Monday, April 26, 2010 ❤
26th of April... I am back after all the tiring work and study... Exam is just almost a month... I not really fully prepare... Hahaz... I now really depend on luck... See how much knowledge can get into my brain... My brain does have limit too... Just like a person do have a limit in their anger... If way out the limit, I will seem not really interested and lazy... That my brain... Ha...
Anyway, I can say I have quite a great weekend... Thank for the people who have gone out with me last weekend... Saturday movie KICK-ASS with a group of friends... Did not ton at Jurong Point too long... After movie, Girlfriend came my house... Watched a movie and in my room used my laptop...
Anyway, Saturday saw Bryan Wong too... He was at work... But great that we can take photo with him... Hee hee... Felt so lucky... Can take photo with favourite idol is feeling damn SHUANG~ Hahaz...
Sunday back to school... Not feeling too good as forget to bring lot of things... Felt so suay... Haiz... But day still continue... Felt like pon class but boyfriend disagree me from doing that... So no choice... Try to keep on study till 5pm... Met boyfriend and his friend... Together went HMV the Japanese buffet restuarant for dinner...
Ordered that Kimchim fried rice... Felt quite little... Did not fulfill my hunger... So ordered the sushi... Wee~ Those guys seem silly like keep wondering what to eat ater I ordered my food for quite some time.. Hahaz...
After dinner, accompany his friend to handphone shop to ask something... Went to Taka Singtel there... I set alone waited for sometime... Then after that, walked to Wisama, bought 2 breads and walked to the bus stop and took buses home... 2 guys (boyfriend and his friend) accompanied me back home... Thank you for being my body guards... Hahaz... Kidding...
Today is the worst day... Had some pain like gastric pain for the whole day... It just started after I ate my breakfast... Worst~ Made my day so dull.. I keep on hang on to it because work is too much important to me... Without work is mean equal to no money to me...
Haiz... I damn suay... First day of the week being feeling unwell... Is this call MONDAY BLUE~?? Hahaz... Hope tomorrow will be fine... Good luck...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:52 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010 ❤
18th of April... Is just another day of the weekend.. Weekend is so short and weekday is so long.. Haiz... Time to get back to work again... How I wish there is more days to rest instead of working... Days pass too fast... Soon exam is coming soon.. About less than 2 months... I am not really fully really yet.. I know that because when I doing those revision questions, I still need to think about how to solve quite a long time... In exam, I do not have that much time to think about it... I should speed up my thinking to save time for other questions...
Anyway, I can say I am really fortune to have my boyfriend... Seeing him for 6 days a week and really treasure the time with him... I know boyfriend is not that PERFECT guy but he do have good points too... He never ever wan me to spend any money on him and willing to pay all the money on our date...
Sometimes he do nag a lot about my things... But I never blame him much.. Or either have the thought of quarrelling with him... Anyway, I just wish to be his forever.. That all... Hope both of us can find a better job and better salary... Hahaz...
Haiz... Anyway, I am kinda to update... Getting lazy and lazier... No choice just summary everything what happened yesterday.. So I will update in Point form... Hahaz...
- Took bus 502 met up with Girlfriend at Somerset
- Walked to Cine for K box (K lunch)
- Had fun, Sang Japanese, Korean and Chinese songs...
After K box,
- Walked to Taka for book shopping
- Next to Far East look for shoes and things which might attract us
At about 4pm,
- Walked to a hotel next to Far East for High tea
- Met up Girlfriend's family
- Her father treated me and really thank to him
- Had some snacks and did not eat much because not feeling that hungry
At about 5.30pm,
- Walked back to Far East
- Bought a pair of heels for work
- Heel is about 5 inch high, did not notice about it..
- Window shopping for clothes
- Walked to Taka again shop
- Then to ION
- In ION, watched the Fashion show..
- Saw a lot of handsome guys and pretty girls... LOL~
At about 8 plus,
- Took train to Jurong East station
- Shared cab back home...
That all or what happening yesterday... Looking forward for June for the Genting trip... Hee heez...
That dumpling are damn delicious... By Steaming...
My cup of coffee... Hee heez...
High tea Buffet~
Models in ION~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:44 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ❤
13th of April... I back... I should say I feel so happy today... Hahaz.. Not because of work... But because of the presents I got... The presents are from Japan~ OMG~ One day I will be there maybe next year... Hahaz... I am sure I will fulfill this wish...
Another thing that made me happy after work, is that the dresses that I ordered quite a few weeks ago from an online spree, finally arrived... Hahaz... I finally can wear those dresses... Wee~ Anyway, is kinda of from Korea style... The materials quite good... So much different from the spree that I first order... Anyway, the spree that I ordered is worth because those dresses are really quite cheap... Just costing about less than 29 dollar per dress... Usually online spree might cost a dress for about 30 dollar... Maybe I will pre-order again from this spree when I find any dresses caught my attention... Hee heez...
These are the dresses I ordered from the spree...
Tomorrow is another LONG LONG day... And I do hate it to be outside for so long... Dunno why... Just kinda of dun like... But no choice for a better future must tahan... Or else no better life in future... Haiz... Hate to work and study... Life is no sux to be like this~ Sianz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:23 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010 ❤
12th of April.. Back to blog... Why am I online at this time while this time I should be working..?? Hee heez... I am at home now... Taken half day leave due to having Diarrhea... Have been shitting for 3 times the whole day and I think I might shitting another time later... I thought having diarrhea might make people slim down easily.. But I am wrong.. I still look the usual fat... Damn... Guess there is too much of shit storing in my large intestine... LOL~
Actually, I can say I lost interest in work.. I still dunno what to do.. Hoping faster complete my CAT and find other job to work in.. I kinda of getting bored of working under that company... Because of too much aunties, low salary, gossiping a lot, generation gap too... Kinda of boring... I hate to calling the branches one by one to fax over the document and made me feel so anger everytime.. And in the end, the branch also will get anger on me too... DAMN~
And also I kinda of notice that working with some aunties isn't a GREAT thing... People might treat you differently from other people... I kinda of feeling this now... I know that I am new (Working for 4 to 5 months consider as NEW) and somehow I might not have the higher education as them... And we are doing the different works...
I kinda of getting sight mad that when I ask some of the aunties about the thing... They just like kinda of busy and doing their stuffs and wan to ignore me... They like using very bu shuang tone toward me... Like I very fan... But however, I find my manager to ask that same question and my manager went to them and asked, the aunties' tone changed... So much different while talking toward me... I know my position is lower than them... I can't do anything too...
Simply kinda of regret of choosing this job... I should choose the job in Clark Quay which is more easier to get to the location... Regret of rejecting their interview too... Haiz...
I really hope can find a job which is fully concentrate of accounting... That all... I dun wish to handle any phone calls... Is damn disturbing either and making your happy day become the worst day of all...
Anyway, will stop talking and complaining about work... Hahaz... SO today what is the date?? O ya... 12th... Ya~ Is boyfriend and my 4th Month Anniversary... Fast... Suddenly we being together for 4 months... Hope our planning of our own future can come true though we are not that really kinda of belong to average people... Save more money and get a better future is our plan now... Hahaz...
Hate that our anniversary fall on a weekday... And both of us have to work... Can't celebrate at all... But it doesn't mind... As long as we know in each other heart that we love each other, is a happiness or each other too... Anyway., time to get into my revision now... Signning off~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:01 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2010 ❤
3th of Apr... Is being so long since I last updated... I know is not a good time for me to update now... I feeling quite sad for all the things I done... I know it will never end good... I really dunnno what to do... Feel like giving up of my life... But I know that is not the good reason for it...
I really do have nothing to say but I only can say I feel the stress in future and now... I simply cannot continue on... Is hard... I know this is a test from god.. Maybe... But I feel like giving up... Whenever I get stress, I feel the pain in chest which make me breath sightly difficulties and the pain in my head which is uneasy to be cured... Haiz...
Exams are drawing near... I dunno I can manage to hang in there... I really have no more confident to pass... I only can try my luck... I know I am just taking things for granted now... I am really failure and useless... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:20 PM
