Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ❤
29th of July... Being back from a mini date with my BABY~~ Wee~~ Enjoyed to the max... But felt that the date too short... Haiz... Whatever... Miss BABY so so much...
Went out at about 5 plus and met BABY at Woodland MRT station at 6 plus in the evening... Off to Lot 1 at CCK by MRT train... And started to shop at the level 1 because being attracted by the road show of selling the Japanese tib-bits... Bought a few packets back and so does BABY... Wee~~
Then I went to withdraw cash... Because running out soon for my expenses... After that went back to Lot 1 for dinner at Level 4 food court... BABY ate the Curry chicken rice from the Japanese stall while I ate the BBQ chicken rice from the Korea stall... Long time never eat that BBQ chicken rice... The taste still remained the same from the last time when I still working in Lot 1... Missed the food a lot..
After dinner, went up to Level 5 to walk walk... And arcade for a little while... And bought a socking from a shop which I wan to wear when going to school... Then BABY sent me home... Really can't bear to leave BABY~~ Hope that time can be LONGER so I can stay at BABY's side LONGER too...
I LOVE YOU BABY~~❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:48 PM
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29th of July.. I am kinda of piss off by a person and this person I really dunno at all that we are not friends either.. But yet I know who the person and somehow I am not interested of knowing that person too...
Anyway, somehow I dunno where you got all the informations about the date places where my BABY and I went unless you come to my blog to read about it... But dun you felt quite disturbed if someone also did the same things toward you...
Anyway, it is kinda of up to my limit that you have been KPO about my relationship and my BABY also felt disturbed too... I talking nicely toward you and hope you can really stop being getting KPO about me and my BABY...
If you think being KPO can make you happy, but do you really ask yourself what advantages you get after being KPO..?? Do you know it only bring you being easily hated by the people who you being KPO of...?? I hope you can really noticed about this... And I dun wan you to being hated of as a passerby to you... Thank...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:39 PM
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29th of July... O yay... I am back... LONG time did not come here to blog because I am being so lazy... But I have been bloggin everyday at my Wretch blog which is my Chinese blog... Hahazz... I wonder here have how many readers??
I finally came back here because BABY asked me why I never updated at here... So now I decided to update.. I know my english is sux and I really cannot express too well in English but I do try my best to express out...Totally forget last week what I have done... But I knew that most of the time keep going out with BABY... And also busy with my studies too... Because 4 days a week to study for only last week... 2 of the lessons are jus extra class...
Jus what happened yesterday... The same thing as usual went to school and started my class at 2pm to 5pm... Having some financial accounting lesson... Damn too much things need to remember for exam... And also a lot of calculation too...It seem easily but the processing to the answer is damn difficult...
After class at about 9.45pm.., rushed back home to webcam with BABY... Haha... MISS BABY lot till I also dunno how to say... Really hope BABY can move to Singapore... So that I can see BABY almost everyday... I LOVE YOU BABY~~
Yay... Later in the evening meeting BABY after work... I will be appearing at Woodland MRT station to meet BABY and shall have our dinner at Lot 1, CCK, there... Because BABY love the food court at Lot 1... Can't wait to meet him later...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:59 AM
Thursday, July 23, 2009 ❤
23th of July... Yesterday really happy because I had BABY at my side for the whole day for a date... I also wore my new high heel which is 3 inch high... And I am still new to this height and I have difficult in walking fast..
In the morning, met BABY at the Jurong East station and took train to Alijuned to hand up my member form to UK... During the journey, I took out my homework to do and BABY at the side also helped me a little bit though he dunno anything about it.. Hahaz...
About 12pm, I successful hand up the form to the school, we took train to Lot 1 to take our rings that we ordered on Last Saturday... Before taking the rings, we had lunch at the Food Junction at Level 4... Had Japanese food.. BABY ate so cute like little kid... Making the table with food.. Hahaz..
After that, we went to Popular.. I bought the earpiece and shopped around the CD-Drama for a little while... After that, we went to Level 2 for the Couple Lab to collect our rings...
Then we headed down to Basement because I wanted to print out some photos for my photo album.. Wee~~ Printed out about 11 pieces... But still lot of photos waiting for me to print in my handphone and also in my laptop... Maybe shall one day going to BABY's house at JB to print all those photos out soon once I renew my passport...
Next, we took train again to Vivo City... Bought the tickets of the movie of "Love Of Siam" and off we went to shop again... I bought a Big white bag for my study.. And walk round and round the Vivo again...
I complained about the pain on my leg as not use to wear high heel and walked too long... So BABY and I decided to walk to a space which we can rest... We decided to take photos and chit chat... Hahaz.. Have fun in taking photos with BABY!!
At about 5 plus, we went to the cinema for the movie... Movie started at 6pm like that and ended at about 8 plus... Is a really LONG LONG movie... But it is really nice and bit of touching because in the end, the GAY couple is not allowed to being together but he still love him... That the part and he cried after he put the nose into the wooden doll...
The actors of the gay couple are too handsome... One is a singer and is the same age as me and the other one is a model and is older than me by 1 year old... Damn so young... And this movie is shown in Thailand about 2 years ago which is 2007... And now on Singapore at the year 2009... Singapore is so slow~~~
After the movie, we went to Basement for dinner... After the dinner which is about 9 plus, we decided to go home early.. As BABY next day has to go for work... And I need some rest after wearing those high heel... Hee heez...
Really happy to have him to be my BABY.. Because he really care for me a lot and also always protect me when I am going to fall down or whatever... Hahaz.. Guess he is the BEST BOYFRIEND I have never met in my whole life... I LOVE YOU BABY~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:31 PM
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23th of July... Seriously, there is something wrong with my blog... And I dunno what happen... Have been refreshed quite a number of times... But still like this...
I may not able to upload photos at here till the blog is recovered and the icons all recovers...
Now I lost the icon of uploading the photos and others...
Simply finding some solutions to turn it back to normal... I hate the way I blogging right now..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:45 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009 ❤
Yesterday was really a wonderful date with BABY... Morning met BABY at 10 plus and off to NTUC Xpress to buy some sweets and tib-bit and off we go to Jurong Bird Park with bus no. 194...
Today weather was quite bad.. It seem like it is going to rain but in the end, it did not rain at all.. And the weather turned super good for us for the date...
Watched the BIRD show after we first entered the park.. Quite different from the past till now... Hee heez... Enjoyed the show with BABY... Photo taking throughout the show too from me...
After the show, we tour around the park by using our both legs to walk... Photo taking as usual to remember all the birds in the park for me... Each location we went, I will take one photo from there... And BABY also busily taking photos of me while I am taking photos from the BIRDs... OMG~~
Walked till we are all sweaty... Finished the whole park and time for the tour with the tram... YAY... Took photos together in the Tram... And also busily eating our tib-bit... Hahazz..
One round of the park, off from the tram and exit the park... Took bus no. 194 to Boon Lay MRT station... I shall describe what happen when we are waiting for bus... Hahaz... I feel like dreaming and it seem so unreal to me when this happen... BABY had kissed on my lip.. I totally can't believe... That made me high over the moon and when I keep thinkning that moment, I felt so sweet and being LOVED...
Whatever.. Back to Boon Lay and to Jurong Point for Lunch because BABY was hungry... Shopped a little at Jurong Point and off we took train to Bugis for more shops... Walked around in the CROWDED Bugis village till cannot tahan...
Walked to the NEW shopping centre near Bugis Village... Ordered a pair of couple rings and will be carrying them on this coming Wednesday at Lot 1... We shared the money to buy the pair... Wee~~ Finally we had the couple ring... We will be wearing it on the Index finger not the wedding finger.. As BABY said that his friend told him if wear it at the wedding finger, it will cause the couple to BREAK...
Then we walked back to Bugis Junction to shopped again... Nothing for me to buy but in the end, bought a book for some uses... Maybe for writting diary.. Or maybe others... Dunno yet.. Coffee at Starbuck for a while to rest our legs... Watched an autograph for a while which is happened in Bugis...
Then took train to City Hall... Walked around the mall... And nothing special... Everything had changed at the 2nd level of shopping area... Hate that... At 8 plus, had dinner at KFC... I had invented a new product which is chili smash potato... Wahaha... It did not taste that bad... Love it...
After all, I decided to go back home... BABY sent me home for the first time... He wan to know where I stay... So sent me to my house outside the door... Gave me a kiss on my face again... And off he went back to Malaysia... Quite sadto see him leave me alone... Hope that he can faster move into Singapore.. So that he will no need to travel out Singapore and travel in again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:04 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009 ❤
And I also have been wandering around the Music website... Listened to WONDER GIRLS oldest album... Love their styles... Quite hip hop... Downloaded some musics for myself to listen...
Tomorrow is the day... Going out with BABY to Jurong Bird Park.. Wee~~ Can't wait for that to come... Less than 12 hours like that to meet him from now... Woohoo~~
BABY also sent me a photo through MMS... Wahaha... I was surprised that he sent me a photo as I dunno what the reason... He said to distract me from hunger... Hahazz... It will not cure wan... Cute of him... But the photo is handsome...
This is My BABY sent to me from MMS... Look like EMO-ing... Hahaz..
Now waiting for BABY to get online and also will webcam with him again... Hahazz.. Webcam-ing everyday, we also will not feel sianz... Wee~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:35 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ❤
Back to blog again... Miss BABY so so much... Miss hugging him too... Hahaz... Today whole day did not really do anything... Staying online the whole day and jus wandering at Facebook, updating blogs with the latest photos from me, listening to musics and also played some games...
BABY today very busy doing his work in the office right now... That why no time to chat with me on MSN.. Hope BABY also dun get over stress by his work...
2 more days to Saturday... Looking forward and it is his FIRST time to go Jurong Park as well as my 2nd time since last trip to there is the time I was in Primary 2... Wee~~ Need to inform BABY about the meeting time... Almost forget to tell him...
Hope that time can past faster and at night I can webcam with BABY again... Hahaz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:53 PM
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16th of July... Woo~~ It is already half the month... So fast... My life is jus simply too sweet and lot of happiness happening... I simply love my life right now...
In the afternoon at about 4pm, I went to Woodland library to study and also do my homework... The questions are not easy to understand if your English is really SUX... Crack my brain to solve every question in the book... Really hard to understand.. Haiz...
At about 7 plus, went to Woodland MRT station there to meet BABY from his work... Then we went to Causeway Point for dinner... Had Korea food from the Halal food court... Not as nice as the one I always eat from the Chinese stall.. Haiz... Really need lot of improvement.. Hahaz...
After dinner, shopped around the Causeway Point with our hands held together... Gave a surprise hug to BABY from his back... Wee~~ BABY yet almost make me fall off... OMG... So scaredly... Maybe to him, I too light so that he can lift me up...
At about 8 plus, took MRT to Jurong Point to shop again... Planned to buy a bag but in the end, NEVER... Because is already quite late and shops are closing soon... So give up... And went back home separatly...
Back home, webcam with BABY again... Chatted lot of stuffs too as usual... Missing him right now badly... Hahaz... Will not forget that he always love to kiss me on my forehead... Hee heez.. Made me felt that being loved... Looking forward on Saturday date to Jurong Bird Park... Hoping that we can hadlot of fun again... Hee heez...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:03 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ❤
15th of July.. Wee~~ Jus finished webcam with my BABY... Hahazz... Chatted a lot of stuffs as usual... Later in the afternoon meeting him for dinner after his work...
Yesterday as usual, went back to school... LONG study day again... This time really tired because need to absorb a lot of informations into my small brain... And cause me too stress and look tired..
I easily get confuse is the CORRECTION OF ERRORs... OMG... This appearing again... And in Secondary school, I already studied like siao and now, I totally forget how it used and I have to re-remember them into my brain again... OMG~~!!
Afternoon class was still ok.. As usual busy copying the note about the Cost of production... Whatever... Quite really understand what the lecturer is saying...
After class at 5 plus.., went to Centre Point... Walked round and round and really find nothing to eat, so went back to Basement for Long John Silver to have my dinner... Eating alone as usual... Ordered the cheapest meal as now I no longer working... Better save more money for future uses..
After dinner back to school and waited for the night class to start... Now I find that night class is getting a little boring... Jus dunno why... Felt that a little restless... Argh... Whatever... I think I need to concentrate more and stop being RESTLESS...
Anyway, BABY has plan another date on this coming Saturday... And we are calling more people to join us... If anyone interested to go with us to the JURONG BIRD PARK please SMS me asap.. THANK...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:59 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009 ❤
13th of July... 2 more days meeting BABY after work at Woodland... Looking forward to the short short date.. Hee heez.. Baby said that he will be giving me a kiss but yet dunno at which part of my face.. Totally feel so much excited... Hahazz...
This few days in the night have been webcam-ing with him everyday... So fun... Because we can't see each other everyday as he live in JB and I live in Singapore... Baby goin to stay in Singapore soon because he goin to study SIM next year in Singapore... Yay can see him everyday if possible... Hahaz...
Today back to school again... Trying to pay extra hard attention to the lesson but in the end I only pay about 60% of attention and other 40% goes to missing BABY so so much... Hahazz... Have been SMS-ing Baby during lesson time... I keep complaining that I am hungry to him as I never eat any meal before lesson time and must wait till 2 plus I reached home then can eat meal...
Really had lot of fun when SMS-ing him... Not like the past ex, boring relationship with that butch... At least this time, my boyfriend know how to protect me and always make me feel happy and love every single day... I love him to the MAX~~
Tomorrow is another long day of studying... Afternoon class start at 2pm to 5pm and dinner alone... Night class start at 6.45pm to 9.45pm... Hope that this long day study can faster finish... Hee hee then faster Wednesday to meet my BABY~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:52 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ❤
This time I changed.. I will no longer over control my boy... I wan him to be happy in what he doing... I will try not to think too much...
Yesterday, we supposed to meet each other at Somerset station at 10.30am.. But I am early so I reached there at about 10.15am.. And he said that he will be late... So I started to play the game in my handphone till the time he arrived... He arrived at about 11.05am... Then off we went to cine for K box...
Woo~~ He was super quiet and very guai.. Haha.. Look so innocent.. I made him to feel happy and I kept on disturb him during his singing... Wee~~ But he still look very steady and quiet.. OMG~~ We sang a few couple songs...
After K box.., we walked to to HMV... Saw that there is one event going on... Went to Level 2 for look up... Then saw it was Zhang Dong Liang Autograph... The fans there is not too many only about less than 30 people... I wonder how he will feel if he saw this... Saddness... Saw a lot of aunties too...Then to Taka, I bought the mazagine, S.Cawaii.. Finally is out... Then we walked around and to Basement 2 for me to take photo at the BEAR shop... I simply love the design of the BEAR shop... I jus cannot stop taking photos from there...
Next we walked to Far East Plaza... Up and down and I a bit dizzy and tired... So we went to the nearby hotel there to get into for a seat... Hee heez... I started to play with my handphone camera with him... Because I scared that he might feel bored... Chatted a lot of stuffs with him... Really felt so happy...
Next, we went to Shaw Lido there for some drinks... Can't find places to sit because the level for the cinema is almost very FULL of people... So we set at the side near the wall... Then next we chiong for seat when people prepare to leave... Set there for about 30 minutes... Thinking of where we are going next..
At about 5 plus, we went to Plaza Singapura for movie since the time is EARLY.. Anyhow chose a movie to watch... Bought the tickets and we went for dinner at Basement.. Then played arcade for a while..
During the movie, I kept on disturb him again... Made him to feel happy and dun wan him to feel bored at all... I felt so much comfortable when I am with him... Hee heezz.. Did not really understand what the movie is about because I did not watch the Part 1...
After the movie about 10.15pm.., we went home separatly.. Because we took different side of the MRT... He going back to JB.. And I missed him so much.. So on the way back, I kept on SMS him..
Back home, he switch on my webcam for some conversation... Wee~~ Exchanged the photos that we took together... And off to BED~~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:05 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009 ❤
10th July... It is already goin to be end of year soon to me... Now is already the month of July soon will be August... Damn fast... Today have been spending my time on the Facebook game... Did a little bit of cleaning in my house but still a lot of things in my room... Haiz... Really dunno how to clean...
Counting down the time for Tomorrow meeting HIM... I am so much excited... Still got about 14 hours.. Wee~~ Looking forward tomorrow meeting.. Hope that I can have fun with HIM and also the most importantly is hope that he can accept me as his girl... Hee heez...
This is my FIRST time to woo a guy that I love... Hope that this FIRST time can success... And I hope to spend my whole life with him only... I wan him to be the LAST and FOREVER... I hate to find another one... This will make me mental crazy...
Hope tomorrow everything goes smoothly... Anyway, I missing him right now... Waiting for him to reach home and online... ^^
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:23 PM
Thursday, July 09, 2009 ❤
9th of July... Another holiday for me to Next Monday for school... I dunno why I feel that I quite lazy for this period.. Like very difficult to concentrate on study or either work... I dunno what really happen to me since I started to work since I finished my O level... Haiz... I think I got to change my thinking once again...
Looking forwad to Saturday... Really hope that Saturday can faster come... I miss singing again... I wan to sing out loud like nobody business... O.o..
Today wan to clean my room but in the end cause of laziness, never clean at all... I think my room is jus really messy like hell... Hahazz... My mother said look like rubbish room more... But I feel like that more comfortable... I know I am unlike like other girls so hardworking and always love the room to be clean... I more behave like a guy more... Hee hee!!
Today Thursday, Tomorrow Friday... Blah blah blah... 2 more days to go... Argh... Saturday faster COME~~!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:40 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 ❤
8th of July... OMG.. This few days I have been busy goin to Orchard for my class.. I have signed up my class on last monday and started my first lesson also on the same day.. Hee heez... Simply these 2 topics I taken quite ok to me... But jus that for the Paper 2 a lot of things for to memorise...
Anyway, I dun like to memorise things... But no choice for the exam, I must force myself... Anyway, Paper 2 also not so related to account, it is more related to IT information... Hahazz... Learned lot of different types of sercuity for the computer and also different types of virus...
This few days night, I also have been busy chatting with a guy.. Someone I love now... I am not looking back to my old life anymore... I jus HATE my old life so much... Have been MSN-ing or either SMS-ing to him... Hope that he will not feel disturb about me...
This Saturday will be meeting him.. I am so much excited... Hee heezz... FINALLY can see him after knowing him for so long..
These are the photos that I taken during my NIGHT class, PAPER 1...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:19 AM
Sunday, July 05, 2009 ❤
5th of July... Have been listening to my blog songs while typing the entries... Anyway, I love my blog songs... Hahaz..
Yesterday really had a great fun in the BBQ gathering.. Took a lot of photos at the BBQ... But not using my handphone... So I cannot upload any photos yet till I got the photos...
Drank 2 cups of alcohol... Anyway, that was my first time drinking those type of alcohol.. Maybe still not in used with it... I got drunk.. And I know what I am doing but jus that I cannot control my mouth to stop talking... I even have problem to walk properly and my visible is very quite unclear...
Went back home with some of the guys who also took alcohol... Anyway, I also cannot stayed there too late as I need some rest... We took some photos in bus too... Lolz... Drunk photos... Then I made a mistake that I dropped off at the wrong bus-stop which is jus one stop earlier... Because I cannot see outside the window clearly..
But nevermind... I only have to walk about 10 to 15 minutes walk back home... Hahaz... I even cannot walk too properly... I walked alone back... No one willing to accompany me...
Back home... No one in the family realised that I was drunk... I jus took my clothes and off to bath... Then went to bed... But jus lie down on the bed not too long, I faster rushed back to toilet as I felt like vomitting like hell... But there was no vomit...
Back to bed for sleep... And today morning I woke up about 5 plus... And my head is really pain and dizzy... I even have problem to sit up or stand up... I even have problem to sleep again... So I switch on my laptop and wonder around the Facebook...
And after that, I force myself to sleep as to rest.. Till now, I feeling quite ok.. But I still feel a little dizzy... Haiz... I have become a LOUSY drinker... I HATE THIS the most..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:07 PM
Saturday, July 04, 2009 ❤
4th of July... At the sudden, I am feeling damn bored and empty... How I wish I dun have these feeling... I really not a happy person... Why wan to be happy is so much difficult to me..?? Why I can't behave like a normal human being...?? I feel like crying..
I hate myself so much... Why I jus simply can't found a person I love..?? A simple love with a simple guy that can live till FOREVER... I have been waiting for this really LONG since I am young...
I have changed my blog songs... As the previous blog songs might remind me about the past relationship which I dun love to.. So I changed all the songs that really related to how I feel now or else that describe me the most... Currently still finding more songs that can really related to my life...
Today is the day... Later evening goin to Secondary school gathering BBQ... Quite interesting... Because I dunno who I will see... I will try to take some photos from the events to post at here or either my own facebook... Hope this time I can enjoy myself to forget the past.. And I DO NEED ALCOHOL!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:49 AM
Friday, July 03, 2009 ❤
Back to blog again... Feeling damn depressed this few days when I am alone.. Staring at my laptop screen once I am at home... Jus now being chattin with someone online through MSN... Jus chatted some common daily topic as usual... Nothing really special...
Tomorrow is the day I am goin to register my private course... Really hope that I can really study hard and can be more less lazy... Really hate that I can damn lazy and doing nothing...
Jus now in the afternoon, I drank a bottle of alcohol again... Jus drink so that I wish I can forget the past.. I know to the elders they might think we are silly... Using alcohol to harm our body... But I like it... So really dun care much about their talkings... Got drunk a little as usual... Haiz... I getting lousy in drinking... Dunno why this happening to me... Sianz...
Everyday a bottle of alcohol keep my unhappiness away from me... Hahazz... That is always my line when I feeling sad or lonely...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:57 PM
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3rd of July... Went out with a friend to Jurong Point and Library too... Played the arcarde and also shopped the whole Jurong Point.. And had dinner with her and her mother then to Supermarket (NTUC Xpress) to buy some daily uses...
This trip really made me think really a lot a lot... And it is the time I should let go and never look back to the past... If I chose to love back the person in the past, I will suffer more and gain more hurt... Therefore, I chose to fall in love with another guy not long ago...
Yesterday night, I being brave and thick skin... MSN-ed the guy that I sercetly fell in love with to ask that do he had any person he fall in love with... He said NO... And I told him that I have sercetly fell in love with him a little... Ad hope that he can be mine... He did not answer me at the time...
Maybe we shall be friends first in order to know more about each other... We knew each other that our interest is quite common.. Then slowly I will ask him again... Dating him out soon in next week... Quite looking forward for our very first K box date...
Anyway, yesterday night let him see my webcam while chatting with him... Really had enjoy the whole conservation when chatting with him... Hahazz... Really looking forward for more conversation with him...
Lastly, I have to say that I really LOVE my life a lot now when I no need to worry about anything at all.. I have so many people to chat with now... And always on the online with people to chat... Hope this life will not end so fast...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:56 AM
Thursday, July 02, 2009 ❤
2nd of July... Yesterday went out with family to IMM... Thought I can totally forget the past and be refreshed to enjoy myself... In the end, I was totally wrong... I still cannot forget the past at all...
In the late afternoon till night, I had been sitting in front of my laptop hoping someone might jus appear to talk to me... But in my heart is another case... Keep waiting for her to appear online... But she did not..
At the sudden, I felt so hurt and sad wondering why she did not online... I started to miss all the happiness in the past that I spent with her... I know time can't turn back at all... Only I can accept the fate right now... I totally feel so useless without her... Everyday feeling so sad yet had to be pretend so happy outside... Do you know is really very tired..??
I wonder why she dun feel sad at all when the time she break off with me...?? Even being so cruel that she did not even replied my sms or even bother to sms me at all... Why she can so fast forget the relationship we had...
I have sent a SMS to her during midnight time.. And I know that she is already on the bed... Jus hope that in the morning later can receive some new from her that all what I wish to hear from her...
I really dunno what I am doin..?? LOST & CONFUSE!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:39 AM
