Sunday, February 28, 2010 ❤
The tiredness of me...
28th of Feb... Mood has been not so good... Easily get anger or either sad... Haiz... I just can't be easily happy after all.. I dunno what happen... Haiz... Just feeling so lonely almost every single day... Boyfriend also can't accompany me everyday too... He got his own things to do too...
Anyway, yesterday went out with boyfriend in the morning... Boyfriend was late so I went to the bank to update my bank book and also my Deduction of Giro form thing... Haiz... Damn I have to pay the fee of the poly because I never finish my course... 3k plus... So damn boring...
So waited at the oppsite bus-stop for boyfriend about 10 minutes... Then we took bus 98 to Jurong East station.. Walked to CPF building to check the form but there got too much of people Q-ing... So I give up and just hack care... Went back to Jurong East station and took bus 97 to Marina Shopping centre...
Then drop off at the Suntec bus stop and walked to Marina Shopping centre... Had breakfast plus lunch at the Food court while watching the performance on the ground floor from the Armed Forces Career Experience 2010...
After that, went to the Arcade to play... Play a few dollar... LOL... I know I am really crazy while playing my favourite machine game... Even boyfriend tell me dun be so noisy too... But is my habit.. Because I get so much excited on the game and never realise my volume of my voice...
Next, went to K box and sing till 6pm... Did not really take much photos with boyfriend... Because not really in the mood and was really quite tired either... After the K box, boyfriend sent me back home as he got to rush to his grandparents' house for dinner too...
Anyway, I have typed out my feeling toward boyfriend on another blog which is belonged to me and boyfriend only, an hour ago.. Is just making me feel so disappointed yet in mess.. Really kinda of dunno how to describe it... Maybe I might have bee thinking too much or maybe I am not...
I have to go for bed now... Is really late... Sweet dream people..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:17 AM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ❤
ARGH... CHEE BYE FUCK YOU!! I AM ON FIRE~
Sorry about the above bad words... Today I really on anger... And I think my anger is getting too much... I simply can't easily lost my temper... First thing made me angry in the morning, a person called me and when I answer, this person put down the phone so quickly just in a minute... Why this person is so scared to talk to me?? At least a "HELLO" I also dun mind... But dun you know is rude that just put down the phone just like this... I HATE IT...
Second thing made me angry is something related to work... I did put something polite "GENTLE REMINDER" yet they think I like so big like that then replied with a so ACTION reply... FUCK YOU... You think I love to send this email to you... Is you all giving me and other people troubles... We had hard time in finding those bank-in slips and match with the receipts in over 300 branches... If you think is easy, then you come and do...
Thirdly is that someone has been owing me money... I giving this HER discount already... Changing of Malaysia money $107.25, $50 2 years plus ago because she had no money to eat and $20 is because suppose my working senior borrow her but my this working senior no money, so I borrow her... Total costing is $177.25... So I giving her discount by $27.25 to clear her debt quickly... Now she paid me only $100... Another $50 not yet...
That time I told her about $170 owing me and her reply was that she owe me so much mah... Am I an ATM?? I giving discount too... I am also a student and I need money too to pay my school fee... I not like you a fully working adult...
Before that, I believe you got return me all the cash but today when I received the statement from bank... I got mad... I only saw $100 transferred on the 11th of Jan yet n transation on the 31st of Jan... And you are the one who say you going to transfer $50 to my account on that day... GREAT new is that now you easily gonna MIA from me... That time you in need in cash, I being good enough to help you... But in the end, what I get is this... Haiz...
I getting so much ANGER today... I think is FUCKING ENOUGH~~ CHEE BYE!! I hope tomorrow I dun wan to get on FIRE again... Please let me have some peaceful life can???
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:14 AM
Sunday, February 21, 2010 ❤
21th of Feb... Another boring day... What can I do?? Mostly is just staying at home... Because I also cannot go out easily or else I will get a scolding if I keep on go out... My mother dun love me to see me keep on going out... Haiz... I have no choice but I only can say why do I born under this type of family... Haiz... This is my bad luck for being a member of this family...
Today is the last day of the week... And back to work again tomorrow... O.o... Life is so boring... Haiz... Why must we work hard for money?? Why can't the money just appear in a magic bag when we need them..?? Seriously, sometime do really feel tired but I just dunno why in life I just can't really get enough comfortable??
I thinking of getting a diary... And I am writing more into my personal stuffs... As some stuffs just can't be mention at here... It is too sercetive... Keeping a diary is like making a record of the life... As when you grow up, you will try to look back about your life.. Brains will also get old and can't remember the past memories... So I guess is the best to keep a diary by the side...
Mmm... Thinking about the future planning for this year... Yup... Mid-June oversea trip to Thailand or Genting.. And December to Taiwan... I do really hope I can fulfill those wishes... Now currently saving money for those trips... I wan to go oversea... O yay.. Lolz...
Mmm... Got to go for some random stuffs playing online now... Bye readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:29 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010 ❤
20th of Feb... OMG.. So Fast... February is ending soon and March shall coming soon... Argh... Time is passing too fast till I feel so tired and stress... One day after another day... Looking at the time passing so fast and I feel that I really run out of the time... I feel that there are a lot of things still left undone... There is still got a lot of things I wish to do and I am getting old soon... I dun wish to get old so easily...
I just simply I can faster fulfill my wishes... That is tour to oversea without family but with friends because I wish to depend on myself... That is what I wan...
Anyway, I feel that life is getting better and better though sightly tired but I love my life now... With my current boyfriend, I really feel so loved... Because he care about me a lot a lot unlike the past ex-boyfriends... He never show his anger to me before... What I love about him is because he never let me fork out money always during our date or either when I am not well, he take good care of me carefully... I think there is no other guy can be like him...
Though he is not a perfect guy, but he is the best to me... That is what I wish to say to everyone out there... He is the BEST guy in the world... No one can be compare from him...
Dearest boyfriend, I LOVE YOU~ Our 3rd Month anniversary is coming soon... Hope that we can be together always without quarrels...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:56 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ❤
Today went to Yishun to meet boyfriend for a movie... Watched his movie... Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief... Bought the tickets and off to shop around the North Point there... Bought my lotion and a bottle of drink...
Then around 1.45pm went back to the mall for the movie... The cinema is full of people and the people also anyhow sit and not according to their own tickets... OMG.. Really messy.... But nevermind, we still get the middle seats...
The movie was okok to me.. Average... Because I am not really into that type of movie that why I just follow my boyfriend to watch...
After the movie, took train to Bukit Batok.. Bought Burger King meals and cab to boyfriend's house... Ate in his living room while watching the TV.. Then off to his room to play the online game using his laptop... Went off about 9 plus in the night because can't stay any longer as tomorrow have to work and also mother will not allow me either... She sure will scold me... Haiz... Going to miss boyfriend again...
Boyfriend sent me down to take cab and off boyfriend went back home as he is going to friend's house for mahjong...
Tomorrow going to be a new day of work... Very sianz... Need to start work again... And I guess it will be a very busy month for me due to work... Hope everything will be go smoothly from tomorrow onwards... I dun wish to have trouble on me...
Had this just now in the night after I got back home with the family... This is not really taste great... I hate to eat...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:57 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010 ❤
15th of Feb... After so long that I never come and blog.... Being about 15 days I never update... Finally I am here... Today is just the Second day of New Year... I just hate New Year because it is just too much boring... Nothing fun happening...
Anyway, just had my 21st birthday party a few days ago... Not really much people to come... And only less than 15 people came... 20 plus people confirmed with me that they will come but in the end, some choose to MIA and some even last minute cancel... Is just made me feel disappointed in my heart... And another reason, made me wasted quite lot of money... I have thrown away quite lot of food...
That time, I was really not feeling well... I was having fever and I still can hang on till that day just because I dun wish to spolit my dream... That I always wish to have my party... That time I have been having fever for a week... And is not easy for me to recover... Thank boyriend and friends keep nagging at me in my chalet to see doctor if I still not feeling well...
Also thank Boyfriend for taking care of me the night... I feel so much being love by him... Hahaz... Boyfriend has been busying adjusting the aircon the whole night... I know it because I did not sleep at all... I just close my eyes and peek on him... Hee heez... I dun think he notice me of doing this..
Next day, woke up quite early... And I am still feeling unwell... But I keep on begging boyfriend not to bring me to the doctor... Because I wan to play in the Sentosa... So no choice... Boyfriend brought me to play 4 rides then packed our stuffs to check out the chalet... We check out the chalet 1 day earlier as the beds are not really comortable at all... And I spotted some ants on bed... OMG...
We took cab back to boyfriend's house... Stayed his house for a night... Sorry boyfriend that I have shown my attitude to him the whole night because I not feeling well and really dun wish to do anything and just wan to sleep only... I keep on sleeping like a pig like that... I slept on the floor and boyfriend slept on the bed... That was I requested...
Till 8th of Feb in the morning, I requested boyfriend to send me back home... Just dunno why a sudden of unwell being felt in my body... I wish to stay longer at boyfriend's house but I can't...
But overall., I did enjoyed the time with boyfriend... And my time with all my friends during my party... Thank for the happiness and fun.. I LOVE IT~
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This year Valentime day fall on the First day of New Year... And this year is my very FIRST Valentime day that I have boyfriend... Hahaz... Guess I am really lucky that I can manage hang on till now... Thank boyfriend for the love and care everytime and also the main is always give in me everytime and never quarrel with me...
Looking forward for tomorrow because will be meeting boyfriend for a proper Valentime day date... OMG... My very first date on Belated Valentime day.. Hahaz... Will be buying gift for my dearest boyfriend... I shall let boyfriend to choose the present and I pay for it...
I going off now.. Sign off~
Photos from birthday party...
Girlfriends FOREVER~!!
The next day of the party...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:48 PM
