Saturday, July 31, 2010 ❤
31th of July... A so so Saturday... Just now went IMM for little shopping... Did not buy stuffs as I still waiting for my pay to come... Still got 4 more days to get pay... I think the company that I work in is the last company to get pay... Haiz...
Tomorrow going to meet my Secondary school mates for lunch... Still waiting for the information... Quite looking forward that where we will be having lunch... Hope that we can take photos together... Wee~ Hee heez...
This period I quite feeling tired... And also I think I have been taking a lot of leave... Lol... First time in my life... When I have no interest in the job that I working, I will try to take lot of leaves.... Anyway, my work is done mostly OK... That why if I go work, I also have nothing to do... Go to work, sit at my place and just waiting for the time to finish work or waiting for other people to give me work to do... I thought that office works are always never endless... But I dun feel this way... I always finish my work in about a few days or either in one day... People always say me I am so FAST.... LOL~
Sometimes I just feel that work is like homeworks from school... That why I always will finish my work as soon as possible... When the work is being drag or a few days, I simply will feel worry or even I can't sleep properly too... That why I dun love to drag my work to finish...
Next weekend, maybe might going out to sing... Am still deciding the company to go for the sing... Hope can go singing... As quite a period never touch the mic to sing.. Hee heez.. I miss singing... Woo~
Anyway, time to collect the debts from people.. Hope people can be more co-operate... So that in future I will borrow money to them if they are really in need... If they dun co-operate., I will might scared of them and never wan to have this type of friends... I hate people who dun wan to return money... Just like treating me like their ATM... Use enough hack care...
Anyway, Should stop here... Signing off now...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:38 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2010 ❤
22th of July... Back for more stories... Not updating because lazy and tired... Excuses... LOL~ Life seem meaningless either... Boring... Nothing exciting... Hee heez... Anyway, I glad that I still can survive till now... Hahaz...
Anyway, today is the WORST day of the month... I can say that... I never feel so many expressions before just in a day... Tired, Sad, Angry and more... Totally a drama day... Can be say that??
Morning in work, when I just finish my breakfast and ate my medicine.. Preparing to start the first thing of my work... The phone ring... There go an aunty asking what to do about the method they cause themselves... I was totally somehow question... As I ask back did they email the manager, the manager should have told them what to do...
This aunty give me an attitude... So I told her I called back later to know what actually have told them... But I did not get the whole picture that who told them to do this and that... I was just outside the picture... I called back... And this time I quarrel with this aunty.. I told them the manager should let them do something about it not just asking me... She told me I should know what the manager told them about the case... Somehow I told her can forward that email so I can get the clearer picture.. She even said I should have the email why should she forward it...
That time I really on FIRE feeling the heat is buring right on top of my brain... She keep on tell me to look at the email... But the problem is I even being CC or Attn to... How I am able to see that email unless I hack into that person account... OMG... Keep telling me this and that...
Then she just like keep on busy with her stuff on the other hand I was trying to get the clearer picture... Then she pass the phone to another guy who is more not so easily lost patience like that Fucking aunty... But dunno halfway the phone just cut off... So I just simply hack care the whole case and anyhow code that case... Why should I bother and it doesn't concern my case... I have done my job and I will not even bother more... What the work has benefit me...?? NONE~!!
When I got anger, my tears just blurst off... I quickly just wipe off my tears from my face... Pretend nothing happen and just continue my work... But in the end, my phone keep continuing ringing... Damn... Dunno what happen today... Seem that everything is in problem... This customer wan to change this and that customer wan to change that... Why in the first place never say properly before ordering something...?? It is just postpone the order and in the end late for goods arrivals... BLAME us first... That is what customer love to do it...
Work is nothing interesting to me anymore... I feel so leftout and even make me more feel like just step out of the job without a making a single sound... Let people think that I have disappeared from no where.... Hahz That sound cool~
Anyway from the work in past till now I work.., I have learnt lot of things... Never ever tell a sercet to anyone in your work even he/she is really close to you... One day you will not know when she/he will backstab you just to get a simple promotion or benefit... Making people not to trust you and think that you are just making use of them and try to influence everyone... HELL YA~
If a kid can influence an adult mind set, I am happy to do that... Why should an adult being so easily believe in what a kid say?? Make me laugh out loud... Like that Dun you think that this adult has never grow up and yet so easily bother about a kid thinking... I know I have been become evil and more evil each day... Thank to the people showing the bad side me yet the good side... Making me believe that this world is totally so unkind and scary... Everyone is fighting not co-operating... This is what I feel in adult world...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:32 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2010 ❤
Anyway.., life is just okok... Just really keep thinking of why do money always not enough... I have try to save as much as I can but I just cannot control of buying expensive food to eat to fulfill my hunger... Maybe I still in the middle of growing up.. Need more food... LOL~ But too bad that I have become quite fat... This is really boring... I miss my silm look on my 18 to 20 that time... When I was just 48kg... Though I gain 4kg but I grow taller 4cm too... This is LOL..
Sunday, I will be going to boyfriend's house to slack again... Heeheez.. Gonna bring my laptop along as wan to play online games with boyfriend...
Today is somehow a short entry too... Nothing much to update either... So boring... Shall update regarding about my mood that affected by my working surrounding people soon once I find myself free... I should have lot of things to talk about it... So do stay tune... Hee heez...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:38 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 ❤
13th of July... Gosh damn fast... Anyway, today did not go to work and also never go K box too... But nevermind... That night only slept for 1 hour because watching World Cup... But I did fell asleep some while when the match is on too... I watching alone in the dark of my own room... As no one was watching in my living room so I watched alone...
I can say the match is damn boring sometimes because no one score a goal... And extra time is given that make the match even longer... Waste more time and less sleeping time... Boring... I thought I can sleep at least 2 hours plus... But the match was draw at first... But nevermind, so continue to watch till the match end... Anyway, Congrat to Spain who won the match... Not really happy to me as I dun really like the way they play... But also must congrat to Holland either... Made it into FINAL... Yet the step is so so close to get that Trophy... And good defend against the Spain..
After match about 5am., trying to get myself to sleep but due to sight anger from the match, I waited for about 10min then able to get to sleep.. I dunno why I can get anger from the match either... It is kinda of bit funny... I am not belong to their country too... Hahaz...
Woke up at 6 plus in the morning.. Prepared and off to boyfriend's house... Straight away drop onto boyfriend's bed and slept the whole morning away while my handphone radio is still left on... Boyfriend slept on the floor while I slept on his bed...
After that, woke up... I used boyfriend's laptop to go online while boyfriend went down to buy lunch plus breakfast... At 1 plus in the afternoon, ate together in the living room while watching the NEWs about World Cup... Hee heez... Kinda of interested how will the people react or feel after the match...
Then back to his room to slack again while boyfriend was back to sleep... LOL~ Boyfriend will become pig one day... After eating lunch still can go back to sleep... I played Audition 2 as time is still early...
About 5 plus, packed my bag and get ready to go Orchard for school... Boring... Because I still feel sight sleepy.. I went to Orchard alone... Fell asleep in bus too... Dropped off and walked to Centre Point... Bought Sushi and Soya bean milk for dinner... And walked to school for class... Really boring... Sightly no mood to study... But no choice...
After school, boyfriend met me and sent me back home... Love him lot for willing to accompany me to go home in the dark night... Hee heez...
Tomorrow is another brand new day... Back to work again... I hate work... Anyway, I just now have editted my resume... And getting ready to resign... Just that I still choosing the right date to tell my manager... And get ready for any interviews come... Hee heez... Hope it can be successful for me in future...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:35 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2010 ❤
Second, the working place is far... At first, I still dun feel that far.. But however, when I work there even longer... I feel more and more tired to travel long journey... Easily fall asleep in bus... When people just wake up for work, I already in bus for work... This is so boring yet some other people still can enjoying sleeping on their bed...
Third, the pay is quite low... I know it is quite reasonable for the newcomer... But as I heard from others, they work longer and the pay never increase... That why I feel that is a kinda of waste of time to work this place... I will rather work at other place that when I work longer the pay will slowly increase... And maybe get promoted...
Awaiting for the right time to leave... Hee heez... I dun really care what other might say about me... Feel kinda of sight regret of getting into this kinda of job...
Anyway, really enjoy the time with boyfriend though boyfriend started to complain that I no longer tell him that "I LOVE HIM" but that not the problem... I not the person belong to that romantic... However, I like to use action to tell how my love feel for other... Because actions speak more louder than words... Hee heez... Hope boyfriend will feel it...
Tomorrow will be not going to work... Tomorrow will be going K box with boyfriend... As boyfriend willing to accompany me... But sad that late evening have to go back to school for study... Anyway, I kinda of hate the school that spolit my day at the end of the day... But no choice.. Have to go... As is just first day of the school...
Tonight going to watch the Final WORLD CUP~ Woohoo... Love it... Hope this time my guessing will be right.... Hee heez... Pandan eyes tomorrow... O.o...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:03 PM
