feelin that I wan to give up... No use keep failing this subject!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:09 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006 ❤
Today ah... Nothing much happenin in school... Ya the class photo finally here... I have collected my class photo too... Hahazz... Mmm.. Quite nice... Hahazz... Today in class everyone is havin an autograph session hahazz... Quite strange..
Mmm... Ya one more thing... My group of jie mie also quite interested to know how my dear dear look like lolzz... Cause last time I have been tellin them about my love story as they are very curious about it... Hahazz... So I show them the neoprint that I took with my dear dear... They said not bad... And dear dear not very ugly... Lolzz... Jus that my dear dear think too much le... You are not UGLY ok..!! Dear dear... Hahazz...
They all also say that the photo that my dear dear hug me is the nicest wan of all the neoprints... Hahazz... Yup I also love that photo too...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:59 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ❤
Mmm.. Today quite happy... Cause goin out to meet my dear dear... Hahazz... He does not look ugly.. But he has a special look to me... Hahazz... He treated me very good... I love him a lot...
He was late for 4 min... Then we went to Long John Silver to eat... He call the large size... O no... Hahazz... I ate until quite full... Mmm... Then we went to HMV to walk walk around the CD shop... For about 30min like that ba...
Then about 1 hours walk walk.., we went to take neoprints... Hahazz... As it is our first time together to take neoprints... The photo will quite ugly... Lolzz... Hahazz...
Then he try huggin me.. Lolzz... I was quite shy... But when I hug him.., I feel so comfortable and safe with him... Hahazz... Next time I hope that I can hug my dear dear more.. Lolzz... Okok.. Got to go and do homeworks le... Dear dear I love you... Muackzz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:58 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 ❤
Lolzz.. Here to upload blog... Mmm... Today Haiz so sad... Because my 2 very best friends never come to school today... Left me alone in school... Haiz... Girls next time SMS me to tell me that you all never come to school ok..??
In school, cannot help you all to take Science worksheet because Miss Wong dun allow me to help you 2 to take... You 2 must go personally to Miss Wong to take back your papers (Science Physic)..
Tomorrow Hahazz... Quite excited... Because goin to orchard to meet my dear dear... Hahazz... Hope that he can give me a lot of fun... And also happiness... Remember Dear dear dun always say you ugly.. I not attract by your look but I am touch by your lame jokes and also always encourage me in every things... I hope that you can by my side forever and ever.. Love you dear dear Muackz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:41 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006 ❤
Finally Online le... Hahazz... Yay today no tution at all... Hahazz... So relax... Haiz... Jus now chat with my Dear dear while on the bus... Hahazz.. He so cute.. Keep act cute in front of me... Mmm... But it is good to stead with him... Cause we have no sercets between us... Jus say straight... Mmm... We always chat on the phone in every moment...
Mmm... This Wednesday goin out with him... Lolzz... Quite excited... As this is our first time together go out... Lolzz... Gonna take neoprints hahazz... Later gonna call him again to chat... And also wish him good luck in his dragon competition... I will go there to watch... Hahazz... Jia you...
He is my dear dear...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:21 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006 ❤
Hellozz... Hahazz.. I am in love... My life now is in brightness... No more being lonely again... Hahazz... Although he is a bit ah beng.., but I think he still look good... Hahazz... A bit fat but I will help him to be thin.. Lose weight lolzz.. Okok... The 1st day we stead.. I will remember 21/9/06... Hope that we can be forever and ever...
Jus now went Orchard alone to buy to Ugirl mag... So sad dun have that EP... Haiz... But happy to read the mag too... Hahazz... Hope that from readin Ugirl mag can learn more skill on the make-up lor... Hahazz...
Today I also upload a video in youtube... Hahazz... It is Ugirl Mv la... Because the song is so so so CUTE that I listen to many times... Hahazz.. Ugirl Jia you wo... ^.^v
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:09 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ❤
Hey hey hey... One more day left to finish the entire Prelim... Hahazz... YES!!! Then can concentrate more on my O level lor... Hahazz...
Mmm... Today had my Math Paper 2 and Science Paper 1... Mmm... Mr Tan,Math teacher, why settle the paper so GUAI like that...?? Question 1.., a lot of people struck liao... Hahazz... But I think I might get wrong in the Question 1... Haiz...
Okok second thing..., again make a new friend... Now he is my best friend ba... Hahazz... A very good friend... He is okok... Mmm... Wat can I say about him...?? He yesterday chat with me quite a long time... Hahazz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:38 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006 ❤
Today a very SAD day for me... Cause my father damn Xiao Qi... In the morning..., quarrel with me... Mmm... I then hide in my room cry cause suddenly felt that my life is carryin a lot of STRESS from my friends, teachers and also my parents.. I have no one to help me...
The most important that make me hurt is my parents did not care about me when they saw me cryin so sadly... And my face was red and my eyes too... They jus continued to do their own things.... Wat can I do? That time I was really thinkin that I wanted to leave this house or die... So that I will not face those cold-blooded parents...
After cryin.., I an wei myself... And feelin more much better... I think I now need more love or care from other people... So that I wil feel more happy and XIN FU...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:39 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006 ❤
Today is freezin cold... Mmm... Today exam is at HALL... And my seatin there is near the door and the fanz... With the natural big wind and the fanz wind.., I am freeze into an ICE!!! Lolzzz... Wow can't take it.. Lucky I only exam until 9.35am or else I might die in coldness... Hahazz...
Mmm... I have taken some rainin photos yesterday to show you all how big is the rain was... Lolzz...
This photo is taken in my room window....
Also taken from my room aimin to the road... Lolz... Quite clear...
Okok... Honestly say that I quite regret that I never go to any Sweety events... Becaue jus lookin at some of my Sweety fanz friends... They seem that they had lot of fun with Sweety... O no... I have missed all the excitement... I really wish that I could be with them... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:50 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006 ❤
Lolzz... Yesterday weather was quite nice... But really DAMN COLD.. Lolz... Mmm... Yesterday recorded my singin... Lolzz... Quite a number of songs... And played them to myself... I give my comments are really can improve more and more expression to the songs without lookin the words is the BEST!! Hahazz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:09 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006 ❤
A boring afternoon... Haiz... Nothin interestin happen today... Mmm... Sweety today got lot of events happenin.. Haiz... I cannot go... So sad... But nvm la... I think the fanz club of the Sweety will help to take lot of pictures..
Mmm... This comin Tuesday no need to go to school Hahazz... Cause I dun have exam... Coolzz... Finally can let me sleep as long as I want le... Lolzz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:42 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006 ❤
Jus now watch JUON show part 1 not movie... Lolzz... Quite nice... Cause I miss watchin JUON.. Lookin forward to watch JUON 2... Hahazz...
Crawlin down the stairs...
Scary??? 
Die?? Lolz... Two ghosts starin him...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:13 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006 ❤
14th of September... Hahazz... English has finally over... Mmm... Not so bad cause I understand wat the passage mean BUT I dunno I can pass or not... Science Physic is a horrible paper... Cause it is too DIFFICULT... O no... Pray to god that I can pass... Lolzz... POA paper 1 Aaa... Quite a lot of questions I have done before and it is also similar to the booklet, which contain last year other schools Prelim paper, I bought it from Miss Tan, POA teacher...Haiz.. Too bad last minute study is like that wan...
Tomorrow Chinese paper 1 and 2... Jus wish me good luck that I can pass with gettin B3 or B4... Lolzz... Hahazz...
O ya... Sweety YESTERDAY at 12pm came to Singapore... Hahazz... So bad that I cannot go... I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH... Lolzz... Next year I goin Sweety all events Lolzz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:47 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 ❤
Mmm... 2nd day of Prelim finally finish... Yay... Next week I think last paper of the day goin to Orchard for a while to buy that Ugirl Mag... Hahazz... So fast comin out le... Haiz...
Mmm.... I created two Zhao Yun,from Ugirl, groups.. One is Yahoo and one is MSN... She never join MSN but got join Yahoo wan... Coolz man... SHE HAD JOINED!! I am so so HAPPY... Lolzz... She so cute... But so bad that she might have a little difficult in typin English.. (Hope that she does not).... Anyway she cute that all...
(1) Kawaii Xiao Yun (Sinapore Yahoo)
http://asia.groups.yahoo.com/group/Kawaii_XiaoYun/
(2) Kawaii Xiao Yun (MSN Group)
http://groups.msn.com/KawaiiXiaoYun
At the left is Zhao Yun...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:12 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 ❤
Yeah... Finally have my English paper 1 and Chemistry paper 3 finished... Wow... Haiz.. Tomorrow have 3 papers... They are Live(CME), Math paper 1 and Social Studies... Head gonna BLURT(dunno like that spell)...
Mmm... Happy that Ugirl mag September issue is comin out really soon in Singapore... Lolzz... Cover page S.H.E... O no.. Gonna spend my money again... Hahazz... I love Ugirl mag cause got teach how to make-up, how to style yourself and more... But too bad no Uboy mag lolzz... Hahazz... If got Uboy mag.., what will introduce in the mag?? Games?? Or others??
September issue...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:20 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006 ❤
Hihi finally can come to internet for a while... Cause tomorrow Prelim le... Very fast right... Haiz... Hope that I have the confident to pass my prelim... Hahazz... Mmm.. Last Friday went to Orchard to watch movie... Lolzz.. I did enjoyed myself... The Forbidden Siren not very scary but some part of the story a bit confusin...
Mmm... We watched at 4.15pm slot... Cause we miss the 2.30pm slot... Firstly.., in MRT.., we were busy talkin our own thing then never notice that we had miss the Somerset station... Then got down at Orchard... Haiz... Hahazz... Then we went to a fast food restuarant cause he wan to have his lunch...
Then we walked to Cathay there to buy movie tickets... Lolzz.. The seats were almost fully booked.. Then we went to walked up and down the building... Cause still got a long time to go... Then we went to the place where is in front of a huge TV screen, and chit chat a bit...
Mmm... At 3 something.., Nearly 4pm.., we went to buy the one popcorn and a drink.. Then got in at 4pm like that...
Afterall at 7pm.., he went to meet his another friend and together we set MRT... They went to attend his friend's birthday party and I alone went home...
Mmm... At Jurong East MRT station.. I went to popular to buy S.H.E Forever album... Then went home... Wow very tired.. Lolzz...
The tickets... ^.^v
S.H.E album I bought it last Friday...
PLAY mag I bought in Last Friday too...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:55 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006 ❤
Yesterday... Lolzz... I have a BAD dream... This dream goes like that some of my classmates stole my thing and I found out... I wan my things back but they did not wan to give back... I reported to teacher then they went to meet the teachers... It seem like very REAL in dream... Then dunno wat happen... After all this things..., everything went good... Because they did become my friends again...
Thene another portion of the dream.., I went to some kind of expensive place, like top floor at the open-air restuarant to meet a guy... While on the way..., Some gals from Korea came and wan my handphone number to become her friend... That really STRANGE!!... Lolzz...Then after that..., meet the guy and together ate the dinner and he paid the money.. Wat happen next..?? I also dunno cause I wake up... Lolzz...
Today gonna go out to watch movie at 1.30pm... Quite feelin excited to meet the guy... Lolzz... Lookin at his friendster profile.., then realize that he is damn thin., 52kg only... Lolzz... Gonna bring camera too to see any interestin photos to take from there.... Hahazz ^.^v...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:02 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006 ❤
Back again to update my blog... Lolzz.. Mmm... Sweety comin to Singapore next week... O so sad... How I wish that I can have dinner with Sweety... Haiz... Jus gonna try my luck by sendin one SMS...
Mmm... Miss Sweety so so so so MUCH!!! Haiz... Miss them Singin and dancin... But very BAD that next week I havin my Prelim... Haiz... But NVM next year can seee thm again... And next time I will take many many many photos from them... Wish them have fun in Singapore... Haiz...
Jus now study a bit Science Chemistry... Haiz... Still got a lot to study.... Aiyo... But happy that tomorrow I goin out to watch movie... Lolzz... Some one is treatin me a movie.... Lolzz... So good and kind that guy...Tomorrow gonna Enjoy that movie...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:18 PM
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Now Watchin 爱杀17 ... Lolzz... Long time never watch le... A bit forget the story le... Haiz... SCV is goin to show the show...Gonna watch that show again... Hahazz... Coolz... I love the how that Angela act wan... She pretty and cute in all the shows...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:11 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 ❤
Today again watch the 大熊醫師家... Hahazz... Cause I think there is nothin to do on the internet...Mmm... Quite funny sia.. Hahazz...
Yesterday was busy makin a mini movie... Spent the whole day lor... Lolzz... Then upload to Youtube then it failed... So sad... Cause the file like is too BIG le... Haiz... So wasted...
Today afternoon need to go back to school for P.O.A school tution... Wow... I dun like afternoon tution... If can choose.., I will prefer moring tution... Haiz... Sianz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:17 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 ❤
Hahazz.. Now watchin a movie at SCV... This movie quite funny and is called "Ren Yao La La Du"... Lolzz... Ong of the guy very cute and handsome but he acted as an girl.. So wasted sia... Hahazz... But he acted not so bad... Hahazz...
Mmm... Later gonna study my Science, Chemistry... Cause next Tuesday is Prelim and also first paper... Quite scary... Cause time really past too fast... Haiz... Soon need to find a part-time job at Jurong Point, Jurong East Entertainment Centre, IMM or others... That can earn me some money cause some of the money need to give for my family for daily expenses.... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:04 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006 ❤
Lolzz... Mmm... Jus now watch 大熊醫師家 at YouTube... Sweety and some that got 5566 wan... Hahazz... I can laugh until stomach pain... Lolzz... Cause they like actin damn childish and cute.... Hahazz...
Mmm... I goin out tomorrow not Thursday le... Cause he not free on Thursday... Hahazz.. If I keep lock in home...,I might go crazy from the STRESS... Hahazz... Then thinkin about dun wan to live le... Silly IDEAS... Lolzz... Okok le Byebye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:35 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006 ❤
Yay... Finally... I have permission to go out on Thursday... Thursday the only day that I can go out... Goin to watch a movie with a new guy friend that I knew him in friendster, Ivan... Not from Jurongville Secondary School... Hahazz.. Lolzz..
Goin to watch the Forbidden Siren, a Japanese ghost movie.. Hahazz.. Mmm... Hope that this movie will be nice... It is only show at Orchard, Jurong East and more but never show at Jurong Point, Golden Village wan... Aaaa... Lookin at the mag showin the Forbidden Siren small poster look a bit bloody cause the poster is in red, black and white only... Lolzz...
The example of the poster...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:46 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006 ❤
Happy Teachers' Day to every Teacher in Singapore... Hahazz... Yesterday the school concert can say quite nice... Specially a dance that performed by some friends from 5N1 and 5N2... They did a wonderful performance... Some of them is their first time on stage.... Hahazz...
Mmm... I am sorry to say that the last performance that is a singin performance, which is performed by the ex-student graduated 2 years ago, is quite sux... The band played the music is ok but the singin was like out of key... It is horrible.... I hope that that person can do more practise on his singin...
Jurong Primary School now a really sux school.. I prefer Boon Lay Primary School... Because they dun chase away ex-students while Jurong Primary school will chase away ex-students who are now studyin in Poly or now workin... Without school uniform.., the teachers dun allow them to step into the school... This is so so so UNFAIR!!! I miss my Primary school teacher so so so much and I could not meet them cause of the teachers dun allow the ex-students to go up to find their own teachers and only limited that they only can stay at concourse to wait for teachers to come... I HATE JURONG PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!! I WAN MY BOON LAY PRIMARY SCHOOL BACK!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:36 AM
