Monday, August 31, 2009 ❤
31th of August.. Wee~ I did had a great day by spending my whole MONDAY with Baby at my house... Love it a lot... Really hope that it can happen always... Actually to be honest, I have changed into more open minded and naughty person... However, I have to act close minded in front of my parents which I really dun love it at all and I hate it lot.. But no choice, I had to did this...
Today, I met Baby at my house bus-stop at 11 plus and together went to market to buy chicken rice for lunch plus breakfast... Then walked back home... Watched the HUANTED SCHOOL with Baby while having our meal in living room...
After that, went to make drink for Baby... Lolz.. The Chocolate Milkshake which I made myself... Then next Baby and I went into my room for some entertainment shows viewing from my laptop... Actually, my mother set a rule that when boyfriend in house, I cannot be alone with my boyfriend in my own room... But I dun really care about it...
So in my room after the show, Baby and I did some heavy kissing on my bed which I love to do it a lot with my Baby... I simply love this kinda of feel... I dun hide this from other people because my godbrother in other countries are that opened too...
So meanwhile in the middle, disturbing call from my mother called to my handphone... DAMN.. She scolded me as I did not answer the house phone... FUCK... So what I did not answer... Is there any needs to scold me even I give it a MISS.??
Baby and I went back to my living room to watch movie again... This time is Cyborg She... Did not really take a lot of photos today... After that, waiting for dinner to be ready, me and Baby start to go back to my room to chit chat with my room door OPENED...
Had dinner together with my parents in the kitchen... Not usual kinda of me... I used to eat my dinner alone in my room because I watching some videos in YOUTUBE by my laptop... So after dinner, back to my room again with Baby and sercetly locked my door... Wee~
Music was in loud volume and Baby and I started another session of heavy kissing on my bed again... Hahaz... Really love doing it with Baby... But NO SEX with him because it is not the TIME yet... We are just doing the basic steps only... Wahaha...
9 plus in the night, sent Baby down to my bus-stop... Baby going back home and I do miss him a lot... Simply hate to being separated from Baby... Anyway, I looking forward the following date with Baby... And also hope Baby can faster move into Singapore... I Love You lot Baby~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:55 PM
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31th of August.. Is finally Monday again... Yesterday had a great day with Baby... Really enjoy the day... Yesterday woke up early about 9am... Prepared and put on a little makeup.. Then took bus straight to Jurong East station to meet Baby... Baby was late a little...
Together took train to Ang Mo Kio... Went to the hub there... Bought the tickets of the movie that we were watching in the evening and went to hve our lunch plus breakfast at New York New York...
After that, we went to shop around the hub again till the time arrived to K box... So sang from 2pm to about 6 plus... Baby and I left early because we had to catch the movie... Wee~ Watched the "Year One" movie... Quite funny anyway... But their English power damn pro, sometimes really dun understand what they are talking about... Lolz...
Then after movie, took bus no.166 and bus no.99 back home... Baby did not send me home because it is really quite late... So no choice... And looking forward today... Baby coming my house in the morning till night... Super great.. Wee~
Shall post up that what I am going to give to Baby later... This is the 2nd month anniversary present... But I give it in advance by 2 weeks.. Because I made finished early... Hahaz... The presents are a BOTTLE of stars which with my own writting on the paper and slowly tear them one by one to make into stars, and also a video which I made and editted myself within 2 days like that...Hope these presents Baby will love it a lot... It does make me put in lot of efforts to make them..
Photos about the presents...
Full of my own writting to my BABY~~ Wee~
Tear one by one and made into STARs...
The Bottle and the CD with the video that I made...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:15 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009 ❤
29th of August.. YES~!! Tomorrow is the day I meeting Baby... Woo~ Super happy... Finally can hug Baby.. Wahaha~ Tomorrow going K box with Baby and his friends... Finally can sing... I miss singing too... I must train more... Wahaha...
Anyway, today I went to IMM with my mother... Bought some gift wrapper for the present that I am giving to Baby on Monday... I hope those present, that I myself made, will really surprise Baby... I did put in a lot of hard work in... And today I did a little of touch up at the present to look better... Really cause me quite a long time to do it...
Tomorrow night I will upload the photo on my blog on what the presents that I am giving to my Baby on Monday during Midnight time... Because this is the only timing that Baby going offline to sleep... And Baby has to sleep early too because Baby meeting me on Monday morning... Baby coming to my house first time and also will be meeting my parents for dinner too.. Wahaha... Baby now super nervous...
Looking forward for these coming 2 days... Wee~ Less than 20 hours I will be meeting Baby personally... No need to keep meeting online by webcam... YES~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:28 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009 ❤
28th of August... Today I very late then woke up... About 12 plus then wake up... And today is finally Friday... Baby should very happy finally is Friday... Hahaz... Today I am alone at home again... So lonely... Anyway, I plan to go out for a little while later because I wan to make milkshake... I wan try only...
Yesterday I did had a wonderful dream... Hahaz... Really had a long time never dream of idol being appeared in my dream... This idol I not so really like it... Anyway, I only dream of this person and he is from Lollipop... Ad he is Wang Zi... Hahaz... So funny that he will appear in my dream...
Nothing special in my dream... Jus a dream anyway... So people who love him, please dun like scold me or whatever... In this dream, feel that he kinda of in love with me but to me, I never interested in him and jus wan to make friend with him...
And of course, I had his handphone number in my handphone in dream only... So jus like had a few dates with him that all... Lolz... Why not other Lollipop people appear in my dream but yet is Wang Zi appear..?? If I, I will like Aw Quan, Wei Lian or Xiao Jie to appear... I wonder how it will like to have a small date with them... Hahaz...
Anyway, I kinda of missing my Baby right now... And must wait till Sunday then can meet him... Sianz... Really hope Sunday can faster come...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:12 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009 ❤
27th of August... Today is a rainy day... So do my stomach also not feeling well... I hope it will not get worst... I am so unlucky for this few days because I have so many illness this few day... I got hurt at 3 parts of my feet there cause by high heel... I am down with flu easily when it is rainy weather... Or even my stomach can be easily unwell also during rainy day.. OMG.. I am so weak... I guess I am really OLD...
Tomorrow I shall get back to my revision... So long never touch the textbooks and notes... I getting ready for exam... Hahaz... Maybe not... But I can remember the formulaes... I hope I can take the exam soon on November... I still waiting for my registration pack from UK... Hope it can faster arrive to my house so I can register for my coming exam... OMG~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:45 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ❤
2nd day of interview wearing...
26th of August... Really a bad day for the half day only... I dun really love the morning time till afternoon time of the day... Totally hate it...
So woke up in the morning at 9 plus... Damn early... And was down with flu... But lucky was recovered in the noon time... So put on a little makeup and prepare myself at noon time... And went out of the house at 1 plus...
Took bus no.334 to Jurong East station and bus no.98 to Jurong Port Road... And I have made a mistake which I dropped off by 1 bus stop earlier... And I walked there.. Damn Lucky I am not lost and walked for about 20 mintues because another case happen that I cannot find the front gate... I walked till the end of the factory and realised that the front gate was on other side.. I am so silly... Lolz...
So went for the interview... Totally screw up... I dun wish to mention here because it is a very bad experience.. The staffs over there all very unpolite... Showing so BLACK face to me unlike yesterday interview...
Somemore the waiting time for the interview is damn LONG like been waiting for 10 to 15 minutes... However, yesterday inteview I no need to wait...
After the interview, called the agency straight away to report the feedback and headed to take bus no.79 to Boon Lay station... At about 4.30pm, took bus no.187 to Woodland station and on the way also sms-ed Baby... Baby was too stress up on work...
Reached Woodland station at 5 plus and set there at the drop-off point to wait Baby to arrive... So waited for 1 hour plus and I kept on playing game in my handphone to make the time past faster...
Together took train to Sembawang station.. Went to Sun Plaza to have dinner at Sakue Sushi... Had buffet there... And really have a great time and fun eating with Baby... Hahaz...
After that, went to Arcade to walk walk and Baby sent me home... Wee~ Same old thing happen again.. Hahaz...
Will be meeting Baby again on this coming Sunday... K box with Baby and his working friends and after that, will have a movie session at orchard with Baby and his working department friends... Hahaz... I love going out with Baby... I LOVE YOU always~
From these 2 days of interview, I have been wearing the 3 inch of High heel... I know I am not really pro in wearing that heel but I have improved a little wearing it as I can walk easily like human.. Lolz... And this is what happened to my feet after continously wearing the high heel... I cut away the skin and it does really PAIN like hell when I was applying some sort of medinice... OMG~~
Guess no high heel wearing for me for this few days only... If I wan to wear, I might wear a pair of socks first before wearing the high heel... Lady is not easily to become(女人真難當)... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:56 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ❤
Office wear for TODAY~
25th of August.. A kinda of busy day for me.. Morning woke up at 7 plus and got prepared and to get ready for the job interview... Put on a very light makeup... And father drive me there... Damn unlucky... Being lost in the industries area.. OMG..
Then late for interview but lucky agency did help me a little... So rushed till there... And filled up the form and had a short interview with a staff over there... Not so nervous at all... Though the working time I like but jus that the place I dun really kinda of love to work... But because of MONEY, I will work...
After the interview, went to take the bus no.249 back to Boon Lay station.. Went to the place I used to work in the past and chatted with them a little.. Missed them much too.. Hahaz..
So met my mother to shop for office wear... Bought quite a few clothes.. One dress and 3 tops... All is my mother chose for me and I jus pay money... Hee hee... Money flying away from me again.. Spent about 100+ dollar on those clothes...
Next have lunch at KFC then shopped for shoes.. Bought a low heel shoes so that my legs will not easily pain as for future daily office wear... After that, went back home...
I do miss my baby so so much.. Baby said that he is depressed this few days.. Really kinda of worry about him... Damn I cannot be his side accompany him.. I wish to accompany him today but too bad that today I having a talk about the Account course.. And I have to go too...
Baby please be happy... If feeling down, PLEASE SMS ME... Though I cannot always be by your side, but my sms to you is always 24 hours to you as my soul is always jus beside you... Love you baby~
Tomorrow there will be another interview.. I hope this time I will not be late.. NO MORE... JIA YOU!!
This is the place I went for interview TODAY~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:53 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009 ❤
24th of August.. OMG.. I had 2 job interviews in this week and must really thank to this agency company... I having a interview tomorrow morning and another one will be in the afternoon on the coming Wednesday...
Damn.. I dun have much formal wear... I guess I have to go and shop for more formal clothes... And so do my high heel or normal wear of shoes that are acceptable for office wear... I need them in order to go for interview..
Maybe tomorrow I might go for a little shopping alone after the job interview.. I need some clothes for the next day of interview as I cannot keep wearing the same clothes again for the interviews..
Baby is looking for photographer job too.. So I gave him the number who help me to look for job... I guess this person who help me to look for job is damn super fast.. One day helped me to look for 2 jobs and these 2 jobs accepted me and asked me to go for interview.. Should be quite happy.. Wee~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:10 PM
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24th of August... Really dunno what really happen to blogspot.. The layout totally changed and the toolbar all gone.. And I really dun have chance to update photos since a few days ago... But I will try to update the photos by typing all the html at here..
Today is another boring day.. Stayed at home the whole day.. And now I thinking what to do later.. Maybe shall download some music videos or others.. Shall see how..
Today I woke up damn early because I have been disturb by a call from the company agency.. So early he call.. So he called twice today already... Maybe will call me again later.. Hahaz... But he really quite fast.. Compare to other agency.. I think this agency quite good.. If anyone wan to find job, can find me, I will give you his number...
I missing BABY so much right now.. Every night have been thinking of him before I sleep... Lolz.. I LOVE HIM so much~ Hahaz...
Below are the photos that BABY help me to take~ As he also need this photograph as an example to find job too~Please do make comment about how my BABY photograph skill.. Jus type the comments on the tagboard as I will show the comments to my BABY and so that my BABY can improve on them too.. Thank a lot People~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:52 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009 ❤
22th of August.. Today I really have a great day with my BABY.. Hahaz... Really hope that time can never past so fast so we can being together always and never separate.. Haiz..
Today in the morning woke up at 8 plus and prepared.. Put on some makeup.. Only put on the foundation powder and the eyeliner.. And at about 10 plus went out of my house to Jurong East station to meet Baby.. Waited for Baby at the bus no.97 there.. Baby was a little late again..
Took bus no.97 to Vivo City.. Brought the album of my model photo which I taken during my Primary school time to let Baby see because Baby wan to have a look at the photo... And I also love to disturb Baby in the bus.. Wee~
When we reached Vivo City, we went straight up to the rooftop for some photo shooting.. Oppz.. I really noob at posing those photo.. Not so use to it already.. Hahaz.. But managed to take some.. Maybe about 30 plus photos and Baby has to edit a little to make the photos more outstanding..
After the photo shooting, we went to the cinema there to look for movie.. Hahaz.. I jus wan to watch movie with Baby.. Bought the ticket of "THE LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT" as I wish to watch the movie..
After that, Baby had lunch at Burger King while I having my ice milo.. Chatted a short time, maybe a few minutes then went around the shopping mall to shop..
At about 1.30pm, walked back to the cinema for the movie.. It is totally so VIOLENT and really bloody.. It is a MURDER show.. I felt like vomitting because the way that the character hit each other is way too cruel and also the colour of the blood is way too dark.. It jus seem that the blood look so fake..
But overall, I love the ending.. Hahaz.. All the bad guys are death.. And all those main and good characters manage to escape from the bad guys too.. Baby love this movie a lot a lot.. OMG~ But to me, this movie is a little too cruel.. And I jus cannot stop making noises with "OUCH" when the way they hitting each other with those equipment... I guess I am the most noise in the cinema.. Hahaz..
After the movie, shopped a little at Vivo.. And had the idea of goin to Sentosa for some rides.. So took the tram to Sentosa and walked to this 4D Magix area there.. This was my suggestion to play the games.. Hahaz..
So we played that Desperados and CineBlast.. In Desperados, Baby was in 1st place in the first round and won 2nd place in the second round.. While for me, I won the 1st place in the 2nd round and first round, I did not manage to get into top 3.. Hahaz.. My left hand shooting is damn PRO~~
Then next we went to CineBlast.. This is a indoor roller coaster ride.. It is damn fun.. But Baby felt little dizzy while looking at the screen.. And I was having real FUN!! Hahaz.. I love to have some more rides in next time with Baby and other friends too if I do have the chance again..
After all this rides, took the tram back to Vivo and had our dinner at the Food Republic there... Really long hour never eat.. After the dinner, I was having a serious gastric pain.. I felt so sorry that I cannot continue to shop with Baby.. So Baby accompanied me to take bus no.143 and bus no.335 back home...
Photos in Sentosa will uploaded in Facebook but not here due the the blogspot is having some problems.. And I am still waiting for my photos from Baby.. Hope Baby can faster send to me.. Hahaz..
Lastly, I love my Baby so so much... I know you are my REAL MR RIGHT and I hope I am forever yours and never be change your place in my heart..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:22 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009 ❤
WAH~ My anger finally release.. I do hope that I will not see this fucking butch again.. So what going on today.. This is totally happiness.. Since I quit my previous job, I guess all the GOOD luck and happiness came back to me again.. I have made the RIGHT choose of leaving the job.. Hahaz..
Today wake up at 11 plus in the morning and while watching the video online and also eating my chicken rice, I received a call from a agency company which asked me to go for an interview at Tampines in the evening today..
So I really in high.. I told my BABY through MSN or SMS whichever can get him.. Hahaz.. I can being really crazy.. So get prepared as soon as possible.. Wore those formal office dress..
My father drove me to Lot 1 as to photocopy my cert.. And took train straight to Tampines station.. Walked a small distance to CPF building.. Looked for that person who incharge of me.. Filled the form required and a short interview with him about 10 to 15 minutes..
Then off I go.. Wee~~ Took bus no. 969 straight to Woodland.. About 1 hour plus journey.. On the way to Woodland, on the highway road, saw someone familiar.. Lolz.. It is the one the driver who wan to make friend with me in the past.. Past by his van a few time and he did not see me at all..
When I arrived at Woodland, time is about 5 plus, so I went to Causeway Point to shop and bought some makeup things for future use... During that time, I also did received a few calls from the 2 agency.. They are helping me to find accountant job if there is available.. Mostly are in the WEST area... And at about 6 plus, went to the Woodland bus station to wait for BABY.. Set there without moving around for about 1 hour, then BABY arrived...
Took train together to Lot 1 again to have dinner and shopped around a little.. Bought a small bottle of lemon juice.. Wee~~ My favourite.. And walked walked round the shopping mall again... Then BABY sent me home..
I miss BABY once again when I reached home.. Hahaz.. Relationship always like that.. Tomorrow will be meeting BABY again for photo shooting at Vivo City.. Hahaz~ Excited.. I wan to hug BABY~ Anyway BABY I LOVE YOU always.. Never change the fate~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:35 PM
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21th of August.. I should start off with my conversation about this butch from this entry.. Beware that this entry might contain lot of words which are DIRTY... Because I jus cannot control my anger anymore and it is way out of my limit.. I do know that my anger limit is really can control but this butch really did lot of things too much behind me..
HEY Butch I know that you wan to be POPULAR and so made me angry like hell... Do you know I feel like KILLING YOU More instead?? I dunno what the fuck wrong with you..??
I and you no longer together.. And I have clear cut my friendship with you.. I have no fucking face to be your friend also.. If I am your friend, I will feel like "OMG I dun believe it that my fucking friend is a LOSER!!" Lolz..
COMEON.. GET A LIFE BUTCH.. I know I am a bitch and also a playgirl.. Ya I do flirt in the past when with you... I flirt because I feel more happy at least got other friend, who are guy, do concern more about me... Hahaz.. You jus treat me like a SHIT.. ASSHOLE~ Somemore other guy know how to give advice to me when I feel whatever mood, and you jus can't do it.. What a WORST BOYFRIEND I have.. Oppz Should I jus say a GIRLFRIEND instead..
COMEON STOP being so innocent.. BETRAY me then say it right on my face.. SO WHAT BEING A COWARD... Stop being so two head snake and talking my personal thing right behind of me and somemore in YOUR FUCKING WORK... So much FREE time in work to gossip is it??
BUTCH WAKE UP MAN~~ I already resigned from that job about 1 month plus and still being so fucking free to talk behind me... ASSHOLE~ I know your pussy is ITCHY~~ And you jus can't stop your conversation STOP IT!! I wan to ask you is that did I did anything wrong to you in the FIRST PLACE~?? Can you jus give me a PEACEFUL life??
Somemore borrowed me money in the past and kept saying no money to return.. And I being so stupid to trust you.. Used all those money go buy the things that you need.. HANDPHONE, FORMAL clothes and whatever... WAH!! What a lame reason saying that "SORRY I next month then return you the money".. Ya next month and next next month and go on~~
I already forgot about the time at first you borrowed from me $300+.. Then the next time borrowed from me again $500+ onward... Keep increasing.. Look like I am your ATM machine... I am so STUPID~~
Somemore it look like I am the one look more thick skin.. Still can tell your sister that I am the one who woo you in the first place... HELLOz.. DID I REALLY DID THAT?? I thought you are the one who woo me first.. And I kept on accompany to talk to you on phone in the past.. And yet you say is I am the one who woo you.. FUCK!!
GIRL~ Please stop talking about R21 stuffs to other people or stop flirting around like nobody business.. I know you are really "HANDSOME" with those formal clothes on.. OMG~ No guys can compare with you.. And also stop starting your first sentence with "YOU MISS ME OR NOT" with other people who are FEMALE.. Making me so hair stand up.. O.O
Stop being so pity GIRL~ WAKE UP.. Show your true colour to the world and never be afraid.. Stop being so innocent.. Keep on backstabbing me behind me after I had resigned for now or either I am not at work in the past..
YOU THIS BUTCH I shall make you being POPULAR~ MICHELLE TAN WEI LING worked at Lot 1, Choa Chu Kang Shopping Mall.. THANK FOR BACKSTABBING ME~ Hahaz.. Thank for sharing my sercet to you to OTHER FRIENDs... Hahaz.. You are really so "ANGEL"~ Gosh!!
WARNING to OTHER GIRLs... Please dun go near to this person.. This person do love to flirt and once you fall into her trap... You will become the next victim like me..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:19 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ❤
18th of August.. I am damn really bored at home... Haiz... Yesterday applied some jobs from the internet.. I applied all are Admin Assistant... Because this is the only position that only accepted O level education people... Othr positions all need a diploma... Guess what today in the morning while I am still sleeping, I received a call from a ageny company which one of the company I applied... She will try to help me to apply the account instead of the admin assistant.. And this job is about 3 months contact.. Pay is about $6.50 per hour... And working place will be at the Pandan Road there... Cool... At least I no need to rot at home... She will send my resume to her client once is accepted, I will go for the interview.. Damn nervous... Hope that the client can accept me... Hee heezz... I do need money badly for my next paper school fee... Gosh~~ I have to study hard for my account too... So that people might hire me as accountant... Hee heez... I love the job too but jus that I scared of counting wrong money that all... Anyway, I now still waiting for her call again... Haiz... Hope she can call me as soon as possible... I hope I can get the job...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:08 PM
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18th of August.. O.o.. Looking at the time now is 2.27am... And I am still awake of updating my blog... Hahaz... If BABY know that I am still awake, he might nag at me.. Hee heez.. I really love my BOY so so much.. This boyfriend is the BEST of all in my life.. Feel that sometime we do have the same thinking when we are guessing something... I wonder do BABY feel the same things too?? I totally feel that BABY is too perfect to me... Because he does take care of me a lot unlike those previous wan, a few not all, who doesn't know how to take care of me at all.. I think I do have lot of things to talk with BABY.. I will never feel bored.. Never like last time can't even find a topic to talk with my previous boyfriend at all and also felt that there is always a gap... But now for this boyfriend, I dun feel this at all.. I much more happier than last time.. I even can hug him, kiss him, touch his hand whenever I wan... And I no need to scared at all... Hiding is really tiring specially having an underground relationship does not feel good and comortable at all... This is the lesson I learnt in the past...Anyway BABY, YOU are MINE FOREVER~~ I Love You always..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:25 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ❤
16th of August.. Time checked is 2.12am.. Lolz.. Not sleeping yet.. I dun feel sleepy any all, however I feeling quite lot of energy in my body... Yesterday I did not sleep well too.. And I only managed to sleep at about nearly 3am though I had been on bed for more than 1 hour I guess so... Yesterday really had lot of fun with my BABY.. Love it a lot... In the morning at 11 plus met BABY at Jurong East MRT station then off to Jurong East Library for my study... Had a place in the Level 3 on the floor there... I started my revision while BABY got bored and slept a little while... In the middle of study time, I get a little tired and I started to disturb BABY from his rest... Lolz... That made him jump up from my disturbing method.. Hahaz... Went off at 1 plus.. And went to the nearby Coffee shop as BABY wan to have lunch... Gosh we are damn luckily, when we are in coffee shop, the weather started to rain heavily... And when we wan to went back to the Bus station, the rain stop... We took bus no.97 to Suntec City for some showcase... Saw some people cosplay-ing outside the Hall... Gosh it is damn crowded too... Really cannot enjoy the showcase at all.. Hate to walk in the coward... Saw a lot of people bought lot of things but we hardly buy one things because nothing attract us... Lolz... After that, we went to shopping at nearly Suntec... Lolz... Shopped till nothing to shop so decided to went Marina Square to shop... Finally decided to go for K box... Had our dinner first and back to K box... Love singing with my BABY and sang a number of repeated DUET songs with BABY which he familiar with... He is so cute.. Hahaz... Keep disturbing BABY from singing again... Hugging BABY too... Lolz... Took some photos with BABY but not too many... Sang till about 9 plus... And is time for leaving because BABY had to rush back to JB before his last bus being missed... So took train together back to Jurong East station and BABY continued the journey to Woodland station while me went back alone by bus... Time really past quite fast... And I miss BABY a lot right now... Plan not to meet BABY for 2 weeks as I wish to stay at home for study and also this is a good chance for me not to spend money so easily... I know myself when I am outside, I keep spending money non-stop and I dunno why I cannot control myself at all.. I have to get rid of this bad habit... Damn..Photos taken in K Box...
Photos taken during the showcase at the Suntec City...


This cartoon is CUTE~~ Let people to keep disturb him and he also dun care about it...
Got to sleep now.. Time is getting LATE... Now is 2.55am.. Good night people and SWEET DREAM~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:55 AM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ❤
12th of August.. Today no school because is Wednesday... There is a LAST lesson on Friday which is about my PAPER 2... And there is goin to have a mock exam too.. OMG.. I not yet really prepare at all.. Hope I can jus manage to get a PASS if possible.. Hahaz...
Today stay at home in the whole afternoon but went out about evening time to meet my BABY after his work for dinner... So 5pm went out, took bus no.187 at my market there to Woodland MRT station... The whole journey was about 50 minutes plus.. And luckily, I had seat to sit.. Or else I will die of standing the whole journey..
Met BABY at 6 plus.. And together took train to YISHUN.. Went to have dinner at Japanese Food Court in the North Point shopping mall.. This food court is quite small... And only contain a few stalls... Felt that hope that there are more stalls...
After dinner, bought the 2 small bottle of PULM Wine for my father and myself... Then off to shop with my BABY one by one level again..
Then at about 9 plusin the night.. Took 2 buses back home.. Love the bus journey with my BABY too... Because I keep on disturbing my BABY... Hahaz...
Tomorrow gonna to be a BORING day.. Guess I have to start my revision on my work from tomorrow onward... I hope I dun get lazy so easily.. Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:44 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009 ❤

10th of August.. Totally had a lot of fun in this day... Wee~~ In the morning, went back to school for lesson.. Lesson was damn OK.. Starting revision lesson now.. Felt that bit rush when going through... Dunno why...
After lesson, went down to meet BABY at the back door of the Centrepoint.. Great new is that NO night class for me for TODAY only.. Wee~~ So had planned everything to celebrate our 1st month anniversary in 1 day advance..
BABY bought the movie ticket of ORPHAN, which I wan to watch badly after I have seem the poster of ESTHER character, before meeting me... After met BABY, we walked to Cine for lunch at Pastamania... Gave the present that I made for BABY after the lunch...

BABY is so SERIOUS reading the present that I gave him... O gosh~~
OFF we shopped around the Cine... Went to Level 5 and saw a lot of people buying movie tickets... Even most of the movies are SOLD OUT or SELLING FAST... Wah... Our movie was SELLING FAST too... Luckily, BABY bought the tickets first or else we might not able to get a better seat...
Then we walked to Orchard.. First TAKA to Kinokuniya to buy my monthly fashion magazines.. Special discount on every books that we bought is 20% discount... Damn cheap... Then we walked to WISA, BABY bought me some make-up... O.O...


Next went to FAR EAST, bought a T-shirt from SHOW shop to repay BABY for buying me make-up... Wee~~ Felt so gulity if BABY bought things for me... DAMN I in love with SHOW shirts... I am gonna buy some for myself too in future when I got my NEW job...
Next back to Cine again for our movie... Watched the movie ORPHAN... A really nice thriller and horror movie... The time for whole movie is 2 hour and 3 minutes... I really concentrate too much during the movie... I love the character of ESTHER so much... She is really young and she can act SO WELL... Anyway, her REAL age is 12 year old only...

Though this movie is shown in CINEMA on 13th of August but now can catch the whole movie at any CATHAY cinema from NOW onward...
After the movie, went down to BASEMENT to have dinner in the food court... After the dinner, then BABY and I took the bus no. 502 my house... BABY sent me home... Hee heez... Really had a fun day with him...

This is what I have for dinner and almost everytime when I am OUTSIDE too... Lolz..
Anyway, tomorrow will be a LONG school day for me.. Haiz... Guess I will be TIRED after all the studies... Hope I will not fall asleep during the NIGHT class... Bye people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:08 PM
Friday, August 07, 2009 ❤
7th of August... Time really past so fast... And it is already August... I really never notice about the month... And I should thank the god that decided our fate... Because I really have a really good boyfriend in my life now.. I am really happy.. I am sorry to my BABY jus now... Had been webcam with BABY jus now and accidently talked about my past and also about my unhappiness in the past... Saw BABY a bit not happy because I have been saying that I wish to drink alcohol to forget the unhappiness matter... At the sudden, I felt so bad and gulity... I felt more that I am not a good girl at all... I really mean it... And he wan me to promise him not to drink when feeling sad, I felt so useless that I cannot promise him straight away... I think I should change myself from tomorrow onward... I should reduce drinking alcohol.. And I wish BABY can be by my side always when I am feeling sad... And I hope that he can make me happy by using his hug or even his kiss... I know I am a selfish girl... I jus can't change my selfishness away from me... And I will try to change to a better person... Anyway, SORRY to my BABY to see you that I cried jus now in the webcam... I really dun wan to cry but I am not strong enough to hide.. How I wish that you can give me a HUG on that time to cheer me up and let me feel that I am not alone at all.. I still have YOU~ BABY I LOVE YOU lot.. Really happy to have you as my BOY and I wish to be with you FOREVER and ever..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:31 AM
Thursday, August 06, 2009 ❤

6th of August... Really had lot of fun these 2 days with BABY.. Hee heez.. I love BABY so much more than myself now.. More than the one in the past too... First time love a guy so much... I serious this time... And really can be FOREVER...
On the 4th of August, I had school in the afternoon but skipped my school in the night... Hahazz... Reason is simple and it was that I went to meet my BABY after his work.. After the afternoon class, I took train to Woodland from Somerset... Shopped a while at Causeway Point due the time is still early and met BABY at 6.45pm at the Woodland MRT station... Took train together with BABY to Somerset again... Wee~~ The time seem to past so fast when BABY is beside me... Dunno why.. We reached so fast and off to Cine for dinner at the Hong Kong Cafe.. Ordered some Dian Xin, Curry Chicken Rice and a Milo Dinosuar for me and BABY BBQ chicken baked rice and a HOT malktea.. After dinner shopped a while at Cine... Then to HMV... Went into the Sexy Diamond shop.. Gosh nothing attract me in the moment yet... But hope to look forward for more design for the caps and T-shirts... Cause I plan to buy one or two... Though I know is EXPENSIVE.. And went to the NEW 77th street shop in HMV... Damn I simply love their style... Lolz...Then went to Far East walk walk.. And next went to the NEW shopping centre ION.. Not much to shop as their shops mostly are selling BRANDED stuffs which dun attract me at all... I hate BRANDED stuffs... Jus dunno why... Hee heez... No comments... Set down at a place and started to take a few photos with BABY... Lolz... Still got a few passerby walk past and look at us when we are taking photos... Those passerby look at us like saw some aliens from outer space at the shopping centre... Lolz... Ya whatever... Hate the way they look at us... At 9 plus, accompany BABY back and took the same train as him... BABY dropped off at Woodland to custom to JB... And me continue my journey to Jurong East alone... Damn time really past so fast...
Webcam with BABY in the night always after 11pm... Wee~~ Chatted lot of stuffs till BABY forgot the time to get to bed... Hahaz... Damn cute BABY!! On the 5th of August, no school for me... YAY.. Surfed internet the whole day and copied some questions from internet to revise my homework... Damn.. I must work hard so that I can pass with good marks... Hahaz.. At the evening about 5 plus, went out to Woodland to meet BABY for dinner... I am late for a few minutes due to JAM of transport... Damn boring... Haiz... I hate it... Then met BABY and off we took train to Yew Tee.. Have dinner of Long John Silver in Yew Tee Point... The new shopping centre... Not much thing to shop too... Next took train back to West Mall... Start to explore every shop in each level... Hahaz... That is what we always did when we are shopping in different malls everytime... Sometime we even gossip about the cakes by comparing the company that I worked in the past to the cakes that we shopped... No comments too... Jus our personal comments... So people who see this PLEASE DUN KPO that I talked bad about the company that I work in the past.. Next went to Popular to bought some stuffs for some uses... Will not say till the time come and I will say... Hahazz.. And then went back home at about 9 plus... Took bus no.157 back and BABY sent me back home again... LOVE HIM so much...In my house lift, we kissed again mouth to mouth.. Wee~~ Simply love the feeling when we kissed... Love him deeper and deeper each day... Really hope that can faster get marry to him... Jus feel this way... But still need to wait for 5 years... Because still need to work hard for our FUTURE.. YAY~ I LOVE HIM so much.. 10th of August is comming really soon.. Celebrating our 1st month anniversary on that day... 1 day in advance... As on 11th of August, I have school... Damn sianz... Haiz... No choice...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:30 AM
Sunday, August 02, 2009 ❤

2nd of August... Yesterday really had a great day with BABY.. Time really past so fast... Really hope that BABY can be by my side every single day... I miss BABY so so much...
Yesterday woke up 8 plus in the morning and met BABY at Kranji station at 10 plus... Took train with BABY to Ang Mo Kio for K box... Wee~~ I miss singing... Hee heez... Walked a distance to the building for the K box...
Have a lot of fun in singing with BABY... BABY sometime really look noob to me.. Hahaz... But cute.. Had our lunch in K box too... The meat and the rice were really hard and dry not so nice... But so I jus finished the meat and the puddle... That all..

Really quite felt so LOVED because BABY kept huggin me tightly in the K Box room... Hahaz... Love him so much...
After K box, went back to Ang Mo Kio Hub to shop... BABY bought a dress for me... Hee heez... I also saw another dress which I also love it... But I chose to buy one only... Shall buy more when I have work...
After that, we took bus no.22 to Tampines... Journey was really long.. I was enjoying the view outside and BABY fell asleep due the tiredness of work from the weekdays... Lent him my shoulder to sleep on too.. Hahaz..
Shopped the whole Tampines 1... Nothing attract me... Then off we went to watch a movie, HANGOVER... Lolz... This movie is filled with some porn and really a great laughter that made the audiences can laugh non-stop...
After the movie, went to have dinner at the Food court and continue to shop a little while... At about 8 plus, I decided to go home.. BABY sent me home as usual... Hugged BABY in the bus... Because I jus felt like huggin.. Hahaz... Then inmy house lift, I give my BABY a kiss on the lip to surprise him... But he dun seem to be surprise and get a tight hug from him... Hee heez... And off he went back to JB again...
Really MISS BABY so much... And hope that our love will never END.. Hope that in 5 years later, I can marry to BABY with a sweet wedding... Hahaz...

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:26 PM