Tuesday, April 26, 2011 ❤
26th of April... The month of May is coming super soon... I am kinda of worrying everything... Future is the main thing I concern the most right now... I guess I have to take care of myself if really I kena the thing... I dun wish to say... Or maybe will not just that I am really overly-stress out of myself and eating not enough... This is what I have read from a website... I hope it is just like that...
This few days without seeing Bibi... I have been feeling super depressed and stressful too... I dunno why... I trying out to stay cheerful but I can't... I really tired everyday and really is like not enough sleep though I try to sleep earlier than before... Haiz... I dunno what happen I so tired nowaday... Is it my body getting older and older??
Counting down to exam just about 45 days... Really stress me out... I really dun hope I fail... I totally dunno what to do... I try my best to remember all the point as much as possible.... I seriously afraid of exam... I hope I dun be turning a crazy person in future... And also hope I just faint after exam... I hate this feeling... Last time after the exam, I really feel like fainting... Guess I have use too much of my brain to think during exam....
Haiz... Hope everything in my life can go smoothly... I guess I need to visit the temple to pray for luck and maybe let the gods give me some hints in my future life... I really feeling so depressed from my life... Haiz... Will stop here... Have to revise my stuff...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:59 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2011 ❤
23th of April... Is our 3rd month anniversary~ Wee~ So kinda of fast that we had being together for 3 months... I did not know that fast and I still thought is just 2 months instead...
Yesterday was Good Friday~ Had a great day with Bibi~ A relaxing day for me without any revision... Had a movie date with Bibi... Met at Bibi at Somerset station... I was early as I took the express bus from Jurong to Somerset...
Then together we walked to Somerset 313 KFC for the combination of breakfast and lunch~ LOL~ Then after the meal, we slowly walked to Cine... Went up to Level 5 to collect the tickets that I booked earlier... Then we slowly shopped around in Cine... From Basement 1 to Level 9... LOL~
We also took the neoprint... Is damn long after I have taken the neoprints.. Think should be about around when I was 19 to 20... Maybe there to me... The effect came out was nice from the latest neoprint machine... Hee hee... Love my BIG eyes... Just that I kinda of a bit sux in adding more pictures in the photos... So long never touch it... A bit not similar with the function thing...
When time reach about 1.20pm, we slowly walked to Level 4 for the movie... Was kinda of crazy during the movie... Not really concentrating in the movie as the main topic of the movie I dun really love to hear... Dunno why... Hahaz...
So after movie., we walked to Far East Plaza for more shopping... Wee... Is window shopping anyway... Did not buy anything... Thought of planning to buy a pair of new heel but in the end, I decided not to buy... I dunno why... Maybe dun feel like spending much money... Then walked to the bus stop to take bus to Plaza Singapura as my leg started to in pain because wear too long of the heel...
Went to Plaza Singapura and had dinner at the Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe... After the dinner, walked a little and slowly walked to bus stop... Took the express bus back home... Hee hee... Waiting time just nice not the really long... Then back home...
Later Bibi will be coming my house to slack... Because I dun feel like going out to anywhere... So might be watching some random entertainment shows and others... Got to sleep now... Sweet dream~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:09 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2011 ❤
21th of April... Gosh this is so scary... Exam is damn freaking near... Argh~ Stress... And somehow work also stress... I am doing the closing of the month for the one last time for the company... Damn~ I thought I can just leave those rubbish for the next new staff but no choice that new staff damn good... Only can work in mid May~ Argh~ Whatever...
Today I did not go for work... Excuses that I overslept... But is damn true I really overslept... Another reason is that I am lazy to go work and because of the travelling journey is damn long and also I got nothing to do in my work as I done almost all... Go there to stone if I today go for work... I better waste my time on my study than stoning in work... That really damn true... Wahaha~
Later will be going to school... Yup is Tax lesson... I did not go for 3 classes and today is the start of revision... I cannot pon already... And left 4 more classes and getting ready for exam mean no more classes... O gosh~ Time flies... True right??? Haiz... Hope I this time can pass at least a 50 mark... Hahaz... I dun wish to retake the damn exam... So see ya~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:37 PM
Monday, April 18, 2011 ❤
18th of April~ I back to update... Is really kinda of sometimes I never update... I kinda of busy and little lazy too... Due to work and study... Can say so... Hahaz... Mmm.. 2 more months like that to my exam... I kinda of nervous because I totally not fully prepare... I now just started my revision as in copying the notes... Hope those points can get into my damn brain... Haiz...
Seriously, there is nothing much for me to update too... Yup... Good Friday this coming Friday... Finally got a hoilday and this week is a long weekend... Wee~ I loving it... But I wish to stay overnight with Bibi~ And now I still thinking about it... I do need a break but I wonder my parents allow me or not... Haiz... Everytime need their approval is damn sianz to the max... Somehow, I am an adult yet they still want to care so much... Haiz... So boring....
Still left with 2 weeks plus to my last day of work... I am super happy that I can manage to get off from the hell... Though the company is good to work at... But sometimes things just pop up and really make me damn fed up... Made me to make out this decision of leaving the company... Yup I made the right choice in order to have a bright future...Anyway, I going back to my study now... Sweet dream.. Update again once I do find my free time...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:37 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 ❤
12th of April... A damn boring Tuesday... I feel that I have no life... But is ok... I can't blame anyone too... Work is just because of MONEY~ Haiz... I hate my job either... May is coming which mean my day of resign will be here in no time... Haha... I am so looking forward about it too...
Anyway, kinda of looking forward for this coming Sunday audition as this is my only chance to fulfill my little dream... I can sadly said that previously I dun think I made it into that... So this Sunday is my only chance after this chance if I still miss it, I must really face the fact STOP DREAMING dreams dun come true, what important is just work and money, nothing much... Haiz...
Disappointed about myself... Why am I not like other be so lucky to get what the thing they just wanted?? Is this fate... Maybe so... I still remember that time, when the time I get to 16, I promised myself that I gonna register for the Project Superstar... In the end, there is no more this competition going on till now... Totally so sad that why that time I am not 16 and so that I can take part of the competition...
Simply feel sort of useless... I being so thick face everytime and everywhere right now... Being more crazy and talk whatever I wan with people who I just know... This is not so like me... But I have no choice to do it... Haiz... I also dunno if I keep doing this, will it be helping me a lot or just lie-ing to myself...??? How I wish to know how people think of me..?
Whatever then... Seriously, LIFE IS FUCKING BORING~ Dun ya think so...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:05 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2011 ❤
10th of April... I am back to blog again... Woohoo~ I think is kinda of long I did not blog... So today must blog once... Mmm... I had a wonderful day yesterday... Hahaz... Enjoyed myself... Hee heez...
Yesterday morning woke up super early... Did not sleep well either... 6 plus in the morning wake up... I dunno why suddenly wake up so early without the alarm... Woke up rotting on my bed left and right... But in the end, I can't continue to sleep... No choice... Continue to like practise my line for the audition...
At about 7 plus prepared all the stuff and also put on makeup to cover my panda eyes... Hahaz... Then wait till around 8 plus, went out to Seng Kang to Bibi's house... At Bibi's house was just slacking and also practise one last time the audition stuff...
Around 11 plus nearly 12pm.., went to Republic Poly for audition... Hahaz... I super nervous... Kinda of a little hyper... Being sightly crazy... Dunno why.... Thank Bibi for accompany me for the whole audition... Hahaz... Had some practises at there too....
Audition was OK~ But I know I am bad in showing the expression... Haiz... So bad... And also I really must slow down a bit... I think I really talk sightly too fast...
After audition, so went back to Bibi's house and continue to slack till night... Having lot of fun with Bibi... Weare really being crazy... Playing like little kids and making lot of noises in the room... Hahaz... Had dinner at his home too... Then around 8pm, went down to take cab back home but Bibi accompany me... Then he went back by himself...
Finally the audition has ended... All I can say I already try my best to memorise all the words that I have to say... And the audition end mean I can rest my mind peacefully... And now concentrate more on my exam... Hee hee while waiting for the audition result... Hope I can get in... If really cannot, I also dun mind that much either...
Going bed soon for more rest... Sweet dream readers...
Being bringing this script along with me every where I go...
Saw this cute cat climb up the lorry and be a KING~ LOL~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:34 AM
Wednesday, April 06, 2011 ❤
6th of April... Back to update blog... Today I never go for work because relly kinda of tired and over slept too... I know is not a good reason but I really dun feel like workig also... Hate to work each day after another... And also this few days in work I have been feeling dizzy and still not really recover at all... I dunno why...
Today wake up about noon time... Is past 12pm... Yesterday I slept at 11 plus so I finally had a more than 12 hours sleep... Great... But still feeling tired also... Dunno why... So being online till about 2 plus and started my first revision on Tax... The individual tax stuff... I still got a long way to go... Haiz... Hope everything can get into my brain in time... I have been forcing myself to study as much as I can... I know that I dun love to study too...
YES finally 23 more days to my freedom... I am really looking forward and also I have no income for 2 months... Haiz... So I must not try to spend too much money... Hee heez... After exam then the next life chapter will be starting... Really hope I can get a better income for future... Hope I am feeling lucky... Hahaz...
Now awaiting Bibi to be back home from his school... Hee hee... Off I go now~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:46 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2011 ❤
Yesterday I enjoyed my day with Bibi... Hee hee... It was the award show day... Woke up quite early in the morning... And went to meet Bibi at Woodland MRT station... Bibi was early... Went to Breadtalk and bought a few breads for breakfast... And walked to take bus 169 to Republic Poly...
Reached Republic Poly went to 7-Eleven to buy drinks... Bought 2 bottles of Green Tea... Then slowly walked to Block W2... There was no one over there yet so slacked at the open space at the front of Block W2... Set down and ate our breakfast... Hahaz...
At about nearly 10am... Went into the hall... And randomly chose a seat to sit down... And soon, watched Bibi and the rest of TCP casts rehersal... Took out my camera and started to snap the photos of everyone... Kinda of hard to snap everyone when everyone had their action being moved so fast which make the photos look so blur... But I tried my best to snap the best photos...
Sitting on the same seat from morning till nearly mid afternoon did made me felt tired and somehow my butt did felt sour if sitting too long at the same spot and did not move around...
After watching the rehersal till 1 plus nearly 2pm, went for lunch with Bibi and some casts at TRCC... First time eating lunch at there since I withdraw from the school... Never has a chance to eat there too... Had the Fried chicken rice... I also did not really feel that hungry also... I dunno why...
After the lunch, went back to the hall., the casts started to change into formal wear to get ready for the show to start... Soon, I moved to the actual seat that I will be siting... It was all the way back last second row of the hall... I was feeling lonely for few minutes as I am the only one person sitting on top and other people are below... So started to snap photos for a while...
Soon... Joyce came... Hee heez.. Finally get a friend to be accompanied... Bibi came too to accompany me a while too...
At about 3 plus nearly 4pm.., the audience came in... Kinda of feeling that the audience is not that many people... Show started at 4 plus due to delayed a little... So waited till about 4.30pm almost there, then the show finally started... Kept snapping photos and also kept on yawning... Due to the performance kinda of very long... And so do some of the advertisement...
Show ended sightly little late... After show walked down to find Bibi... Started to help Bibi snapping photos... Wee~ I like snap photos... Nearly 7pm... Left the Republic poly and headed to Causeway Point for dinner... Thought can find a place to eat but in the end, shops closed as renovating...
So decided to take train to Yishun area to eat... Ate till 8 plus and went back home straight... Bibi accompanied me back home... Hee hee... I love his hug too... Hee heez... Then Bibi took cab back home...
Tomorrow is Monday.. Back to work... I hate it... Weekend always gone so fast... Haiz... Anyway, I hope that there is no trouble from work... I hate those drama in work... OK~ Signing off now~
I like this photo... Look like taking neoprint...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:15 PM
