Thursday, September 29, 2011 ❤
29th of Sept... It is going to be the last day in September... I can say life seem so unsmooth... Haiz... Just dunno what to say... I am unlike of other people who can just easily happy-go-lucky and being straightforward to everyone when he/she feel like it at anytime... Sometimes really admire other people life too... Just feeling that life is so unfair...
Feeling restless each days and after... Most of the times after work back home, try to force myself to study but nothing really get into my brain... And I left with 2 months like that.. One of the theories modules still left untouch which I am kinda of worry that what topics will be out during the exam too... It just not easy as what people think... Have to study the classic theories and also the name of the person who created the theories... Haiz...
Anyway, I will be ordering the Japanese student wear uniform.. Kinda of excited and dunno how will it look like.. I will be submitting my order by tomorrow... I really hope can receive my order as soon as possible.. Hee hee... And AFA in November I will be a Japanese student and with a cute ribbon on my head as well, or maybe...
Tomorrow is the day.. Ayumi's 3D Rock N Roll concert and it is the last concert of Ayumi in Singapore... Super looking forward... Though the title say Rock N Roll, I wish to listen to some soft music from Ayumi... Tomorrow is gonna to have so much ROCK music to listen and watch... Hee hee...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:32 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2011 ❤
14th of Sept... Back to work as usual today.. Thought of not coming to work but Friday I taking leave that why come to work... Damn sianz... This morning slept until damn shiok... Then alarm started ringing, I woke up not in the good mood either... Feel like going back to sleep instead...
Another thing that show me really kinda of tired today... I overslept when I am in the bus... Miss my bus stop... Lucky is just one stop away and have to walk quite long journey to work... No choice...
Work was kinda of boring every single day... Nothing much thing to do... All I can do is to wait for the staffs replied or else I will be camping in Facebook and nothing better to do also...
Friday not coming to work... Wee~ Cause taking leave to watch Johnny English Reborn... Wahaha~ Watch the show a little where they are being interviewed... Super looking forward for this movie... Hope it will not disappoint me...
I guess there is nothing to blog today... Will blog again when I am free again... Peace out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:29 PM
Monday, September 12, 2011 ❤
12th of Sept... Today is Monday... I still feeling super tired after had a hangover with friends in the hotel last Saturday night... I did not sleep well either but manage to sleep at least a few hours... Yesterday night thought of sleeping early but in the end, did my revision and slept at my normal timing but sightly early at about 12 plus midnight... Sianz... And today I fall asleep in bus and now feeling so tired... This is the cause of my Monday blue I guess...
I did enjoyed the hangover on last Saturday night... It was boyfriend's brother 21st advance birthday... It is cool that we celebrated in the Swiss hotel in one of the rooms... It is super VIP room I guess... The bed was big, bathroom was big and 2 BIG TVs in the room and one small TV in front of bathtube...
I did not eat much in the dinner too cause I did not feel hungry.. Ate a silce of pizza and a piece of Salmon sushi.. That all for my dinner... Maybe because I had a cup of milktea in the afternoon that why not easily to feel hungry...
Bought the present at Far East Plaza from those male shop.. As I think that those clothings are damn style and cool... Being attracted by a set of clothing that they displayed... So bought that set of clothings as present...
As from Far East Plaza, I also did bought a pair of heels from the shop I usually shop at... Thought of buying something not like heel too much but just can't control... Bought the heels again... Hope it will not be so pain after wearing it... I guess I need another pair of new shoes... Shall see how first...
Back to topic of last weekend, watched the TV when waiting for cake cutting... Having lot of fun when taking group photos with others... Chit Chatting session near midnight...
Only left about 8 people stay over in the hotel... Most of us did not sleep... Stay up to almost 4 to 5 plus the next day Sunday morning then slept... I was awake from my sleep around 7 plus... Dunno why... Heard some snoring sound from some people... And one of the snoring kinda of damn funny and loud and is surprisingly came from the big bed...
About 11am, boyfriend and I left first as cannot too late to be back home after a night did not go home... Was kinda of tired... Fall asleep in bus till reach my house area... Boyfriend accompanied me back home as usual...
Enjoyed the hangover day with others... Shall signing out now..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:48 AM
Friday, September 09, 2011 ❤
Back for another post... I understand what people leaving me some comments from my chatbox... But I really happy to know that there is someone being stalking me... Hee... Am happy... Anyway, just to let everyone know why am I using this blog..?? This is a blog that is for me to say out all my unhappiness stuff and also lot of complains at here, as what I have say at the side of my blog... If anyone feel me I am very annoying, you are very welcome not to come into my blog and read my rubbish... I know this someone have been coming often to read my post, and really leaving me a negative comments everytime... Anyway, thank for stalking me for the first place...
I shall just skip this and to make it a short paragraph on this issue cause I do not want to be say I am those Xiao Qi people... Not easy to look on the positive side instead of negative...
Tomorrow is Friday... Is the happiness day for every office people... Weekend is rest day for everyone and also the outing days too... Though I sightly do not feel like going to work, but cause of money, I have to drag my lazy body to work in the early morning...
Feeling damn tired after my study just now... Self-revision always... Shall be sleeping in in few minutes later... Eyes are feeling super heavy now... Tomorrow will be a better day... Yup I hope so... Anyway, sweet dream readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:09 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2011 ❤
8th of Sept... What a day... Feeling normal... I am not going to be affected by any negative comments from the chatbox named as "PASSERBY"... I know you have been stalking me for almost everyday... I wonder what so interest you on my life... Unless I will know that you are just being so free enough, read my post then post negative comments and to make yourself happy...
However, I dun think your comments affect me alot... You are just being a super coward... Dun even dare to say out your BIG name... So I can know how clever are you... I really very interested to know you also... Hope you dun be a really keyboard warrior only, hiding behind the computer screen and giving all the negative comments... Or shall I just say you are being jealous toward me..?? Hahaz.... I shall right here wait for your comments with your BIG name then... So excited to know you... Hope ya feel it... ^^
Put aside of this so sercetive person... Today is just another working day.. Thursday... Looking forward for weekend... Going out with boyfriend and also will meet boyfriend's friends in the night... This is so cool... I want to buy the popcorn too.. I want to try some new flavour popcorns...
Last few nights I have try to give myself some rest and not touching any books... Feeling more relax a little but not as feeling stress like last few days... Exam is just this coming December, I feeling kinda of nervous... Trying hard to remember all the accounting formats too... I should start reading my theories module too... Have to start by this mid-month after my revision on another accounting module...
Time fly really fast... Soon year 2011 is coming to the end... I am getting older each day... Really hope time can pass slow so that I can have more time to do some other things that is I wanted to do so badly... Anyway, signing out now.. Shall blog again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:39 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2011 ❤
7th of Sept... Back from all the laziness... I know this post might be very sensitive post or maybe might offence to other people... I am kinda of unhappy when I work longer in the current company... Is not about the work, it is about the attitude what people have given... It also does reflect about how the company people are...
Somehow, I feeling that there is xiao ren in this company... Like keep want to drag me into problems yet in first place that I even kinda of new of that things... Somehow, I do feel that I am just a slave to some people... And I dun wan to mention who the person is... What to do?? Temp staff is just an extra staff that those works that can't finish by permanet staff will then assign to temp staff... Sometimes permanet staffs can just outcast the temp staff too...
One thing that I learnt from my study, money rewards and the attitude in work do help to motive people in working... This wan I super strongly agree... Which people want to work in an environment where the managers just always being strict with you like police ordering the prisoners what cannot do and what can be do...
Right now I know I have no right to say anything either... Cause I know I just finish my job and get my pay... I dun care about any shit for this company either... Even if one day got anyone ask me have any interest of working in this company, I should just say NO right to the person face... This company seriously have given me a very bad impression in some ways... I dun feel the polite in some of the department through the emails... Since other people might want to be inpolite, I shall just play with them too... They also can't know who I am... And there goes I AM JUST A TEMPORARY STAFF, you can't do anything to me too.. I done my case and I dun bother about this shit in future... Hahaz...
Anyway, put aside of this fucking working problems... I realised that somehow I feeling abnormal for this few days... I dunno what really caused me... Maybe study... I have been losing out of my mind being posting lot of sensitive statues in my facebook wall... I really dunno why this stuffs thing just pop out...
After posting those, I immdietaly can just cry without any control... Trying hard enough to control my emotion... I know my attitude is very bad nowadays... Have been thinking what other ways to release this stress too... Haiz...
Sometimes I do think of Beer... I know beer can make myself feel relax for a day but after the days, the problems will still appear... It just can't avoid...
Recently I feel that I have been crying quite often too... I wish I can stop the crying... How I wish there is no stress in my life... All I know is that I have a unfair life... Haiz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:23 AM
Friday, September 02, 2011 ❤
2nd of Sept... It is the month of September... Feeling that time fly really fast.. Soon December will be coming... I wonder can I really survive throughout my exam?? I kinda of worry... Trying my best to remember them whatever I study... I know I have a quite serious short-term memory which easily forget stuffs...
OK~ I am alone in my seat in work.. Thought of not coming to work, but in end, I came to work... Because last night, I had dizzy and also I can't sleep well too... Managed to sleep at least some hours about 4 hours plus... Then felt fully awake like have slept for more than 10 hours...
This coming Sunday not going SKE48 concert... Just because I plan to save some money for the coming new singles... I know myself that I wanted to go for the concert so badly but I forgive up of going to the concert... Trying to save money for the Team albums too... Wanting the albums kinda of badly... But I will still going for AKB concert cause I know I am more interested in AKB concert than others...
Life can be really stressful if you have made a path that is you really dun like it... Hate the thing that you have no choice or can't avoid yet have to face the fact always... This is so suffering... Life is hard to be happy... Haiz...
Signing out...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:45 AM
