Monday, January 31, 2011 ❤
A little small random video for my Bibi while waiting for Bibi to finish work... I know my webcam is not clear but think is clear enough to see what it is mean~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:34 PM
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31th of Jan~ Last day of January~ Damn fast... Soon February is coming... Hee heez... February seem a very busy month for me... Looking forward for my birthday too... Hee heez... I kinda of looking forward that where Bibi gonna bring me to or where we will be going to...
Anyway, Bibi still working right now... Mmm... I suggest him to change a job which is more suitable for him better than keep working OT like hell... Part-time worker work like a Full-time worker... Damn sianz wan... Mmm...
Today nothing much happen... Work as usual... But late for work today... 30 minutes though I am the earliest to go for work as in the whole office I guess... Came out at 6.50am yet reached office at 9am... What the hell I have been taking a more than 2 hours journey to work... I thought of not going to work... But too bad I am in the middle of the journey and also Bibi cannot take leave to accompany me... So no choice, continue to go for work...
Being busy in the whole morning for creating invoices, scanning invoices and sending invoices to customers... Damn sianz... Everyday have to do the same job... Hope I can do something new or something else... Am still thinking whether I wish to change my job... Because I just dun like the working hour and also the journey is way too far... Haiz... Should I or I should not?? Really cannot make up my mind... Damn it...
Now waiting Bibi to finish work... Kinda of missing Bibi~ Haiz... Being sms him everyday even in work when free... We can't even see each other damn sianz dao to the max wan... Hope Bibi can faster be back home and webcam with me~ Hee heez... Signing out now got to do other stuffs then nagging at here... Peace out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:29 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2011 ❤
30th of Jan~ A boring Sunday that I did not go out today… Thought of going out but I dun think my mother will be happy to see me keep on going out… Missing Bibi right now either… Is gonna to be a long long time that I gonna see Bibi again… Haiz… Dunno when will able to see him…
Today wake up in the afternoon 1 plus… I did not sleep that long till afternoon… Guess I breaking my record… Hee heez…
Nothing much to update for today too… Mmm… Tomorrow is Monday gonna to be a long day for me as in working… Boring Monday but good is that next week only work 2 and half days… Hee heez… Later gonna clean up my room and throw some my favourite magazines away… Haiz… Anyway, next time will update more… Signing out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:26 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2011 ❤
29th of Jan~ I love this day… Is good to spend my whole day with Bibi~ Hee heez… Love him damn much… I dun care on how people look at me or even say about me… I know I am fast but is good that I really put down the past and move on forward as fast as possible…
So wake up in the morning about 9 plus… Prepared and ate my breakfast plus lunch… Then went out straight… I did not apply any makeup and that make me look quite ugly… I wonder do I look that pale…
On the MRT, I was feeling super unwell… Just kinda feel that cannot stand up or even stay till at a spot… Dun really feel right… Kinda of weird… Like either feel like fainting or vomiting… I being controlling myself not to vomit… I keep on hoping the train can faster reach Outram Park station…
And finally I faster get lost from that train… And had a seat on the other train toward Seng Kang… I was feeling much better after had a seat in the train…
Met Bibi at Seng Kang station and bought some stuffs back to his house… Thank Bibi for the concern…
Bibi’s room is kinda of small compare to mine… Hahaz… But I dun really care much… Had watched the movie, Sky of Love, with Bibi… Wahaha… Saw Bibi crying in the end of the part… Hee heez… Cute sia… Next time shall bring the other DVD and make him cry more… I want to see Bibi cry… >.<… Ok I so bad… Wahaha~
After that slack with Bibi till 5 plus… Went out together at 6pm… Train-ed to Boon Lay station… Bibi scared I tired and let my head rest on his shoulder… Mmm… I dun think other ex-boyfriends of mine did this before to me ba… Hee heez…
Reached Jurong Point accompanied Bibi that he wanted to do a test on eye sight but the person-in-charge never come… So then walked to Jurong Point, bought some drinks from Fairprice… Then went to find something for dinner to eat for myself… Everywhere is filled so many people and that made me kinda of turn off… So in the end, ate Old Chang Kee’s food as for dinner and a bottle of juice that we bought just now… A very good way of diet-ing… Hahaz…
It was raining damn heavily, so we decided to take train to Jurong East station then bus back to my home… I love Bibi being hugging me the whole journey back home… Hahaz… Then I drop off from bus and Bibi continue the journey back to Jurong East station and back home to Seng Kang…
Anyway, had a great day with Bibi today… Tomorrow unable to meet him because my mother will very unhappy to see me keep going out… BUT I will miss Bibi damn much because Chinese New Year is coming and I do not even have a time to meet Bibi~ This is sad… Anyway, gonna sleep soon… Sweet dream readers…
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:51 PM
Friday, January 28, 2011 ❤
28th of Jan~ Hee heez... Work as usual... But hack care, people always love to give trouble in work... So what I will bother... I also got other stuffs to do not only that job... Push aside of that job and did some important job instead....
After work, met Bibi... Hee heez... So sudden that he can come and meet me for dinner... Love him lot... Met him at Toa Payoh station.. Successfully gave him a scared when he was falling asleep while waiting for me... Hee heez... Yes~
So walked to KOI because Bibi craving for that... Bought that L size of Milktea... Then walked to MOS Burger for dinner... Ordered the Emi Rice Burger set meal...
Took some photos again for fun~ Hee heez... Then off to take bus... Thought of going straight to Jurong Point but in the end, took bus back straight home... Because the timing was quite late... During the journey, I guess we are the noisy one in the bus... Wahaha~ Hack care those other starers... We just living in our own world... Hahaz... Then back home and Bibi went back home himself...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:43 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2011 ❤
27th of Jan~ Back to updated blog... I did not go for work because I am on MC~ LOL~ Part is pon work and part is really my neck is not feeling well too... Damn sianz also that own internet is having problem... Hee hee... Anyway I have my own way of coming online too... Hahaz... I at home alone missing boyfriend too... Hee~ But sianz later at night still need to go to school... Hope I dun fall asleep...
Yesterday had a great dinner with Bibi... Hee heez... After work faster rush to Novena station to meet Bibi... Can't wait to see him... Then walked to United square for dinner... Had the food that I always eat, Hong Kong Cafe... Had fun during the dinner... Hee heez...
Bibi kept on eating the deep fried dumpling that I ordered... I know is yummy but he having sore throat still can one shot eat so many without drinking anything... Best for you weekend no voice... Wahaha~
After dinner, walked a little while then Bibi sent me home by bus... Because I think that bus is more faster than taking train from Novena... Hahaz... Love my Bibi so much...
Night webcam with Bibi again... But I so tired after waiting for him... I even can fall asleep by just sitting in front of my laptop... Hee heez... Whatever... Felt so happy to see Bibi through webcam... Just dun feel like going to bed... Haiz...
Here are some photos I took in the morning when I was sleeping so shiok till I heard a man kept quarrelling with another man about a small matter... No choice cannot continue to sleep... Went to take a look what happen... The man saw our heads peek out of the window and kept on shout to us to call the police... Sibei guailan sia...
He simply just wan to make this small matter until so BIG.. Police came quite long... After that take down the statement then talked to them.. Then they went off... No big show... LOL~
Guess I will stop here... Really nothing much to update... Hee hee... Will update again when there is story in my mind... Wahaha~
LOL~ The only photo we took together for the day while waiting for the bus to come... Wahaha~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:09 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ❤
25th of Jan... Back to update~ Love my life to the max... BUT feeling so unlucky dunno what happen, my skin seem so itchy and there are quite a number of new wounds... Damn.. I hate those itchiness... Anything that can stop me from scratching it? I have no ideas... Whatever...
Today work sibei dislike... A turn off for me... I can say Customers are so impatient and not understanding at all... Haiz... They spam me with email, sometimes their tone are not that nice... What I can do?? I ignore them when I am lazy to care any of them... I know is a bad way to deal with it... But I really have no choice... I dun wan get any more scoldings with them too...
So managed to get the answer that they want quite late... In the end, their attitude toward me is totally 360 degree changes.. WTF~ Seriously lor... Only know how to pa ma pui~ Sick and tired all these customers... I hope they will also deal with more bad attitude problem customers too... LOL~
Slacking right now waiting for Bibi to be back home from his running... Haiz... Anyway, just now helped him to put songs list for his blog... So I anyhow find some nice songs for him... I wonder he like it or not... Wahaha~
Tomorrow is gonna another boring day... Working is totally a sux for me... Because I lost interest in working at that company... People always love to give me ton of problems... Asked them but yet they seem do not like to reply me at all... Why must I bear with all these problems?? I shall just leave the problem behind for the next person to deal with and shall move on to another company and learn more stuffs instead continue to work at the old company yet do nothing...
A box of oranges every year of the Chinese New Year from the company... Is damn heavy to carry back home specially my travelling journey is more than a hour...
Signing off now~ Peace out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:26 PM
Monday, January 24, 2011 ❤
24th of Jan~ Hey I am back.. Hee hee... I am really feel that I am in heaven... I am really starting a brand new life that I never have before... Thank to my new boyfriend... Hee heez... He have been making me laughing all the time from his little silly actions to me and sometimes though I find is stupid BUT I LOVE IT A LOT~ He just laugh my ass off my day.. I love it...
Anyway, we have been together before 23rd of January just because I giving him time to settle down his problem before getting together... Glad that he did not made me wait for him that long... I am happy that he can put down all the unhappiness past and continue to move on with me... We gonna have a bright future right in front of us and just dun look back that made us sad or hurt before...
Last Sunday had a date with him.. Proper date with him.. Hahaz... Late morning meetup at Somerset Station... Gave him a scared by running toward him while he kept on sms-ing... Hahaz... I guess people will looking at me because I made a loud "BOOM" sound... Wahaha~ Hack care... Then we walked to Cine for lunch and breakfast... Simple meal... Chit chat with him never feel bored or no topic to talk with...
Next drag him to Scape for K box... LOL~ Because I wanted to sing so badly... And him, did not really sing much... Try to let him sing a few... But unsuccessful... Haiz... No choice let him be... He just lie on sofa like want to sleep... I even sit on his tummy to let him stay awake... Super funny...
At about 3 plus, went to take train to Serangoon and shopped at Nex mall... Walked round the building... Nothing much to see... So went to the rooftop, set there and enjoy the wind... 2 couples will there too... LOL~ One couple damn noisy... The girl's voice sound like underage girl but she really more than 22 years old... Damn scary la... LOL~
So we hack care them... Took some photos with him... Had a little chit chat again... Hug hug too... Love his hug... Really feel the feeling that I always looking for as my boyfriend... No one have given this type of feeling before in the past, and he is the FIRST one... The hug that give a girl the An Quan Gan... That why I prefer chubby guy like him than a skinny guy as a boyfriend...
Then about 6pm... Went to look for food for dinner... Every food court is filled with people.. Full house... Then found Toast box... So went in to eat... No choice the only place which there are not filled with people... Hee heez... Ate there and slacked there a little... Took some photos of Bibi~ Hahaz....
After dinner, we decided to go Bugis to buy the milktea, Wo Ai Tai Mei... Wahaha... Bugis filled lot of people too.... Sad... But happy to see that Bibi scared me lost he held my hands tightly... Felt so loved... *SHY* Oppz... Bought the Large size of the milktea... Stood aside to drink and walked a little...
At 8pm.., Bibi sent me home... I love him... Even in train also hug me... Hee heez... Both of us playing with the reflection... I guess people saw us thought we siao because is like we kept laughing by our ownself... Hahaz... In bus, boyfriend gave me a kiss when I wanted to drop off... I love the kiss... Hee heez... Though maybe I think that he might shy shy... Hahaz....
Overall the date was great... We never stop sms-ing each other everyday unless our work is busy... Or else we will late reply... Sometimes I keep laughing to myself after viewing his sms... Hahaz... His smses are so funny and cute... Yaya...
Right now waiting for him to come online so that I can webcam with him again... Webcam-ing is also our dating method... Since we can't see each other everyday so we just webcam every night~ Hahaz... Signing off now... Love my Bibi~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:34 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2011 ❤
23th of Jan... A week never updated... LOL~ Being lazy and kinda of a bit busy... So today decided to post a short post but when I have more time I will posted other stuffs in... I will try to arrange sometimes... Guess I also need to change my background of the blog too... Hahaz...
I love my life right now... Everything seem so quite smooth and really like the way I living right now... I do hope that nothing can change my life... Mmm... I will treasure that someone... I hope he will be happy to be with me~ And also hope that our relationship can LAST forever that is the most important thing of all...
Going bed really soon at 2am... Later meeting him for date... Wee~ Looking forward to it... Sweet dream people... LOVED~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:53 AM
Sunday, January 16, 2011 ❤
16th of Jan~ I am really at home... Finally I can have a whole day rest... Last week was really a great week... I had changed back to what I used to be guess so for the sudden... I dunno what thing change me... But I am glad I am back... No more being a very bad girl...
Had taken a leave on Wednesday... Just to relax myself since I have worked so extra hard for my work till I feel that I kinda of not feeling too good on that period... On that Wednesday, slacked at godbrother home... Use his computer surfing web and drank a cup of Martell that he poured for me...
In afternoon., together went to Somerset... Had late lunch at Hong Kong Cafe... Then went to buy the movie tickets to watch a show... The Ghost Must be Crazy... Is super funny show... I just laughing my ass off like hell~ After movie not that much... Did a little walking and shopping then went back home..
These are the things I bought for the day~
It tastes super great~
My new eye lashes~ Wee~
What up on yesterday~ Saturday... I not at home for the whole day~ Accompanied girlfriend for interview... I also did the interview too... Dun really like the company... Just feel like this company is like cheating people money... Though I like to being interview...
After that interview, we planned to go Somerset Scape for a lookout on the Vocal class on that Music school... The price is quite expensive... So give up on that school... So decided to take up dance lesson instead... So take a look at the top floor of that dance school... It feels super great to see so many people waiting for the lesson to start... I have the interest to learn dancing... OMG~ LOL~
After that, walked to Far East plaza... Bought the Kung Fu Milktea... Yummy... Rest a while... Then walked walked again... Thought of buying a few dresses but in the end did not buy any because is over my budget though I love thove dresses quite a lot... Self control~ Wahaha...
Then shopped at ION~ Saw some inner beauty are damn pretty and cute... I shall wait for the Great Singapore Sale or whatever sale soon... Simply just a bra costing at $75... But the material damn good... Will plan to buy maybe a few pieces when I get enough cash... Hee heez....
Then at about 6pm rush to Queentown that side to meet my family for dinner... Had Hong Kong Cafe again... Is my treat... Wahaha... Eaten till damn full... Then drove to Jurong Point for the movie, The Ghost must be Crazy again... Wee~ My treat again... Watched the 2nd time... Watched the slot 8.45pm wan... Quite full house... After movie, time to go home~ LOL~
As for today, I staying at home for the whole day~ Just now did some photo taking using my handphone to take my clothes for business... I did not use my that Pro camera because my brother borrowed... But the result come out using my handphone is still not bad... Wahaha... I even open every bag of the clothes to check the clothes to be in good way so the the customer see already also feel that is worth to buy...
Anyway got to go to busy my stuff... Will update soon again~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:22 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 ❤
10th of Jan... One more month to my 22nd birthday... No plan yet because I only being controlled strictly by my mother... Seriously hate being controlled so strict... But not my both brothers... I super jealous about it... I feel she is the one who stop my dreams from coming true also... That why I feel that mysel I have changed to another person who I really dunno who I am... I totally BAD girl... This is what I feel now...
Who care about that... Seriously.., since year 2011 start, I feel I totally so busy in my life... Work, study and meetup... What the hell... Seriously, can I have a day of enjoyment...?? Even if I go out a day to enjoy, I will been angry by my mother first before going out... But omg... I am fucking 22 this year... Can't you stop control me for a while...??? WTH~
Really hope one day I can have my own right to make my own decision... I seriously need a break... I hate staying in this home... Not even me cannot take it, my father also cannot take her attitude too... Everything she seem in the right, we will never being the CORRECT ones... Fuck why I am born in this type of SHIT family..??
If really got chance, I dun wish to be her daughter in next life and FOREVER & EVER... I promise... I had enough or this life from her... Totally too much...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:00 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2011 ❤
8th of Jan, I am back after so long... Glad that starting from year 2011, I feel that I am totally so busy... Half of the month has gone... I also did found myself I changed a lot till I dunno who am I and why I have been behaving this way... I am kinda of out of control right now... I really dunno what to do either...
So as usual, past few days being busy working... I did not did OT because dun feel like doing it too... School started too... Kinda of stress up because none of them are into the calculation... Is more into memorize the important points... Damn this time I sure my brain going to be really feeling like gonna blurst off soon... Haiz... Sianz~
On the 2nd of Jan, I did went for the photoshoot... The photoshoot was great though is a little tiring.. Because I have been cliimbing up and down for nice view of the shoot... The next day of the shoot I felt my body in aching... Lol~ It is damn tiring too..
Anyway the photoshoot was fun... Might be having another shoot soon... I guess I am really his model... Wahaha~ Being a part time model also not bad though I did not charge any cash... Is my interest anyway... Somehow I did learnt quite a lot of stuffs too... I shall look out more poses in those Japanese magazine that I have been reading right now... Those magazines are helpful... Most poses are cool and cute too... I love their poses too... Wahaha~
These are some photos from the shoot... For others more can view in my Facebook account or either at Tanhockjun Amateur photography... Remember to LIKE the group first before viewing those photos... Hee heez....
Anyway, tomorrow gonna be another boring day... Haiz... Someone I kinda of interested going Batam to tour... Gonna miss him... Thought will have a day to go out and meet him... But never mind.., we are meeting on Monday for a dinner ater my work... Wee~ I super looking forward to it and still thinking what to wear for the dinner... Because must give a good impression to him... LOL~ A little excited about that... Hee heez... Hope everything goes well...
Mmm... I have rebonded my hair and getting ready for Chinese New Year... But not my room is clean up... LOL~ Damn fast Chinese New Year coming soon... And my 22nd Birthday is just round the corner too... I still dunno how to celebrate it... Haiz... Guess I do not really wan celebrate it...
Shall stop this entry... Kinda of a little boring... Sweet dream people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:25 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2011 ❤
2nd of January... Okok I back... OMG I am been spam by some unknown people in the chatbox... Damn~ I dunno them yet they leave me message... >.<... I wonder they are real people... So fast and is Year 2011... Being so LONG never update because ending of the December of Year 2010, I was really very busy and somemore I not in Singapore for a week... I shall update more again when I free....
Mmm.. Later going for a photoshoot near Chinese Garden area... Shall not say where is it... Let keep that as a sercet... Anyway, yesterday was a great day hangout at Sentosa with Bernie Kor and his girlfriend... Is being so long that I have not meet Bernie kor... Since they are in Singapore, I met them 2 times though the time is short in the first day... Enjoyed the time with them... Gonna miss them soon... Because they are going back real soon...
Think I got to stop here... I have to get prepare for the photoshoot later... Seeya again guys~ Love you all... Keep on reading this blog people... ^^
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:02 AM
