Thursday, May 31, 2007 ❤
Helloz... Have a lot of fun in our BBQ session... Mmm.. 3 people like that only never attend... Then almost everyone in the class attended... We have our very first class BBQ session at Andy's house there... He rented the clubhouse which is jus below his house... Inside got KTV room and pool to play with... Firstly.., we really had a lot a lot of fun... Hahazz.. Love my class W14D...
Farah drove some of us to Andy's house.. And other took the MRT train... Farah's drivin was like racin on the road... Lolz.. Then we arrived Andy's house before Andy and others arrive... We put our belongings at Andy's house and took the stuffs we needed for the BBQ... Then went down to the clubhouse and some went to the BBQ pit which was jus beside the swimmin pool..
Some were started to play pool, some at the BBQ pit there to start FIRE, some in the KTV room watchin TV... Then I kept bringin food for my classmates who were in the clubhouse like waitress... The girls kept takin photos with one another... And also we had a GIRLS group photos too...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:31 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007 ❤
Mmm... Back... Havin fun in school with my classmates... Hahazz... Today presentation was not that really bad... I did not feel nervous at all... But I don't know I will get a better grade or not.... I already got a lot of C this week... Haiz...
Yup today lunch and dinner ate Japanese food... Hahazz... I wan to taste all their Japanese food... Hee hee... I think I prefer outside Japanese restuarant because it is more nicer than my school Japanese food...
Today watch movie near W3 buildin there... Sianz.. Because classroom will be auto lock if we never get out in 10 min time.... But there really quite noisy, a lot of people makin noises... Sianz... So put on the ear piece to watch movie...
Ya watch until nearly 7pm.. Then chat with my god Didi., Eric... Hahazz... He is damn lame and funny... Love chattin with him through MSN... Ya anyway, keep in touch didi... Hahazz... Okok... Got to go and sleep... Tomorrow still need to go to school early for watchin movie at 7 something... Good night everyone...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:37 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007 ❤
Mmm... Free to blog now... O yea... Havin a fun time goin out at Bugis... I met Tim at 4 something at the Bugis... As I reached early,, But Tim more earlier... Damn... Joe was the last one to arrive again... Everytime both of us must wait for him...
Yea.. Joe shoppin was damn long... He is like a girl... Lolzz... Then Tim and I search for the seat to sit in the shoes area... We waited about 30min to 45min for him to finish shoppin his clothes for workin...
Then we went to eat... But on the way to the eatin location.., Joe was lost from us... When Tim and I reached the location and turned behind, Joe was disappeared... Then we SMS him to ask where is he... He answered that he was in a shop shoppin again..
O ya... Tim and I went in the restuarant first to look at the menus... Then Joe came to find us... Ya... I had a great time eatin the delicious Japanese food... Yummy.. Quite expensive but it is worth for me...
After eatin..., as we went out of the restuarant., we went shoppin again... Yup.. Joe went missin again... WTH.. Then Tim SMS him ask him where is he again... Lastly.., we decided to shop our own... So Tim accompanied me to shop... We walked around the Bugis Junction 1st storey there... Went to Bugis Icon, next went into Bugis Village...
Yea.. In the Bugis Village..., I kept comment about Tim's style... Lolzz... He needed to change style... Change hairstyle and the style of clothin he wore... Yup... He is willin to change in June... I am gonna accompany him again to shop for clothes... Hahazz... This time more Hip hop ba... Or more fashion... Coolz... Hahazz... Tim Get ready your $$$ first.... OK!!!
At Bugis Icon.., I bought a punk skirt.. Cost me quite expensive... But I do really love the skirt... The skirt length was quite short... Next time I gonna buy the punk top clothin and also the shoes too... Hee heezz...
Lastly.., we went to Sim Lim Square because Tim wan to buy a mouse for his laptop... After bought the mouse..., we went home... Tim took the same MRT as Joe and me... Good... Can accompany me, so that I won't easily fall asleep... Then arrived Jurong East MRT station... Together went down the stair.., I use a dollar to help a Aunty who is sellin the Tissue paper... Then I told him how to go to Coffee shop as he said that he wan to eat.. After that, I went to take my bus back home...
Ya... I gonna choose the style you gonna to wear in June... Hahazz... Tim must dare to wear or else I will keep sayin you Toot Toot Boy boy... Lolzzz... Okok Good night now.. Tomorrow still need to go back to school early for catchin amovie in class with Tim.. "The Letter of Death.." Yea...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:15 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007 ❤
Today I supposed to be feelin quite happy after my other friends' and godbrother's advices... But now in 1st break.., I felt sad again because of him... I really dun wan the sad feelin... I think I have some more lost my feelin... Because I cannot control my feelin.. Like when I suppose to be happy but it turns to sad... I dunno where my feelin gone... I have become a different person from the past...
Now these period I wan to be single first... No more mood to have relationship... Mmm... Sorry that I planned to reject a guy who wanted to woo me yesterday... You are really not the type that I really like though in the SMS say that you wan to win my heart... So I will reply his SMS soon...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:01 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007 ❤
Now havin our third meetin... Jus finish my presentation... I think I did better this time for my presentation... But still got a little bit nervous... Today topic quite easy to me... Mmm.. Started to love Communication... Hahazz... Anyway I must jia you in all topic...
Okok last night was damn angry and sad for me... At almost 12am like that.., I suggested to break out with him... Because I always got jurt by him... I felt that he did not concern much about my feelin... At first..., I asked my dear godbrother, Michelle, about a question and wan to know is she feelin the same with me... Yea... She had the same thought as me... She told me not to break up easily with him.. But it was too late for everything... Anyway.., I wan to thank to my dear brother for willin to listen to me... I love you to be my brother... Hahazz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:03 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ❤
23th of May... Jus now slept a bit in class while listenin to Ayumi's song(A-Best BLACK version)... Finally got refill some of my energy, so that later will not be so tired... Ya... Today damn slack is like never done anything jus play in class and chit chat with my other friends... If everyday can like that more better...
I started to feel that my relationship got problem... I felt he started to treat me coldly... Jus because sometimes I never call him or late call him... I did not SMS him, he will say I ignore him... I was a little busy with my school then I forget to SMS him, not I dun wan to SMS him...
Every night he started to say I dun love him... But I really love him... Why did he want to say that?? I jus dun understand... Can our relationship be longer and last for forever...?? Please baby dun keep on say that I dun love you... It really make me hurt...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:57 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ❤
I am sad... Sad... Really wan to cry out... Feelin stress of everyday need to present.... I hate to present... My presentation is SUX... Everyone can say me bad things behind me because of my bad presentation... I really feel like I really can't take it anymore... I wan to drop out... But my parents will not allow me...
There is a devil inside me keep sayin to me that everyone in the world hate me a lot... No one really treat me nice... Is that really true??? Somemore it still say that they treat me nicely because they need me... They will kick me aside when they really dun need me... I felt so EXTRA in the class... I not their standard people.. I should belong to ITE standard... I dun understand why the god wan me to go Poly... Why I do everything god always like make me to be success??? Can I dun success one time???
I already feelin damn tired on my journey... I wan to take a rest... But there really no place for me... This also lead me wan to end my journey... What can I do?? I really feel like GIVIN UP!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:53 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007 ❤
Hee hee... Today is 21 of May... Mmm... Finally got myself a prince... Hahazz... My baby... I really hope that Me and him can last forever and ever... Though there are always a lot of quarrelled between us.., but I will treasure him everyday... I will not make him hurt again... Sorry baby that last time I kept made hurt to you...
Mmm... Later gonna meet him damn excited... I hope that I can hug him... Lolz... Yea... This morning at 2am something talked with him on the phone chat until quite long... I think got 1 hour something.... Had a lot of fun too... Hahazz...
Okok lastly I wan to tell Baby that I will not dump you so easily... I wan to hold you tie and never let you off... I will LOVE you forever and ever... I promise!!! Never let you hurt again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:44 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ❤
Yea... Today had a great time with my classmates... In the morning, went to Eunos... I arrived there at 10.50am... Damn.. It was still early.. Tim arrived at 11.08am.... Then Tim and I walked around the Eunos MRT station one round as it was still early... Because our meetin time was 11.30am...
Mmm... Joe arrived at 11.28am... Then after that.., we three went to the place where they will goin to have their job trainin...Both of them kept askinme to join the company so that we can work together... But I said I really dun wan... I already got use my workin at Lot 1...
Okok... We went to 3rd floor and set on the sofa together... Yup we had lot of fun while teasin each other and made fun of one another... Hahazz... We waited for that person who gonna train them for 1 hour more like that...
Then we tired of waitin... We went down... Supposed we wanted to went off but then Joe called the person... He said he would be back really soon... So we had no choice.. Went out to eat first then came back again...
Then at 2pm.., they started to have their trainin... I jus set aside and see them trainin... I waited for 4 hours... It was damn borin... I was gonna fell asleep at that time... My head was gonna to bang on the table... Hahazz... ZZzzz...
Finally at 6pm... We went off to Orchard to settle our hunger need... Tim and I went to buy food first... Then Joe turn... After eatin..., we went to Taka... I bought 3 Chinese mag... One is PLAY (May issue), Cawaii (Japanese Fashion mag), lastly is a Taiwan mag (about Taiwan foods and Fashion)... It only cost me $19 something... Not more than $20...
Then accompany Joe to shop for clothes... Ya... He really shop like a girl... Quite long... About 30min... Then Tim and I went to a place where we could sit down and took a rest... We had a little chit chat... Then after 30min like that.., Joe came to find us...
After that went to Wisa... Because I have to buy the wash face soap, Shampoo others... As this is my mother's order... Went to Face Shop to buy... Cost me $36.60... Jus for 3 bottles... I now usin the LEMON flavour... Quite nice... Better than the one that I used last time(Green Beans)...
After all.., Joe and I went to take MRT back home while Tim at 9pm like that took train home... Ya... I treated them as my little godbrothers... Hahazz... So our next goin out plan will be K Box at Lot 1 on Thursday... But still not confirm yet... Gonna SING~~!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:02 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007 ❤
Mmm... Today is Enterprise skill... Mmm... Do not involve too much of Mathematics stuffs inside... Today topic is sounded like more Communication or Problem Solvin... Today a quite slackin in the lessons... Really borin dunno what to do..
I brought Ayumi Music Videos DVD.. I like to watch it during my Break only.. Ya.. Because damn sianz dunno what to do...
Okok... Goin to 2nd Break soon... Gonna buy some food or breads to eat for lunch... Or else really hungry... Because at the evening I got working and I have no time to eat dinner as I need to straight away after went to Lot 1 to work... A bit gettin borin about my work... Thinkin of wan to quit my work... Dunno why... That all..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:15 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007 ❤
Okok.. These few days really damn depressed... Because got one guy said wanted to woo me.. And I really did effort to fall in love with him.. But in the end.., he said that he and I might not had the chance... This make me hurt a lot.. Break promise... I hate it... What for in the first place say that maybe wan to woo me... He should not have say that first...
Anyway.., let jus put the pain to aside.. Because I must always look at the bright side so that I can have a better and more happier life... Maybe I will not SMS him or call him for a period for my pain to recover...
Lastly.., I wanted to tell him that I wish him all the best in his relationship... I will find a guy who can be better than him ba... Really hope one day I can find that person...
Nowaday.., I found myself that I did changed a lot... Hate myself more... I became more quiet in class... Hate to talk to other friends.. Keep all my problems and unhappiness to myself.... Feelin like killin myself... WTF am I thinkin about?? I also lost control of what I am thinkin about... I thinkin that I goin CRAZY in any days...
Last time I had this matter happened before when I was in Secondary school... And I did cheered myself up for a long time... It really took me many years to recover back about 2 to 3 years but now it really happen again... I really dunno what to do..
I think now is the only choice that I can get easily recover are my friends' and classmates' supports... And also everyone care and concern... So that I can find back myself... I hope one day I can be myself again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:47 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ❤
Back to update... Today lesson was damn slackin... Quite a number of friends absent at 3rd meeting... Because 3rd meetin no need to do much presentation.. Jus do the worksheet one question then show it to the class like that can le...
Ya... With a few classmates.., I did not have any fear of the presentation... Hahazz... And also the teacher was quite fu and interestin too... O ya... The Problem solvin grade is already out... I got a C again... So sianz.. Her comment was I am a quiet girl and she wanted to hear more ideas from me in team discussion.. I hope in future I can shoot out of my ideas in the discussion... Haiz...
Movie session... Coolz... In W14D only...
We gonna get you one day PIG!!!
In the end.., we did not manage to catch any single toy at all... But we will goin to catch it again in some other days... Hahazz... When we got a lot of money... This is our deal... And lastly at 8 something.., we went back home... Lolz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:43 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ❤
Finally can come and update my blog... Mmm... Last weekend had been busy workin from 8am to 10.30pm with no break... Because is Mother's Day.., a lot of cakes to arrange... Satuurday about 30 over cakes then Sunday will be 40 over cakes... But both days business are really not bad at all... Polar is now RICH...
Mmm... Today is quite a bad day for me... I havina bad mood with no problem happenin... A very strange of me... But lucky got my Di di cheer me up in my MSN messager.. Lolz... He so kind.. Hahazz.. Anyway must thank him...
Today presentation was not that bad.. At least I have speak with confidence a bit... No more unclear speakin for today only... I did improve a bit only...
This is the BIG screen at W14D... Yup Movie session straight after school for ourselves... Hahazz...
Okok after all the school meeting.., we had a movie session... We watched Cello... It is a Korea Horror Movie... Quite nice... Interesting better than the Red Shoes that we watched previously... Red Shoes is Damn boring... Nothin to be scared of...
This is I asked from Joe the Vietnam 3 in 1 Coffee... Woo hoo... The teacher dun have... Hahazz... Coolz... Tomorrow I gonna try the taste of the coffee...
O ya... Tomorrow morning still got Movie session... Hope that I will not be late or overslept like today... Haiz... Or else gonna miss one movie again... Tomorrow we will be watchin One Missed Call 2... I always wanted to watch that... OMG... Got to go NOW!! Byebye.. Good night everyone...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:43 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007 ❤
Yay... Today after school havin quite a lot of fun... Hahazz... After school, went down to meet other friend., Green Light.. Aaa... Dunno what his name... Always ask for his name and he dun wan to say...
Then after that meet other people from our new IG... Went to library that yesterday we went... 3rd storey and the last quiet room there... Have a small meetin with them and other new members went home at 5 something... We started to have our own session of fun inside the room... Playin our online game, watchin movie(Bean the holiday), chattin in MSN messager and others...
At 6 something.., went down with Tim to buy dinner for ourselves... I bought Chicken chop... Yummy... Love the chicken chop... Hahazz... Then we put in the bag and brought into the room in the library...
The Green Light and me...
At about 7pm like that.., we went out of the library... My friend, Jing Hong, went home first... The three of us went to meet up other friend... Had fun in exploring outside the jungle... We did took some photos together... Hahazz...
Anyway.., that Green Light kept callin me Ghost or Infrared... So sad... Makin fun of me... Jus because I got one day before wore red clothes... Then he called me that name.. Haiz... Sad sad sad... But anyway.., I have a lot of fun when I am with my new IG members.. Hahazz...
Okok... Got to go sleep now... Because is already 12:10am... Tomorrow still need to go to school then evening need to go to work... Anyway.., I will be tired out... Good night everyone... Sweet Dream people..!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:32 PM
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This is my 200th posts in my blog... Mmm... Quite lazy to update my blog as there is no connection at my house... I think I started like to mix around with my classmates... But only left some days we need to change our class and also new classmates again... Haiz... I will miss them again...
Okok.. Yesterday lesson was damn slack...We did not do much work... As the presentation is only the worksheet thing... Because yesterday I kept chattin with my new friend in MSN messager and also almost the whole class went to play the MSN online game.. Nobody was listening wat the lecture is sayin... Hahazzz... Nobody is on the mood of the studyin...
Today topic is about Communication... Really dunno wat the topic say...?? Today also damn tired... Dunno why... I did slept early but still tired... Unusual me... I hate myself... I cannot get HIGH easily... I felt that when I am in this mood.., I can feel that everyone hate me a lot.. When I talk a lot.., people say I crazy or siao... Haiz... How can I behave???
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:46 AM
Sunday, May 06, 2007 ❤
Mmm... Come to blog.. Now the blog is like got problem ba... Yup today Saturday went work at 4.30pm... Very sad that my best friend, Imma, resigned already... I felt that there might be no more fun at Polar... Haiz... And also no more funny jokes... I miss her lot.. I really like wan to be her goddaughter like that... Hope that one day can ask her out for a meal in future...
Mmm.. What can I say...?? I felt myself very bad... I felt that I am a devil... I have a bad heart... When someone treat me coldly, I will do something that people might hate me more easily... I dunno why I have this action.. I felt so JEALOUS when people jus hack care me aside and talked with other friends... I wan to be angel!! But I can't.. Because this devil already control my whole body...
Tomorrow got workin.. From 4pm to 10.30pm... Hope everything will be fine.. And also dun SHORT money... Hee heezz... Mmm... It is already 1:08am like that.. Goin to sleep soon... Good Night everyone... Sweet dream...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:51 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007 ❤
Yea.. Back to blog... Today problem statement is like talking about me... Damn it.. It really like me... Because I also lack of confidence when I doin my presentation...
But today my presentation got improvement... At least, I am not that nervous like hell... Dunno what to speak those types... Yea... Okok let stop talking about the presentation...
Mmm... Today school was quite fun.. Yup in the morning, played Audition game... Havin a lot of fun in the game... Then at about 9am classes start.. Then receive the problem statement... Solve, solve and SOLVE... And also worksheet to be done...
In 2nd break.., went down to Food Court A with some classmates to eat lunch... I ate chicken rice... Then drank a cup of Ice Milo... Anyway, the Chicken Rice is quite not nice to eat.. Is like too plain... Milo a bit not so nice...
Then after all, went back to class and started my Audition game again... Play play play... Then receive call from my godbrother... Hahazz... She was happy that she finally can buy the 200 POUND BEAUTY soundtrack... For her only... The total cost will be $29.90... Gosshh... Damn expensive BUT to her is worth it... She said wan...
Today, no horror movie to watch... Haiz.. So sad.. Argh... Hate it.. No one bring HORROR movie... Then at about 1.30pm, started to prepare our presentation sildes... Then 2.30pm, started the presentation... Ya then later 4.30pm., I need to go for my Interest Group thing... Haiz.. So sianz... Okok I now stop writin here..!!! Bye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:35 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ❤
Now I am in Republic Poly.. Mmm.. Today will be havin Computerin and Mathematics... Jus now have my UT Mock Test... Wah... Difficult... Then everyone in the class complain to the lecture... The lecture said that can anyhow because the Mock test is only for to test the system only.. It will not affect our grade...
Okok.. Yesterday was Labour Day... Holiday... Enjoyed myself in my working... Hahaz... Yesterday worked from 8am to 2pm... But I went to work at 7am like that... My reaction of arranging the things are quite SLOW... Then at 7.39am, I received Imma SMS then followed by Michelle(My godbrother) SMS... Both of them sayin that they are on the way to Lot 1... Hahazz... Then they arrived at the same time.. Idah arrive at 9am..
At first.., we were havin fun in chattin... Makin some lame jokes around... Then at about 12pm noon.., we started to become busy... Busy like hell... Haiz... I that time have not eaten my breakfast and also lunch... Also very hungry... I know that time my godbrother like got angry as I can see on her face...
Then when I was at home..., she called me and chat with me for a while... At home.., I kept playin my PC games... Roller Coaster game... Played until 11pm then stop... I created one map in the game... Then went to bed...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:25 AM
