Saturday, March 26, 2011 ❤
26th of March~ Ok Is just a boring Saturday... Feeling that damn god time is passing so fast... Soon tomorrow is Sunday and back to Monday... Haiz... Why can't time pass sightly slow a little and let me have more rest instead...?? Time is cruel... That right...
Okok I shall plan my thing properly soon... The plan shall be success after my exam in June... My plan is I shall take up driving lesson and also a dancing class... I guess I am free after June onward though I want to take up those courses so badly right now... Now shall just concentrate more on my studies first...
Tomorrow will be going to East Coast Park if never rain tomorrow... I wanted to take some photos at there... Just some random nature photos... Hope the effect will be nice... Hee heez... So looking forward for tomorrow... Yea... Mmm... Okok shall stop right here... Tomorrow shall update more... Peace...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:14 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 ❤
23th of March... Damn time pass super fast... April please dun come too fast... I am kinda of scared... Because EXAM~ I hate it... I know I have been complaining non-stop... But I dunno what to do too... Haiz... I am damn hopeless...
Whatever... Today is our 2nd month Anniversary... Great... Finally being together for 2 months... Think this journey is not easy to walk either but I tried... Hopefully it will be smooth in future... I dun wish to give up too because the path is I ownself chose... So no regret...
Morning back to work... Kinda of in really good mood and put on my pretty makeup... But seriously, something destroy my happy mood... Thank to that person anyway... I will not say what really happen too... I know I cannot say that person too... I have no right too... I know I will kena shoot back if I say that person... But I am being good enough to control my temper and email that person in a nice tone way...
Work is kinda of all right but can say sightly little busy... Just nice done finish my work before my work end... Time strike 6pm, straight away went down to wait for Bibi to come... Met Bibi, took bus to Ang Mo Kio... Bibi bought me a collar shirt... Hee hee.. Love it... As I keep on the shirt for quite a period at other places... Then walked to MRT station to take train to Choa Chu Kang...
Walked to Food Junction for dinner... The Food Junction was filled with lot of people... Take us quite sometimes to find a place to sit too... So found a seat near to the food stall that we wanted to eat... And Bibi went to ordered the food... Had the food from the Original Delight stall... Hee hee... I miss the food there anyway...
After dinner, went to Basement and bought the Mango Yogurt float... Hee hee... Craving for that too... Then went up to rooftop and had the drink finish... Rooftop was filled with kinda of many people too... Is hard to find a place for couples to relax too... So anyhow find a place which is empty a bit... Had fun with drinking that drink with Bibi... Hee heez...
After the drink, went to Arcade a while to slack... At about 8 plus, we walked back to the station and took train back home.. Had some snaps in the train... Was having fun too... Hahaz... Then took bus back home from Jurong East station...
Thank Bibi everytime send me back home... I LOVE HIM~ LOL~ Our anniversary just past like this... Is damn short... Hope it will be more longer a bit... Mmm... Next time meeting him should be on this coming Sunday which is kinda of long to me... Mmm... 4 more days to go... Yup~ Tomorrow going to be a LONG LONG day for me so do Friday... Haiz... Hope I can survive... Sweet dream~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:37 PM
Monday, March 21, 2011 ❤
21st of March~ OMG~ So fast and is already past mid of March... Haiz... I hate April is coming soon... Mmm... Exam is coming in 2 months plus... I not really fully prepare... Haiz... And I think I need to lock myself in the room and keep on do my self-study... Guess this will the only way to help me to study... I have no choice but left with this...
Mmm... Today was feeling kinda of lucky because I finally finish one part of the work and I can sightly relax myself from work... Hee heez... But soon, my deadline is coming soon... Maybe need to OT a day to finish my stuffs... I thinking of doing it if really cannot rush by deadline... Haiz...
Food that I eaten in office... Hee hee... I love this~
Mmm... Anyway, today lunch I sneak out of office again... Being always like that everytime... Maybe use to it... If never go out, I easily feel sight stress in office... So went out to buy my favourite Gong Cha Milktea stuffs... This time I bought 2 cups... LOL~ I think I never drink I will die like that... Bought Alisan Tea and Green Tea.... And I also bought some foods from Old Chang Chee... Hee heez... Just right not so hungry after the meal...
I am super Gong Cha fan... LOL~ 1 day drank 2 cups of tea...
Seriously, this few days go to work I did not put on any makeup because I almost cannot wake up for work and I really kinda of really tired... I miss putting makeup... Mmm... Just that not enough time for me to put on... Really hope one day I can sleep till the next day waking up without the alarm clock... Still waiting for that day to come... Haiz... I really too tired...
Guess nothing to update either... All I can say I NEED A LONG LONG REST~ Ok.. Enough of my rubbish... Peace~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:15 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2011 ❤
20th of March~ A damn boring Sunday I have... Did not go out... Being staying at home for the whole day... Was damn tiring so slept till 12 noon plus... Kinda of hate waking up... Thought of sleeping till dunno what time...
Being in my living room the whole day... Did my revision by copying the whole notes from my book... I know I am crazy of being doing that... But I do have no choice due to my memory is really bad... I not like normal human being that when they just read once., they will sightly remember what they have been studying... I admitted I am a slow learner from what I have known myself...
So I finally copied till Topic 3 halfway... I shall continued again in work tomorrow during my breaktime... Shall really work hard and clear my damn study... I hate to keep on drag my study... Is damn tiring... And hate those stresses too... Tomorrow is a MONDAY~ Back to work... Damn... Hope work dun give me so much problems... I hate work... Argh~ Ok... Enough of complains... Signing out...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:35 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2011 ❤
19th of March~ I enjoyed my Saturday with Bibi~ Hee heez... Though we did not really go anywhere but is really felt so loved with Bibi was just beside me.. Love him~
Morning woke up very early about 8 plus... Prepared and getting ready to go out... During train journey to Changi Airport, I was damn tired... Being standing at the door side from Jurong East to Tanah Merah station... I also kept on falling deep deep sleep while standing at just beside the door... I kept on nobbing my head... Hee heez...
After reached Changi Airport, walked to Terminal 2 for MacDonald and started for a sight revision... Did not go online because there is no plug for my laptop for power... So sad... While doing revision, I was waiting for Bibi to reach there too.... I also did felt hungry but I dun feel like eating MacDonald Breakfast...
Bibi reached there about nearly 12pm... Then waited a while for the lunch to be started... Ate the Chicken Burger meal again... Hee heez... Nothing much for me to eat either... So choose that meal...
After lunch, then decided to go K box as I being craving to sing... I miss singing a lot... So chose the nearest outlet at Bedok Point... Took train to there and walked a while to Bedok Point... Then up to level 4 for K box... Did not go and sing in the end because the K box rooms were fully booked... Felt a little sianz,, But no choice because is a weekend and school holiday... So down to Level 2 for gong cha... Changed the taste of my drink, bought the Gong Cha Milk Alisan Tea while Bibi chose the Gong Cha Milk Oolong Tea... Hee heez...
Taste Bibi's drink when he was stiring the milk with the tea... Hee heez... Nice not bad... And my Alisan tea also taste not bad too... Love it...
After that, we decided to go to Bibi's house to slack becuase in the end, we cannot think of a place to slack... Took train to Tampines and bus to Bibi's house... Slacked at his house till 8 like that then went home... Had dinner at Bibi's house too... Hee heez... Had a wonderful dinner with Bibi...
Tomorrow is just another Sunday and soon Monday and have to go for work again... Is damn boring... Really hope Monday is just a holiday... I know is impossible... Hahaz... Anyway, time kinda of passing damn fast... Soon Bibi will be going for school and he going to be a full-time student... Guess maybe we will have lesser time to meet each other... And I think I might be considering to do more OT in weekdays whenever I dun have school... Think money is kinda of important... Without money, in future, we will not able to survive well in future... At a while, I feeling that there are kinda of lot of stuffs I have not really fulfill... Since I still young, I hope I can slowly fulfill them by this year if is possible... Signing out now~ PEACE~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:56 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2011 ❤
17th of March... Not posting any photos... Simply not in the good mood for today... Because of WORK giving me so much problems... I know complain make people feel disturbing... But seriously why work love to pop out problems when I am really busy period... Playing with me is it...??
I already learning how to control my bad temper... I think I can improve more... But seriously I did changed, I dun anyhow say bad words unless I am really damn angry till I cannot control...
I shall not blog anything more... Today is NOT my day~ I hope tomorrow can be a smooth and no anger day... Thank you~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:58 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2011 ❤
16th of March... Is Wednesday... Okok~ Middle of the week... I hate the feeling either... I felt that I have been taking leave every week of the month... LOL~ I dunno why... Maybe should be my laziness... Or maybe I dun wan waste too much time on sitting at my seat and stone...
Was kinda of busy answering phone call from the Ministry of Defence because their finance system is closing soon... That why keep calling me have I submit the e invoice for them... But luckily I am all done with all their e invoices... Wahaha~ So they cannot find reason to quarrel back to me... I everyday will do wan as I know 3 more days to their closing too... Soon will other companies closing too which is this coming 25th... And I am sure I will damn busy too...
After work, met Bibi downstair the office... Bibi came fetch me from work... Bibi was damn early and waited for me as he finished his work early... I so jealous... Really hope my job can end work at 5pm or 5.30pm will be better... Hee heez... Like that I can do OT more or go back home early... Haiz...
Took train to Bugis... First thing, went to Bugis Village to change my short to bigger size... Then walked back to Bugis Junction for dinner... Had our dinner at Food Junction... Ate the Lemon Chicken Cutlet rice... Damn nice... But just feel that the food sightly little which not making me feel full at all... Then had some walk and walked down to Basement 1 to buy Wo Ai Tai Mei milktea...
After drinking, felt kinda of sight full... Wahaha~ Bibi was looking for a tie too... Went to a push cart shop and look for tie... Bibi looked kinda of long and he still cannot decide which wan to buy while I did not realise that I have been keep on drinking the milktea... Hee heez... Dunno why... Maybe kinda of thirsty... Sorry Bibi~ LOL~
Then walked to Bugis Village to see the tie again and in the end did not buy the tie too... So walked back to Bugis Junction again... Till about 8pm., Bibi sent me back home... Was kinda of late, Bibi did not send me to my house outside... Scared his mother will not happy if he came home late...
Tomorrow is just another LONG LONG day for me... School tomorrow... Argh... How I wish I am not studying and working at the same time... Making me no mood to study... Hope everything goes well for me... Mmm... Sweet dream~ Hee heez..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:52 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 ❤
15th of March~ I am back to update my blog... Today I did not go for work because I am on MC... Hee heez... So woke up in the morning about 7 plus to 8am, get preapred some stuffs and out to see the doctor... I had a about 20 minutes walk to the clinic and also kept on sms-ing with Bibi...
Was at there and clinic was kinda of filled with lot of people... But lucky the waiting time was not that really long... Saw the doctor... And the doctor gave me an injection... I was kinda of nervous to see the needle... It is really kinda of long... And somehow I hate the feeling of the head of needle going into the skin those feeling... But lucky that the doctor kept on talking to me to catch my attention either... The injection was done damn quick within 3 seconds it was done... LOL~ Surprised too...
Doctor gave me some lotion to apply and also the medicine to eat to prevent the itchy... Hope it does make effect as I want to go for the photoshoot again really soon.... I hate to see my legs like this either... Is damn look like monster skin to me... Keep on peeling non-stop and damn dry... Hate those feeling...
Ater the doctor., walked back home and was feeling damn sleepy... The injection took effect... Damn fast... When reached home., I switched on the laptop and went online a while... Sms-ed Bibi too... He said want to meet me for dinner, so I accepted... And off I went for nap, as I feeling damn sleepy...
Sleep till 2 plus and woke up... Had my lunch... Sms-ed Bibi and realised Bibi finished work... Then I faster went for a bath and get prepared to go out to meet Bibi... Took train straight from Lakeside station and decided with Bibi to meet at Bugis station... Bibi was early at there waiting for me...
So met and we walked to Bugis village... SHOPPING time... Hee heez... Nice shopping with Bibi... Walking here and there... Looked at so many attractive clothing... Mmm... In the end, bought a pair of short and also our very first couple tee... Love it... I just love the words too because it attract my attention... Bibi bought a vest at Messy located at Bugis Junction... It took quite a long time to make up his decision too... Fact is he cannot fit in the first vest that I love it a lot... As sightly too small for him... So no choice chose another design...
Then had our dinner at Bugis Juntion the Food Junction area... Had the Pepper lunch... Wee... Kinda of craving that too... Anyway, Bibi is like sort of virgin... Everything did not try before... That why keep copying me what I eat and drink... Hee heez... He really sibei cute... I love him a lot... Hahaz...
After dinner, walked a little and off to take train back to Lakeside and walked to Jurong West market to meet his friend for the tickets... Waited for them at the KFC area... And after that, Bibi sent me back home... Bibi was so nice, everytime will send me back home without fail... I love him damn lot lot...
Tomorrow meeting Bibi after work again... Hee heez... Going Bugis to change my short as I know my butt is BIG so have to change for a larger size... Hope the sale girl will accept it... Mmm... Scared cannot change or else had to buy another piece and that piece maybe giving away to other friends who can wear ba... Haiz... Anyway, sweet dream readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:30 PM
Monday, March 14, 2011 ❤
14th of March~ Is MONDAY~ Not really in blue... Just feel that is another random day I guess... Monday so tired to wake up... Feeling sleepy either.. Forced myself to wake up...
Work was seriously boring too... Nothing much to do... And my work is really up-to-date too... During lunch, went out to Novena alone to buy some personal stuffs, and also bought sushi and yogurt for lunch... And faster walked to take bus back to office... As cannot be outside of the office too long too...
Then back to office... Kinda of slacking either... Having my own sweet time doing my stuffs and sms-ing with Bibi while waiting for the time to finish work... Hee hee... So the time strike 5.57pm., rushed out to Q up to clock out... Long Q for clocking out too... Waited for about 2min to my turn... Took bus back home and was having gastric pain too... Is not play play... Damn serious lor... Haiz... This gastric pain keep on pop out at any random time... But I do not have any gastric pain medicine to stop the pain... Haiz...
Anyway, this few days keep on seeing the Japan new... It did made me felt super emo... Felt like being a volunteer to go over and help them... Hearing these news again and again., my heart dun really feel great either... Worrying the Japan either... This time the earth shoud be united and help each other when there is something unexpected thing happened... Glad that the Japanese know how to react in this quake... Happy for them too...
To all the Death, RIP... For all the missing, hope they are still surviving and never give up of their life as they are already the hero that can escape from the death... Japan be strong.. I believe in you~ I LOVE JAPAN~ ^^
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:38 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2011 ❤
13th of March... The last day of freedom in home... This is so boring... Tomorrow is MONDAY~ Argh~ Hate Monday to the max.. Dun like work due to the seating... Seriously... Hate that seat lot lot... But friendly saying that I enjoyed this 3 days... Hee heez... I really hope that every weekend is like this week... But is damn hard... No longer can have it anymore...
Sunday stayed at home... Was woke up about 11 plus... Nearly noon time... Then got up and cooked my own simple lunch for myself... An egg and a few fried chicken pieces... Was copying some class notes for myself to sightly understand what I am studying..
Then about 2 plus, younger brother said wanted to go out, so I asked Bibi to come over my place to slack as no one is at home... I will be feeling damn emo and boring too... So finally Bibi decided to come my house... He took cab down and reached my house about 4pm...
Slacked in my living room and watched movie while I continued my notes... Bibi is damn lazy keep on lie-ing on my leg... Kinda of itchy because of his hair... About 6pm., went into kitchen and prepared for dinner... Cooked all the rice, microwave the crispy lemon chicken pieces, and cooked eggs with the yellow bean.. Bibi helped me a little too... LOL~ Bibi did not cook before... Was kinda of surprise as my brother did cooked...
Ate our dinner at my living room... And slacked again... Watched TV and there go the laziness of Bibi again... Behaving like a BIG baby... LOL~ Lie on the floor or either lie on my leg... Did snapped some photos... And about 8pm., Bibi went home...
This is how Bibi always do today... LOL~ Look like baby right..??
Tomorrow is MONDAY~ Bluey Monday I guess so... Ok~ Signing out now~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:44 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2011 ❤
12th of March... Today shall be a long post... Hee heez... Because I did not post yesterday and was back home very late... So lazy to post too... Enjoyed my 2 days with Bibi... Super felt so love by him... Hahaz...
On 11th of March., is Friday... Was back to work but is on half day leave... Super happy... Hee heez... Work was nothing much to do... So just like doing my work in slowly, so that I can feel that time will past sightly more faster a bit...
After work., took bus 162 and dropped down at Far East Plaza... Walked around and look around... Then walked to the shop that selling guy clothing... Bought that formal shirt that Bibi wish to have that... And slowly walked to Orchard Central...
Was finding something to eat... So walked around at Basement 1 to see anything to eat... But cannot find anything... So slowly up to Level 2 and decided to have my lunch at Burger King... Put my stuff at the seat and went to buy my meal... Again eating meal alone...
After meal, started to walk around the Orchard Central whole building slowly as time was very early from the school time... It was about 3 plus that time... Then walked to Somerset 313... Then to school to slack till 5 plus... Went up to the classroom, put down stuffs and waited for Bibi to finish his work... Walked back to Orchard Central to buy drinks from Gong cha at about 5.30pm and then slowly walked to Somerset station to meet Bibi~
My drink~
Bibi's drink~
Pon at 8 plus, and walked to Cine for dinner... Having dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe... Ordered the Curry Chicken rice and Siew Mai... Bibi did not eat much as he was not really that hungry....
After dinner, had a little walk walk and slacked a while at cine Level 9... About 11.50pm like that, then went into the cinema for movie... Watched that My Ex 2: Huanted Lover... LOL~ I know I am kinda of coward... Keep kena frightened... And Bibi also keep jump up from chair after my jump up... Felt that his jump is so BIG~ LOL~
After the movie was about 1 plus.., cab back home... Bathed and get ready to get to bed with Bibi... First time Bibi ton-ing at my place... Is really kinda of cool... Finally, can sleep with Bibi... Hee hee... Bibi hugged me to sleep too... Misses his hug...
The next day, woke up at about 10 plus in the morning... First thing is ordered our lunch... Is my treat... Ordered the baked rice from Pizzahut... And also ordered that sweet spicy drumlets too... Hee heez... Finally can eat those drumlets... Misses...
After had our meal, prepared and get ready to go out... Took bus to Lakeside station and to Woodland station... Walked to Republic poly because Bibi needed to be presented for a small briefing... So set aside with the TCP crew while waiting for Bibi to finish his briefing...
After his briefing, walked back to Woodland station and went to Fairprice to buy something... Then took train and bus back to my house... As did not know what movie to watch or where to go, so come back my home again to slack... Was using my laptop and having fun in watching Bibi's last time acting... He is cute in his acting... Hahaz... A bit look noob... Hee heez...
Took some photos too... Had our dinner that cooked by my younger brother... Hahaz... Bibi and I slacked one side of the living room while my younger brother and his friend slacked at another side of the living room... LOL~ Never disturb each other...
Soon when is 8 plus... Bibi left my house and going back home... Time is passing damn fast... Thought of going his house to ton but in the end cannot ton... Because due to a reason... I hate this keep happening on the day that I always looking for... DAMN IT~ I hate it... Or it is being fate... Haiz...
Think shall stop here... Tomorrow is Sunday... A boring Sunday... Going to stay at home for revision... I missing Bibi... Not meeting Bibi either... Haiz... Sweet dream people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:39 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2011 ❤
10th of March~ Another boring day... Nothing much happen too... In work just like slacking because as I am done for my deadline... Somehow, I felt that my eyes are very blur when looking at things... Man~ Is it I too tired or I cannot survive without glasses on...?? OMG~
I managed to fold all these statements in 1 and a half days time... I am kinda of fast...
So whole morning not in the mood of working... Being doing research on gong cha... LOL~ OK~ I think I now kinda of crazy about Gong Cha... Just because their Tea is really damn nice... Maybe last time keep drinking milktea till a little sick of it... So now change to Tea instead... Hee heez~
About lunch time, faster rush to Novena Square 2 for Gong Cha... Walked past Burger King... Saw the Q are long... LOL~ Kinda of feeling curious but I know is a dollar burger... So continue to walk to Square 2... Kinda of hard to find the outlet... Thought it will be inside the shopping mall... So I went to ask the direction at the information counter...
Finally found that outlet... It is just beside the taxi stand and is outside the mall... OMG... LOL~ So bought the drink I wish to drink... This time round I bought Sour Plum Green Tea... I can say really nice... Because I like sour plum... And somehow the sour plum covered about 3/4 of the Green tea taste... Is kinda of feeling refreshing after drinking of it.. Feel like having more... Woohoo...
Sour Plum Green Tea...
So I will be getting another drink from Gong cha again tomorrow at Orchard Central before my class start... Wahaha~
Back to topic., Yup yup... After all the work., time to rush to school... So took bus and train then walk to the central point... While on the way, kena 2 times of those survory things... Very disturbing lor... I have been walking past them so fast and giving a very black face to them but they hack care still like want me to do for them... So bought something simple and cheap food for dinner and also a packet of soya milk... Hee heez... A way of diet to me... I know is bad for health...
I shall skip all the school stuffs and now I looking forward for tomorrow... Tomorrow is the day... I am on half day leave... And I gonna be alone at Orchard... Mmm... Then Bibi also will join me for a night class... Hee heez... Okok Signing out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:59 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 ❤
9th of March... Is just another day... Haiz... Tomorrow is Thursday and I am gonna to have another LONG LONG day outside... I hate it a lot... But I really had no choice.. Haiz...
Work as usual... Working is like slacking in a way that I doing my thing quite slow today... Hahaz... Feeling that if I did my things too fast, I guess there will be plenty of time left before release from work..
Lunch time, I took bus to Novena and bought Old Chang Chee food for lunch... Kinda of a long time did not eat their food... Then slowly walked to near United Square there for the Gong Cha... Kinda of weird that I saw that outlet from far is like 6 people standing yet they are just having fun chatting around...
Bought the Green Tea milk... Then took bus back to office... Had my lunch and drank my that Gong cha drink in office... Super relaxing... Hee heez... Anyway, the Green Tea milk tasted yummy... Just cannot describe how great was that unless you try it then you might know... The milk is kinda of bit sour and smooth... Just little like those cream from Starbuck put onto the coffee... Something like this...
First taste of the drink, I felt sudden refreshing and like feeling so awake... Really cool... Hee heez... Thinking of getting another cup tomorrow... Am still thinking what to get for tomorrow if I got the time to buy...
Anyway, was kinda of surprise either... I was their first customer of the day for the outlet... Hahaz... Is feel kinda of cool... I thought there might be some customers bought the drinks before me... But no one was there... I think their location a little bad... Guess people are lazy to walk in just to buy a drink... Mmm...
Hee hee... This is the evidence... See Guest 1~ Woohoo~
Mmm... Still got 1 more day to Friday... Wee~ Meeting Bibi for midnight movie... Hee heez... Because parents not at home... Gonna have the great night like I used to have in the past... I missed that I can always hang out late night and come home late... Haiz... Peace out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:08 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2011 ❤
8th of March~ Today feel so moody a little... Did not put on any makeup before going to work due to mood is not feeling good either... I can say I had a heavy cry last night... I will not say any reason and I did felt my eyes like swollen a little...
Work was just normal... Did not have any phone call from customer which was making my day feeling super relaxing and peaceful... I can be more concentrate on the things I am doing too... Tomorrow is the closing deadline... I guess I am just the right time to finish as I only left about 4 branches to finish... I feeling so lucky that I am never being late before... Hahaz...
Today was a little not feeling well too... This morning rushed into the toilet for 2 times as was having the stupid stomach flu.. Not that serious... So I did not go and see the doctor...
After work, met Bibi at my office building downstair... And together took bus 162 to Somerset 313 for dinner... Had our dinner at the Food Republic... Hee heez... I love that food court... It really got those restuarant standard feeling because it seem so clean and have a feeling of relaxing to have meal at there either... Hee heez...
After dinner, slowly walked to Far East Plaza for the Hong Kong Gong Fu Milktea... Kinda of craving for that quite a long time... Ordered the Large size and shared with Bibi~ Walk walk around the shopping mall and realize was almost 8pm... Then slowly walked to Lucky Plaza to take bus home... Supposed plan to take 502 but the waiting time was kinda of so long... So took 111 and changed bus back home... Hee heez...
Tomorrow is gonna another day... Haiz... Hate to work either... So boring... Anyway, 2 more days to Friday... Hee heez... Looking forward to it... Hope everything will be going fine...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:47 PM
Monday, March 07, 2011 ❤
7th of March... Actually there is nothing much to update either... Just kinda of feeling tired in life... I dunno why... Have been complaining ton of things regarding at work... Haiz... I seem so an alien to all people... Or maybe I am really not a kinda of easy going person and make people keep misunderstand me...
Sometimes I feel weird is that I have been talking to myself in my brain and that is always happen... Even if I not happy, I tried to scold it in my brain and that really make me cool down a little...
Sometimes, I did felt that after all the incidents happened in the past, I really feel stone out of the sudden so easily... And also I did felt that I am kinda of suffering depression... Been thinking of killing myself in the past... But the thinking of being useless, is still with me... Whenever people kinda of ignoring me., I do feel this feeling on me.. And I started blaming myself why I am always causing this..
I know I trying hard not to think of bad stuffs and anything... I chose not to open my heart and talked to anyone as I seem not all can be trusted... Is hard for me to walk out this prison again once it did happened on me in the past... I am easily bully, betray, backstabbed, whatever thing all happen on me... People maybe think is fun to make fun of me, but in my heart it felt so pain yet I facing them with a smile...
What else I experience... I will never being forget being slap by a guy, being kicked by a guy, kena trick by other guys that they pretend to be a guy that I admire in Secondary school, a betray from my ex that I trust him for so much, seriously I guess there is too much to talk at here... Maybe I am fate to have a sad life till the time I die... I hate for experience this... I have try not to think about all this unhappiness past but I dunno why out of the sudden they just pop out one by one like it just happen yesterday only...
Is this counted as depression?? Or other matter?? I really hope I can find an answer what is going on with me... I hate to feel the saddness in myself... They are hurting me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2011 ❤
Today I will not post any entry... Seriously I have cried almost the whole night of the day... Argh~ Felt so heart broken...
Just giving an example, if a group of friends that you have hang along a period, then one of the friend represent this group say "Hey~ I know you are OLDER than us, please stop thinking that what you say is always RIGHT.. Our thinking aren't the same as yours..."
What you all think?? Are the the one who is speaking is really straightforward??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:09 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2011 ❤
5th of March~ Back to blog... Hee heez... Enjoyed my whole Saturday with Bibi~ Hee heez... Though we did not go out but really nice sticking at his side...
Morning went back to school... Went for the Full time class... Kinda of regret to go for that class... Because it is like one lesson away from my class... So no mood to study either... Pon during the break time.. And chatted on phone with Bibi while on the way to Seng Kang to meet him... Thought of going Wisma to buy that milktea but I am feeling kinda of lazy to walk there to buy...
So straight away reach Seng Kang and met Bibi, after that went Basement to buy my lunch then walked to Cupwalker shop, Bibi bought his milktea... Then took bus back to his house...
My KFC meal... Look delicious~
Slacked in his room... Watched random ep of my favourite local entertainment show... LOL~ Laughing my ass out as usual when I watched the show for the 2nd time... Hee heez... And I was enjoying eating my KFC meal... Yay~
At about 5 plus, watched the korea horror movie with Bibi... The movie is sightly little confusing but I did manage to catch its storyline... Hee heez... After the movie, I was feeling kinda of tired... So lie on Bibi's bed for some rest... But was fall asleep about 1 hour later... LOL~ Finally can sleep well on Bibi's bed... Slept till 7 plus... But am still feeling kinda of tired... Felt like staying overnight at Bibi's house... But I dun think my parents will happy if I never come back home... So no choice...
Grab something to eat at Bibi's house... And took cab home with Bibi... Bibi's treat... Then accompanied me back to my house level... Then he went back home...
Saturday seem pass quite fast... And next meeting with Bibi will be on this coming Friday... Kinda of feeling long... But I am really controlling myself to stop want to meet him so badly... Haiz... Looking forward for this coming weekend... Bibi staying over at my house... Heehee...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:14 PM
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5th of March... I am back to blog after a long long day... Kinda of tired... But no choice I have to clear all my damn subject first... Haiz...
Work was so so hell... Suffering too... I feel so much stress that I nearly lost my voice at a sudden... Weird... I hate people giving problem in work... And also the LAST MINUTE work too... Haiz.. Last minute work is not good at all because the result come out will not be perfect either... I dunno why they still love last minute work...
After work, rush to school... Bought the KFC snackers again for dinner... As that was the cheapest stuff and also can maintain my stoamch from hungry too... Mmm... Hee heez... While on the way to school, I also on the phone call with Bibi...
Anyway, school was so so... Managed to survive through the whole lesson though felt so tired... I did not fall asleep... Lucky me... Hee heez... Managed to understand what the teacher is talking about... But really scared until May I wil forget everything... That is what I am kinda of worry of... Haiz... Someone please help me...
After school, faster rush back home to slack... As I dun like to be alone at outside for too long... Somehow is already night time too... So Bibi called me and chatted on phone till I reached home.. Hee hee... Bibi so good... LOL~ Still behaving like a kid while talking to me on phone... Wahaha~
Later morning I will be going back to school again... Haiz... I did not go for afternoon as I feel that it have taken up my whole afternoon that why I chose the morning class though the teacher say it might be quite slow teaching... But I am ok with it... Hee heez... Will going Bibi's house to slack after school... Looking forward to it... And next weekend coming soon~ Hee heez... YAY~ Okok~ Sweet dream guys...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:23 AM
Friday, March 04, 2011 ❤
4th of March~ Currently in office right now.. And I just taking my own sweet time to finish my stuff.. Work is so much boring... Because no one love to talk to me... Maybe I got a very weird character or either I have some attitude problem neighbours... The true color will always appear after a month knowing them... Sibei scary.. LOL~ That why I dun wan to make friend with those neighbours that sit near to me...
The one who sitting very near to me somehow got a very serious attitude problem... I fucking hate her... I have been tahan her since the day I shift to the back seat which is year 2010 June... That seat sibei leftout wan... Very suay lor...
I sibei hate her because she think she is the oldest in the company so she is bigger... LOL~ But I dunno where she big sia... She so skinny like monkey and so small size... LOL~ Everytime when she pushed her chair so far away and hit my chair because she need more space to do her stuffs like taking out something or sorting her stuff into the box.. WTF lor.. Hit until my chair like she felt nothing and never say sorry or not.. I keep on Diao her she also like no feeling sia... Is it she wan to get my attention or wan me to quarrel with her..?? NB~
One more thing, everytime she always put her file so outside like want to hit on me like that... She should know that I have been going out and in always to get stuffs done... Yet she still put her file so outside and yet her table still left lot of fucking space lor... Argh~ Hope one day I kena hit and I shall see what her reaction is...
Whatever shall not talk about that old fellow anymore.. The more I talk the more I feel anger about it.. At the sudden, feeling like going to fall sick... My temperature seem like going up a little and I kinda of feeling sightly no strength from my whole body and I feel like I am not really fully awake.. Haiz... Maybe too stress in work or either really over tired on myself... Super sianz...
Wee~ Friend helped me to buy KOI Milktea.. Hee hee... Finally can drink milktea though yesterday only drink milktea from Wo Ai Tai Mei~ Hahaz.. Sms-ed Bibi to make him feel jealous... Hee heez... Bibi keep roar me here and there.. LOL~
Shall off to work now.. See ya~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:00 AM
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4th of March~ Yesterday back to work... This is so much boring... Yup work just like making you gonna crazy like that... Sometimes when I free, there is always nothing for me to do... When getting to month end, there is always lot of things pop up... And this got problem and that got problem... And the most I hate is people please stop giving me LAST MINUTE work... I fucking hate that... I dun care anymore... I will drag sometimes... So what is LAST MINUTE...
This is what I mean... Only 1 day never come... 5 days of the receipts suddenly mail to me... Spending my whole afternoon doing this till I felt so head pain and no strength to talk... Argh~
Whatever... Shall not talk about work... Argh... After work., took train to Bugis to meet Bibi for dinner... So met him around 6 plus... Walked around Bugis Junction to decide what to eat... So ended up eating my favourite Japanese food... Wee~ Hee heez...
Yummy~ Hee heez...
We did snapped some random photos while waiting for our food either... Hahaz... Having fun with that... After the dinner, together walked to the nearby National Library to slack... Fooling around with Bibi at the open air rooftop there... Hee heez...
After that, walked back to Bugis Junction and bought the Milktea from Wo Ai Tai Mei from basement 1... Kinda of surprise to see that shop opened at that area either... Is really cool and easy for people to get a drink instead... Yup... Bought the large size and shared with Bibi.. As we can't finish all if we bought 2 cups...
Slowly, walked and shopped... Then walked to the bus stop... Took Bus 7 and 99 back to my house area... Hee heez... Again fooling around with Bibi in bus... Wahaha~ Bibi looked like some random kids... Took some photos too...
After all those journey back to my house area., we walked to block 558 below and started to slack as there was no one around... Continued to snapped photos, and chatted a little... Bibi was being sightly crazy and hyper... Jumping around the block like that... LOL~ As wind getting bigger and time is getting late, I decided to go back home so that Bibi can get home early... So Bibi accompanied me back to my home... Then he went back home...
Time did past so fast~ Looking forward on This coming Saturday... I will be meeting Bibi again~ Wee~ Love him so much... And also next Friday, maybe going to night safari with Bibi and friends if confirm... If not confirm, maybe a night movie with Bibi~ Hee heez... Life is so much fun when there is Bibi around... Hee heez...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:06 AM
