Sunday, December 27, 2009 ❤
Back to blog... Really feel so bored to the max... Tomorrow going back for work... I have to wait for 4 days to see Baby... So slow... Baby baby I miss you so much... Do you know..?? Haiz...
Really feel so much happy that I have found the correct boyfriend who willing to give me happiness everytime when I am with him... Giving me laughter when I feel so sad, sianz or anger.. Care for me every moment... Sent me home almost everytime... Always treat me during our dates...
Baby hope that you can faster found a job and earn money... So we can have a better life in future and can always go out with me often...
Planning to tell my parents about my boyfriend during in January... I hope they can accept boyfriend... Boyfriend is really a good boy... Nobody really can compare from him... He is special... I LOVE HIM a lot a lot...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:51 PM
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My LAST & FOREVER BOYFRIEND..
27th of Dec... Today is Baby's 21st birthday... Really glad that Baby finally 21.. Hope he do enjoy himself yesterday party... Had a great time spending the 48 hours with Baby over his house or anywhere we go... Dun really wish to go home... Miss him so so much...
Came back home feel so much sianz again.. Facing the four walls again... I dun love to being at home... Today I even try to change my temper to talk to my parents because I always hope that I can have parents to be close to me... But my parents always never understand me... Let me feel super disappointed...
Anyway, glad that baby's party was a successful wan... Yesterday party, I felt a little sianz because I really have no one to talk with but really happy to try walking around just to take photos... Though is not many.. But I try to did my best to take the happiness in the party...
Had 2 cans of alcohol alone... Just feel like drinking the alcohol that all... Feeling so empty alone in Baby's room... Glad that Baby found me outside drinking alone and stop me... I feel so much touched that I have such a caring boyfriend... And in my heart, I confirmed him as my hubby... And I wish to spend my life with him forever and ever... Never wish to leave him...
I was sightly drunk yet I know what I am doing and thinking... I am just feeling super sleepy... I force my eyes to open... Baby sent me home with his father driving his van... Felt so honoured... Love Baby so much that he even helped me carrying my heavy laptop..
Anyway, Photos, about Baby's party and the date that we had, are uploaded on my facebook... Can check out on more on there... Now waiting for Baby's sisters to upload his party photos so I combine all of them... And made into a photo album...
Tomorrow gonna start work again after a long holiday... Haiz... Fun time always end so early... Is time to get serious to earn as much money as I can for the better future... Hee heez...
After watching the video that I have made... Hee heez...
With Simon~ OMG Baby bad skills..
Simon walked past when I was taking photo with Alvin... NG1
Therefore these 3 Chipmunks took photos with me only... OMG felt so much honoured... Felt so happy too...
Baby busy sending and calling his friends about his party... Look how serious he is...
Baby giving me a sleepy look when I ask him to take photos with me... SMACK HIM~
Baby sleeping like a small baby..
His father and him..
Fuck sia... I look damn fat... Hate my looking now... LOL~
With all his friends that able to make it for his party.. Some disappear for a break...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:49 PM
Saturday, December 26, 2009 ❤
26th of Dec... Currently at boyfriend's house right now waiting for his sisters to be back home for preparation of the party... Really enjoyed these 2 days with Baby... 2 days really not enough for me to spend the time with him... It seem too fast... Feel so sianz that I going back home to hear my mother nagging at me again... Haiz...
Yesterday was a great dating day with Baby... In the morning, went out to meet Baby first then took cab to his house to put all my stuffs... Then slack a little.. Showed the video to my Baby that I rushed the video for 3 days like that in the night... Gathered all the messages from his friends and his sisters too...
This video was done successfully because Baby love the video.. Hee heez... Felt touched a little... Hahaz... Then after that, took bus no.187 to Jurong Point to meet all my sisters with boyfriend for meal... A really great gathering with them... Hee heez... Glad that boyfriend mix around with them quite well...
After that, went off separately... Baby and me went to Bugis for some shopping... Hunting for clothes... Baby bought me a tube dress... Love it... Then at about 5 plus, went to Somerset... To Cine for collecting our booked tickets... Then went to Level 2 for dinner first...
Then after dinner shopped again till the time get near for the movie... Bought a up-sized Ice Lemon Tea drink and slacked at the sitting area... Then up to level 6 for the movie... ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2..
Love that movie too much but I still think that Part 2 is too short and Part 1's storyline is better than Part 2... More funnier in the way they showed... Part 2 sightly boring... But laughter still good... Hope Baby also did enjoyed this movie as this was his first time to watch this movie... He never watch before the Part 1...
After the movie, we decided to went back to his house... Back to his house., slacked little while... Then went for bath first and next him... Watched a little movie and about 1 plus in the midnight, went down with boyfriend to buy supper...
Ate till 2 plus and turn in bed after that... I did not really sleep well... Because not feeling so comfortable with Baby's bed... Baby slept on the floor... Had been turning right to left and left to right then repeated again and again... Yet still cannot fall asleep.. Sorry to disturb baby for little... Because so boring... Baby pet me like baby make me to sleep yet still can't...
So woke up in the morning of 6.30am like that then turn on my laptop to watch the movie that I brought... Baby still sleeping soundly... Haiz... Baby still able to sleep well yet not me... After the movie, time was still damn early... Looked at how Baby sleeping and also did disturbed Baby when he was sleeping... This is so fun...
Waited Baby to wake up in the afternoon then went downstair the coffeeshop to buy breakfast plus lunch... Baby had been paying my expenses for these 2 days... Really love him a lot... Never wan to let me to pay anything during the date with him...
Now waiting or the birthday party to get started.. Damn nervous... Because will be meeting all his relatives... I also too shy to talk to them either...
Time really passed so much fast... Less than 6 hours going back home and I dun wish to be separated from Baby... Dunno when we will meeting again... I will miss him a lot a lot... Looking forward for next week the end of the year... Might be going to countdown with baby and friends... And also might be staying overnight with Baby... Hope I can get the permission from my parents... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:43 PM
Sunday, December 20, 2009 ❤
When we arrived Vivo, we went to cinema to collect our tickets and off we went to have our lunch at the Harbour Front Centre... Suppose wan to eat Burger King but it is so LONG LONG Q so change the plan of the eating... Thank boyfriend for always giving in me... Follow what I always wan to eat..
Then back to Vivo again for our movie... Watched that movie which boyfriend wish to watch... The movie is named the Bodyguards and Assassins... This was the movie that I dun wish to watch but in the end, I still watched... First reason is because of Boyfriend wan to watch.. Second is because got my favourite actor, Nicholas... Hahaz... Movie overall quite not a bad movie... But too less in the fighting sence.. That all...
Mmm... After movie, we shopped around till nothing to shop because we can't buy anything either as dun have much money left... So decided to go to boyfriend's house... Took cab to boyfriend's house and boyfriend paid the fare... So gentle of him..
Then accompany me to coffee shop to buy my dinner... Then back to his house to slack... Took some photos at his house too.. Hahaz.. Got to go now... Byebye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:51 PM
Friday, December 18, 2009 ❤
Seeing boyfriend like this without working really feel that boyfriend no need to waste his money too much on the transport fees just accompny me back home... But boyfriend still strongly wan to do it... No choice can't reject him either...
Boyfriend is really a caring and loving to me... He is cannot be compared to the previous boyfriends that I had before... He is way too good... Even his good points can't be found in the previous boyfriends... He really a good joker sometimes, he even a good listener too... He never look down on me or leave me after listening my past that I had... He will never fail to make me laugh or feel bored about..
He had been calling me and keep on accompanying me to chat on the phone in the morning at 6.30am before work... Because boyfriend scared I might get bored or fall asleep during the journey to work... And he also did called me during the break time for a little chat... This is what everyday boyfriend did...
He also do care for me a lot a lot till I dunno how to describe... Sorry that I might sometimes siao siao mad at you... And happy that you dun show any anger on your face to tell me that you are angry... I Love You to the max... Hope we can be forever till the time end...
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Yesterday really can say a GREAT day.. Last minute decided to go for Steven 21st birthday... Steven I know him quite a few years already... I remember the last date with him was like last year (MAYBE)... Accompanying him to Queentown to make his shirt... Heard a lot of stuffs either about his ex girlfriend... Saw his ex girlfriend's photo when he showed it to me in the bus that time...
Though we are not that close as like best friend... But is rare that we can keep our friendship for quite a few years... Anyway, glad that he found his loved... LAST LONG..
A nice party.. Being served by the birthday boy nicely... Hahaz... Thank for being our waiter or a while... Then in the party., boyfriend and me walked around the chervon there as we did not know his friends for about 45min plus then walked back to watch the birthday boy to cut the cake...
After that, ate a small piece of cake and sms-ed the birthday boy that we go off first... As the birthday boy is busy playing with his friends... So we left the party first and boyfriend accompany me back home.. Thank for boyfriend accompanying me for that party.. Hahaz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:32 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009 ❤
Had a little feeling for him when last few days chatting with him... This feeling just can't describe that how it just come to me... So finally met up with him today.. Suppose met him at 10am but in the end, I was 30min late... Because I came out late... He never feel angry about it...
After met up, went to my school to sign up for courses in this coming January... There goes my 700 plus dollar... After signing up, together went to Cine... Went to Level 5 to buy movie tickets... Costing $13 only... Cheap cheap... Because I using my Union card and the coupon too... Hee heez... And he paid for the movie tickets...
After that, went up to Level 8 for K box... Damn we look so dumb... Because I never listen properly about our room number... In the end, went back to counter to ask about our room number again... Hahaz... Back to the room, no one come service us... Then we service ourself lor... LOL... Plucking the mic wire into the cable is an easy job to me... I use to do it in the past... But switching on the TV is a problem to me... Because I dunno where is the main switch...
He called the staff to help out.. He did not sing too much... Because he said he like to look at me... I was keep on pushing his face away from looking at me... Feeling so paiseh... Hee heez... What a lucky day... The K box charge for us is not more than $30... Funny... Last time not this price... Dunno why... Somemore he treat me again..
After K box, went to the UOB bank because I need to activate my debit card... Wee~ Looking forward to use my this debit card... Hahaz... Then went to Heeren and Sexy Diamond again... Asking Aaron about the item that I wish to buy...
Then slowly walked to Taka to buy my favourite magazines... Then shopped at other Malls till nearly 4pm... Back to Cine to Level 5 to buy drink and slack a little while till the movie going to start... To level 6 for movie... We watched the Storm Warrior as he wish to watch...
The cinema was almost full with people... The movie sightly not bad but just that there is some missing part in the story... Just feel this way...
After the movie, went down to Basement for dinner... Then after dinner, went to window shopping again... And about 7 plus then went bck home... He sent me home.. Hee heez... Looking forward for tomorrow meeting girlfriends, boyfriend and his friend too...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:10 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009 ❤
11th of Dec... So fast and is reaching mid of December again... And soon a BRAND NEW Year will be coming soon... This brand new year will be a different stage for me... I going to be 21.. Hahaz.. I love my life now... Really quite a lot..
Wee~~ I finally own myself a debit card... Hahaz... I sound so noob... So big now then have one... My other friends might already have since earlier than me... I sign up for debit card is because I need to pay my study fee and exam fee from UK... That why is easier for me to pay by using my own debit card... And I dun wish to borrow from others...
The cards I own.. LOL!
Mmm... This week of the weekend I am sure I am gonna to have lot of fun... Because both days I going to sing... Hahaz... Love it... Saturday is with a friend and Sunday is with my girlfriends... Sunday in the evening will be meeting some guy friends for pool... Wee~ So long never play pool... I know I am so noob... LOL!!
Christmas coming real soon... I wonder who will be celebrating with me or either I dun celebrate at all...?? Hahaz... I wonder this year Christmas will be a special one for me and is my very first celebration of Christmas if I do really celebrate it...
Anyway, I have noticed something on my blog counters... Did noticed people have been dropping at my blog but yet chose to being a ghost... Because people did not really make comments on my entry or either share your thinkings with me... Just feel kinda of sad when there is no NEW comments at my tag board... Hope you all guys can leave me comments in future... I hope to hear from you all... No matter you really know me in real person...
Had a CUTE cup cake in the office given by other people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:15 AM
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ❤
9th of Dec... Should I say myself a lucky girl or unlucky girl..?? Never know what really happen my life... This year really can said a bad year to me and also a flirty year to me... Never expect so much things to happen in this year...
I am referring to my relationship and friendship between the friends who are male... This year think back I really had 4 ex boyfriends... It is so much to other people yet for me I have no complain about it...
Last time, not many friends who are guy will really come forward to keep on MSN me or talk to me through phone... But now, I often talk with friend through phone or either MSN almost everyday... Even call me through phone also must book time from me now.. Hahaz...
I dunno why life suddenly turn so busy like that... But simply I love my life now than last time... At least I know that there are friends like you all do care about me.. Give me support when I feel scared or nervous... Be my listening ears when I am feeling super disappointed... I love you all guys as a friend's view... Hee heez...
Had a great time for these 3 days without work except exam... Going back to Republic Poly meet up with some friends... But never talk much as time is so short... After exam back home in the night, I do chat with 2 guys through phone for 1 hour plus... Had a great time chatting with them... Chatted a lot of things too... Enjoy the conversation that we had... Hahaz...
Today is the last day of exam and tomorrow I got to go back for work... Thinking of this kinda of a little sianz... Dunno why... I am sure it will be a busy day for me... As 2 days never go back to work, I am sure that there will be a lot of stuffs waiting for me to do... Hope tomorrow will be better day and also wish that today exam paper will be easy... After today exam, I am going out often.. Wee~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:06 PM
Saturday, December 05, 2009 ❤
5th of Dec... I have finally come to update my blog... Last few days did not feel like updating because seriously no mood at all... Finally today I realized something... Seriously I have been thinking about this thing really LONG... I dunno is it a good choice to patch back with you after 8 years..
8 years later, you are behaving no longer the same... Just feel like we are not couple... Though I have asked you are you serious in asking me about the relationship since 2 weeks ago... You replied me you are serious about it... But now, why you did not sms me when you are back, at least I will know that you are safety back home.. Is it feel good to make me worry or you just regret to being with me..??
If you do feel regret, why dun just give me a message to tell me... I will never force someone to be with me if his heart is not with me at all... I feel so super lonely with out talking to me...
To me in my life, is hard to find a TRUE LOVE now or forever... But is easy to find guys who take love for granted... I have not put 100% love into relationship before after being break off with a relationship I had since I was in Sec 2... Because not much guys do really treated me True Hearted...
I will put in 100% of my love to a guy if this guy prove to me that he is TRUE HEARTED to me... Or else I will also take love for granted... Play tired already just dump till I happy... I know I have become so evil.. Because almost guys are the same... They never easily put their own girlfriends in first place of their hearts...
Haiz... Now simply wait for this boyfriend will automatic come and sms me or else seriously I have to treat this in serious matter... I hate jokes in relationship...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:04 PM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 ❤
1st of Dec... Today really a bad day for me... I have not feeling quite well after I started work just for 2 hours like that... Pain in my stomach area and no choice took half day leave... Manager is good so fast approved my leave...
When I not feeling well that time, my first thinking was to SMS my boy and told him that I need him and I not feeling well... Thought that he might already back in Singapore... In the end, there was no reply from him and guess he still not back yet... I miss him so so much.. 10 days already, I still not yet see him... I wonder is he really doing fine right now...
By thinking what he told me before he left Singapore simply just make me feel so much worry... He told me that when he is not around, I must know how to take care of myself... I dunno what this mean but it seem just make me feel worry about him...
I have been SMS-ing all the messages that I feel everytime for him and keep on calling him to his handphone when I am free... Leaving some messages in his Facebook... Hoping that he can answer me back soon... I MISS HIM so much...
Hope tomorrow will be the better day for me and hoping he can give me a reply tomorrow...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:49 PM
