Monday, August 23, 2010 ❤
23th of Aug.. Yay.. Back to blog... Know I should be sleeping early.. But I did not... Quite happy today... Heeheez... Got my result.. I was really surprise because my marks are quite high in some way.... That time I did not study much.. I keep on do the past year paper and rewrite the whole notes for the one month to prepare... And I did it..
But sad that I fail one paper... But overall, I quite happy with my other 2 papers marks... Did not think that I will get that high mark... I did not have much conident too...
I gonna get ready for my coming exam... This coming September gonna chiong for revision... I going to start on the exam kit first then the past year paper from the ACCA web... I am sure that ACCA past year paper does help a lot for the coming paper.. And it does some out on the exam.. The same question just that the number chage sightly and the story too.. But the way solving the questions are the same...
Anyway, tomorrow is another LONG day... School again after work... And I hanging on really hard... Hope I dun fall asleep in class... Hope tomorrow will be a better day.. Hee heez...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:54 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2010 ❤
21th of Aug... LOL~ Back to blog at this timing... I am actually really very sleepy.. But I shall type a short entry for now before I go for bed... Later at 10 plus morning will be meeting boyfriend to watch his movie, Step Up 3... LOL~ Not really so interested.. I just dunno why... But accompany him to watch...
Anyway, I am really excited for about a month ago when there is a new of Cat & Dog 2 is coming... OMG~ Till now I am still waiting... Will be on Singapore on 2nd of September.. I gonna find way to watch the preview first.. I too excited.. As it is one of my favourite movie..
After movie, will be slacking at boyfriend's house... Watching another movie using laptop... Heeheez... Hope that we can have fun slacking... Weekend is really really short... I do HATE that a lot... Really hope that government can make the working days into 4 days instead of 5 days... It is really tiring always in life for Singapore only... Haiz...
Shall stop here.. Update again once I FREE~ Sweet dream... Sign off~!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:19 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ❤
18th of Aug.. Another day... And I MIA from working... no more interest in work though there are works waiting for me to be done... Anyway, work also cause me too much of troubles which is really can avoidable.. But people just seem dun co-operate with me... Haiz... I am really kinda of like what I am doing in work.. But I dunno why people just seem to be having attitude with me.. And I also did not do anything wrong in the first place either...
Anyway, I dunno why customers nowaday seem love to give lot of trouble... Sometimes they even love to turn the whole story and pushing the fault to me... Haiz... What to do.. We only can just smile back and say YES sir/madam.. Just behave like a maid... If we scold back, we will sure kena complain... And even our own company will never stand by our side instead of customer side.. This is because company does not want to lost a customer.. Lost a customer mean sale will be decrease... This is the important of the sentence that "Customers are always RIGHT"..
Why can't we change the fact?? If there is no workers, there will be no sale from the customers for the company... The company might suffer of lost instead... I do not understand why company seem the customers more important than the workers..??
Awaiting for my resign on November... I super looking forward and gonna release from hell soon... Although I really kinda of like my manager of how she treat other people like friends, but I really cannot take it of nasty customers with so many troublesome requests... I can't do it anymore... I scared one day I might scold them bad words when they have gonna to my limit...
Anyway, I shall stop talking about work instead... Seriously, it spoil my mood and everything... Today I on MC.. So morning went to boyfriend's house to slack... First see doctor... Then to his house until 10 plus... Had carrot cake with boyfriend... Watched show in laptop..
10 plus... Prepared and took bus 190 to Plaza Singapura for movie... Exchange the free coupon to get FREE tickets for Phua Chu Kang... Then went for little shopping... I bought foundation and make-up remover for $105 at Face Shop... LOL~ Got a FREE bag too... Hee heez... First time spending that much on face uses... Then boyfriend withdraw cash... Up to cinema again... Bought movie combo to eat..
After the movie.., we bought Long John Silver for lunch and cab back to boyfriend's house... Slack again... Slept at boyfriend house while he played his game in his laptop... Slept till 7 plus in the night and boyfriend accompanied to downstair.. I took cab home... LOL~
Taking cab too often this period... Because boyfriend dun wan me to be so tired... And boyfriend also did paid about 3/4 of the fare... Anyway., got to sleep.. Sweet dream~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:44 PM
Monday, August 16, 2010 ❤
15th of Aug... What a bad Sunday for me... Totally break down for a certain hours... I totally worry of almost everything... Worry about study whether that I can catch up, exam results, work (some people dun wan to co-operate with me), boyfriend and our future, stresses from parents... I totally can't have a peaceful weekend in my life... Haiz... Why my life is full of worries and stresses...?? Why I can't like my other friends can easily happy-go-lucky and can so easily go on travel.?? Not worrying money not enough..??
Anyway, I have been on debts too... Though I do have to pay every month a limit.. But I dun feel great either... I hate to be in under debts...
I kept on blame myself when something went wrong... I totally break into tears right in my heart.. Even if I cry out, I pretend nothing happen right in front of the people... Because I know most of the humans are selfish... Even do my family... I did cry out in ront of them.. Yet they do not know what happen to me, thought that I just always not happy.. Keep complaining to me that at my age of 21, I should be like jumping around and happy-go-lucky... I not belong to that type... I am a person who have lot of problems in my heart and also did walked past through all the hurt, pain and betray steps...
There is too much too much of pain, hurt and betray I have gone through.. But my parents did not really know deep into it... I dun dare to tell them either because even if I told them, the next period they will forget, they do not really concern about me yet is nagging at me... I dun love to hear the nagging session... All I wan is LOVE & Care like my friends given me...
I know I am a person who is real hard to communicate with... I only have friends that can counted using 2 hands... I am hard to get along too... I dunno why... Maybe I am born to be alien... People seem to stay far away from me... But I am glad that some friends never dumped me aside after a period...
Anyway, I wish to have a new start when I start my new job in next year... I wish that I can completely change myself... Hope that I really can do it... I know I afraid to step into stranger world but I have to do it...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:12 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2010 ❤
Hey people,
Since I can't post the URL at my Facebook.. So I decided to post it here.. Please do copy and paste the URL at the search bar for a look of the sample of that so called ANTI-AH BENG & AH LIAN blog...
URL: http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/search?q=cache:V046l-jkw-sJ:www.wehate-ahbengsahlians.blogspot.com/+/search%3Fhl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26hs%3Do8L%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-GB:official%26q%3D%2Bsite:wehate-ahbengsahlians.blogspot.com%2Banti-ahbengs%2B%2526%2Bahlians&cd=1&hl=en&ct=clnk&gl=sg
Seriously these people are kinda of nothing to do... When things getting worst, they closed down their blog... They just scared... But after looking the entries they posted, they are trying to get more attention from the gangsters and trying to get popular... Isn't that is what they wanted?? Why they still want to close down their blog in the first place...??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:35 PM
Monday, August 09, 2010 ❤
9th of Aug... I totally in bad mood... Thank to my that MOTHER... I dun understand why she still treat me like an immature kid... I am already 21... I am an adult... Even last time my teachers also never treat me like this before... They treat me like young adult... They also do listen what we want or what we want to say...
As for my this mother.., she dun even give me a chance to talk... Even though I find time to talk to her, all she know is NAG... I only talk one sentence and she nag me back TEN fucking sentences... Why she can't let me finish my story first before she nag...?? When she nag, I dun have a fucking single mood to talk to her anymore...
She only think that everything on her is RIGHT... Ya... I am always the WRONG... Because I still never grow up... OMG... Even I have 8 ex boyfriends outside, she also dunno this thing before... Even if when I have a boyfriend, all she tell me that what this boy not good, and this boy must pay everything when dating out... The most important thing., when I have say I got a boyfriend, she will say dun put too much effort on him, now treat him as friend, when find a better ONE, dump him and marry the better one... The better one refer to the person who can earn lot of money a month and is high educated...
I dun wish to talk about that anymore... Talking about it more will piss me off... I hope in next reborn I dun wish to be her child... That it~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:40 PM
Friday, August 06, 2010 ❤
6th of Aug.. Taken leave today... Is cool~ Hahaz.. Just because I wish to have more rest so taken the leave but bad is I kena nag by my mother for taking leave today... I dun understand why she want me to work no matter how tired I am... She dun even know that I tired till feel like fainting... Maybe I shall tired to death then she mght understand...
Anyway... I not talking about work today... When talk about work... I feel so sight dislike... Shall talk about other then... Have been having for about 5 days... And today is getting much more better than the previous days...
Today.. Nothing much to do so stay at home... Dun feel like going out too... So I recorded a song... Planned to record 2 songs... But due to my sore throat, I only managed to record one song... And the other song, I cannot sing well because my sore throat... Keep on out of tone and recorded for about more than 20 minutes... So give up on that song and move on to other song... This song is quite ok... But not as good as I expected... I have done my best to clear my throat... But is still not really feeling that well..
Hope you all will like my singing... Though I know there is a few mistakes I made in this song... Thank you~
I now looking people who are willing to accompany me to go K box to sing... But I dun think people are responding my question... Haiz.. No choice... Shall see how again... I do hope I can go K box again... I am starting to miss singing again.. Hee heez...
Though I can't be singer but singing a song to the strangers or people who love to listen songs, is my interest... I understand that Singapore is small, and is hard to be into the music industry... That why I give out on my singer dream... And let singing just be my interest or hobbies, shall sing during my free time... ^^
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:37 PM
