Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ❤
30th of July... Yay today is my OFF day.. Start from 1st of August, I will become full-time worker in my work... Because more benefit...
Last 2 days, did not in a good mood because of BOYFRIEND.. She did not SMS me for a few days and yet kept makin me jealous... At that moment, I felt quite guilty because I felt that I am a fox that snatch away other people BOYFRIEND, which I dun love to be... I hate to be a fox... I dun like to snatch other people BOYFRIEND...
Yesterday I have been so thick skin.. I waited for BOYFRIEND to finish work for almost 2 hours.. And I still help her to take stuff to let her play her PSP.. Sent her till her house downstair... And went back home myself...
Sms her my own feelin... I have been cryin in my heart during the way back home... I even drop my tear in bus... I jus can't control myself...
I dun wish that somebody affected me and BOYFRIEND's relationship as we had promised each other to be together FOREVER... BOYFRIEND I jus wish to let her know that I am scared to lose her... I really hope that we can officially be the husband and wife and live together... I do love her as much as myself...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:12 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008 ❤
28th of July.. I have not been update my blog... Because after work went back home very lazy and very tired to update my blog... Actually, I can say that I got quite a lot of things to say in my blog... Jus that I need time to rest first before I can blog..
Let say about yesterday (27th of July)... So I got work morning with BOYFRIEND... I reached the outlet at 7 plus and do all the set up by myself... Because BOYFRIEND was late... When I finished all the jobs, BOYFRIEND then arrived...
Work and work... Went break together and did a little of shoppin... Then back to work... Time really fly very fast.... At 4 plus nearly 5 plus, packed some of the stuffs in the outlet as we are moving down to our new place.. So BOYFRIEND and I were very busy in the new outlet setting up the new fridge and also putting all the stuffs in the outlet nicely...
When we packed finish, it was already 7 plus.. So after work went to basement for a little walk then went to NEW YOR NEW YORK for dinner a BOYFRIEND wan to eat chicken chop... In the middle of eatin, we were quite surprised because one of the staffs quite high rank treat us a dish... It is FOC (FREE OF CHARGE).. My gosh...
After that, when we paid the bill.. It only cost us $43 for the whole meal.. Cheaper than the first time that we ate... Then both of us saw the receipt that they gave us 10% discount... Another thing that made us so surprised...
After dinner, helped the outlet a little to carry stocks down to the new outlet and we left for some shoppin... First, we went to POPULAR because I wan to buy an album... Yup, I bought the BY2 album... At first, I jus found that they jus like a little copycat because of one of their MVs does look like Sweety MV Cai Hong Yan Lei.. The story how the director shoot the MV is quite similar to the SWEETY verison...
Second I found that they did remind me of Sweety when Sweety jus became singer in their 14 year old age... Sweety and BY2 look innocent and pure type style in their singin direction... I like this type of style...
So after POPULAR went to BATA with BOYFRIEND to see shoes... BOYFRIEND bought a pair of shoes... And then we went back home... BOYFRIEND did not send me home as she was very very TIRED... She will be workin morning later... I miss her so much now... Because she had not SMS me some couple words quite a few days after our last met everyday... I miss her callin me "DEAR"... I hope that she can call me again... I LOVE HER much..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:54 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008 ❤
24th of July.. Gosh... Look at the time already 1.02am... I need to get some sleep soon... Because I will be workin quite a long hour... Today BOYFRIEND OFF... So no chance to see her... When the time we got separate and went back to our home, I started to miss her badly...
I hope that I can live with her... So that we can go to work together, sleep together, eat together or others... I do really hope that this day can come really soon... And I am lookin forward to our future...
I will not mind what a normal guy can give a girl and BOYFRIEND can't... As long as I can stay at BOYFRIEND's side whenever she need me I will be Happy... I LOVE BOYFRIEND 1314... Do believe in me... I promise I will not leave her till we grow old and die...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:00 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ❤
Here are some photos that I have taken not long ago in the night and I did not comb my hair at all before tking these photos... Really a month like that I have not take photo of myself... Because I am quite busy from work..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:29 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ❤
22nd of July.. I have not been update my blog since 19th of July.. Wee~~ Not because of I busy workin... Actually, I am been attracted by a game... That why that cause me lazy to go online and update my blog...
As the same, my laptop still under repairing... Still dunno when can ue my own laptop again... I miss my own laptop...
Last week, work I have no off day so finally this week today is my only off day... I goin to play my game for the whole day... Wee~~
Yesterday work at night was busy... Like no much time to do other things.. I can't even have a little time to drink some water... Sales was normal...
After work, went to have dinner with BOYFRIEND at a coffee shop near Jurong East Entertainment centre... On the way, keep talkin to BOYFRIEND and also huggin her a little while... BOYFRIEND did became thinner a bit...
After dinner, went back to Jurong East station... We talked and talked and talked... And BOYFRIEND jus realised that she had jus missed the LAST bus back home... I was like laughin... And BOYFRIEND took the same bus with me but dropped off at the market near my house...
Days been passing really fast and goin to our 5th month Anniversary... I am really lookin forward to it... And hope that our next outing at EAST COAST PARK can fulfill as soon as possible... Hopefully is next month... I LOVE HER 1314...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:25 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008 ❤
19th of July... The day was fine... Us usual went to work in the late afternoon... At work, my reaction was damn slow... Because period cause me like that.. Dunno why... Somemore one of the staffs said that I look pale...
After work about 9 plus nearly 10pm, one of the NEW YORK NEW YORK staff asked us wan some food.. Then I jus say anything and BOYFRIEND dun wan because of her teeth jus operation... So only I eat...
So I went to wash the trays.. And when I came back, I was surprised by the food... The chicken that they gave is damn HUGE...
So went off the outlet around 11pm plus... Then BOYFRIEND and I took bus no.190 to Orchard to rush for our movie, "P2"... This movie suppose be out on 17th of July... But dunno why they change the date of comin out at 24th of July.. Heard from BOYFRIEND said... I also did surprised when this movie is still under sneak preview...
So no choice other cinema like never show so we went to Lido Complex there for the movie.. The Cinema was sux.. No air-con like that... But overall., the movie was nice... BETTER than the movie, "THE STRANGER"... "P2" does have a storyline and also does had a good ending.. But jus that "P2" is too violence and BLOODLY... Until a part that the murder use the car to crash the man to the wall a few times until the man died.. This part is too disgusting that I dun dare to watch...
After the movie, BOYFRIEND and I took cab home... Because it is already 2 am plus in the morning... So BOYFRIEND sent me home and went home... LOVE BOYFRIEND so much.. I love to watch movie with her...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:13 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008 ❤
17th of July... Today shall jus blog about what happen about yesterday and today... So yesterday was BOYFRIEND's Birthday... Finally already 24 years old... Yup clock reaches 12am SMS-ed to BOYFRIEND birthday message from me... I was the FIRST person to sms her birhday...
So work in the morning and after work went to Ghim Moh there to meet BOYFRIEND.. BOYFRIEND late for 15 minutes... Met her at her house downstair then together we took bus no. 100 to Vivo first...
Ate SUPER DOG as our lunch... BOYFRIEND treated me... Next after meal, we went to Level 3 to buy the admission ticket to Sentosa... We went in the Sentosa by Sentosa Express... The ticket was jus 3 dollar.. Damn cheap..
So went in... Took the BLUE line bus to Fort Siloso Park first as the park is closing soon.. So we manage to get in... Set a tour bus up to the hill and drop us at the top of a small hill... We went around the park and looked at the history and also the weapons that the soldiers used during world war in Singapore... NICE!! I love lookin at those weapons...
When we walked to one of the tunnel which is located in BLUE zone., we spotted one of the empty space like a room... A bat was flyin round and round the space... BOYFRIEND was first to enter the space... And she kena shocked and pull me away from the space... I was like curious and I started to ask BOYFRIEND what happened and what inside the space there... BOYFRIEND was cute to say nothing was there... Hahazz...
So we went to take the last bus out of the park at a place... Out of the park, we wan to go some cold-air places to cool down ourselves... So next we went to the UNDER WATER WORLD... Too bad we cannot watch the Dolphine show as it was too late and the last show was at 5 plus... I touched the STARFISH at the touching pool.. BOYFRIEND dun dare to touch... Hahazz... Wanted her to touch but in the end she did not dare to...
Went around in the UNDER WATER WORLD... Really had lot of fun watchin different types of creatures in the sea... Hahazz... NExt out of the UNDER WATER WORLD.., we went for a little walk at Siloso Beach... Then we went to take RED LINE BUS...
Dropped down at Imbiah station... Then went to the 4D Magix there to buy the 2 in 1 Combo ticket.. After buyin the tickets, we went nearby shop for a little walk... Then at 7.20pm, we Q for the 4D magix first... Really did enjoyed the whole mini movie... All the audience kena the water that come out from their own front chair... Felt that we also were involved in the movie... A lot of shaking from the chair... We might nearly fly out of our own seat... Hahazz...
Next went to Q for the Sentosa Cineblast.. This is a new game station... Inside we will like sittin roller coaster... I admit that I scared Roller Coaster.. In the start, I was a little fightened but in the end, I found that the game was fun... This seatin was more on shakin and we kept like wan to be shake out of our own seat... Lucky we got the seat bet or else we will fly out of our seat...
Lastly, we suppose wan to take the sky tower ride but I did not wan.. As I complain BOYFRIEND dunno how to be romance... Hahazz... So BOYFRIEND was like a little bu shuang... So we went to take the sky ride... Look a bit like cable car.... Bought the one way ticket.. When we show the ticket to the staff, they said is not the sky ride... It is for the ride like GO-KART... Both of us was like "HUH"... We did not check the tickets after we bought...
So no choice went to take he ride like GO-KART.. Took our helmet.. I helped BOYFRIEND to wear as she dunno how to put that helmet on... Really had a lot of fun from the ride... From a little race, I won BOYFRIEND.. BOYFRIEND did not overtake me from the race... Wee~~
After all these activities, took Sentosa Express from beach station back to Vivo... Had our own dinner at the Food Court and next we took bus no. 143 then bus no. 334 back to my house... BOYFRIEND stayin overnight at my house... So reached my house at 11 plus.. Both of us went straight into my room... Then ordered BOYFRIEND to find her own present from my bed.. BOYFRIEND was easy to find... In the end, I give lot of clue then she jus simply took out the present out from the place... So watched TV until 1am... Then went for bed....
I love to sleep with BOYFRIEND because I love to hug her to sleep... As for the next day on 17th of July, woke up at 6 plus in the morning, I had to go for work while BOYFRIEND off... So we took cab down to Lot 1 then we went for breakfast at McDonald...
Today was not my day... I am horribly feel damn unwell because of my FIRST day period.. BORING!! Suppose to work morning till night... But in the end, cannot take the pain exchange shift with one of the staff... BOYFRIEND that time stayed until 8 plus then went back home... Then came back to Lot 1 to pass me the pandol that cure my pain at around 4 plus...
But in the end, the pandol did not cure my pain at all... So other staffs asked me to go back home to rest.. So went back with BOYFRIEND around 5 plus... BOYFRIEND did not send me home as she got her own reason.. So I went back myself...
Lastly, I wan to tell BOYFRIEND that I really do have the great day with BOYFRIEND during her birthday.. Really hope that we can have some more fun like that day... Our next outing will be EAST COAST PARK.. BOYFRIEND I wan to be with her FOREVER... I LOVE HER!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:29 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ❤
15th of July... Less than 24 hours to BOYFRIEND's birthday... Really kind of lookin forward to it... Yesterday afternoon before work., went to Jurong Point to buy BOYFRIEND's present... Went to 77th street first, found a Polo T-shirt damn nice but too bad dun have BOYFRIEND's size... So give up on that 77th Street..
Then went down to MAN STUDIO shop... Look around at the clothings for a while and walk round the level 2 to look for more MAN clothing but in the end, I still went back to the MAN STUDIO to buy the shirt..
After that rush to work... Glad to see BOYFRIEND back to work... She had recover a bit... I am so happy to see her... Work as usual.. Quite busy... No free time for me to drink much water...
After work, went for dinner for a while at McDonald Jurong East Entertainment... Then quickly rush back home because rainning... BOYFRIEND did not send me back home.. So have to went back home alone...
Today will be another day... Hope that work will be smooth and good... No more troubles make by those customers...
Counting in process ("v")~~
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ("v") 23 hours left...
I LOVE BOYFRIEND FOREVER & EVER... Promise not to LEAVE ME...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:48 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008 ❤
14th of July... Have not been update my blog for this few days because us usual my laptop still repairing.. Not ready for use... And now I using my brother's laptop to update...
I have not seem BOYFRIEND for 2 days.. Yesterday BOYFRIEND did not come to work as she was really sick.. Then in the morning I have to work alone... No choice lor.. Morning was quite OK.. Until 11 plus, then we were started quite busy... Really no time to drink some water... Lucky, there are 2 people workin... And the driver that helped us to send the stocks to us able to wait...
I extended as I wan to let other staffs to go to eat first... I supposed to work untl 2.30pm but I worked till 6.30pm... BOYFRIEND asked me why I wan to extend.. I told her that I really too soft-hearted... I wan to help them...
For this 2 days, I did really miss BOYFRIEND alot... Suppose yesterday wan to go her house to visit her but she said her house got people... That why cannot go... She also did not reply my SMS oftenly because she was sick... I really do worry her lot lot... I wish that she can get well soon... I LOVE BOYFRIEND..
Counting in process ("v")~~
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ("v") 2 days
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:41 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008 ❤
11th of July... I really quite not happy about yesterday... Really..!! I guess yesterday was not my day... Guess what.. I went back to Republc Poly in the morning... Then went to find some of my Secondary School friends... Wander around at W4... Because most of them are studyin at W4... Talked for a while with Mabel...
After that, we went to One Stop center to pass my withdrawal form... But in the end, it is not approval... Because I have to meet my Program Chair... FUCK sia.. Why so troublesome... Why I have to meet that Program Chair... I dun like it at all... Sianz... Then the person asked me to meet him now... I told her I dun have time in not good tone...
Then I jus took my form away from her and walked away with my friend... It really do make me mad that I have to send an email to the Program Chair to meet him... But the main reason is that I really dun have time to meet him... I everyday have to work if no work, I also need to rest... Travellin all the way from my house to Republic Poly is A KILLER to me... So fuckin LONG journey until I kept yawnin non-stop... I jus hope that the Republic Poly can jus kick me out of the school... Then they can save time... Some more, they dun wan kick me out is that they wan to earn more money from me... Bastard..!!
Another things is that my laptop cannot start the windows... ARGH... And think I have to reformat my laptop... All the songs (more than 100 songs) goin to disappear in one day... HELLz... I spent lot of time to find song and now they might all gone... Anyway, I now using my brother's laptop to type this entry.. And I might not online till my laptop has finish repair by my older brother... Why do these problems all had to happen in this one day...??
Yesterday, BOYFRIEND bought a PSP... Aaahhh... Why she go and buy... She is influencing me to buy one too... Maybe I might be buyin a PSP today... But jus that I dunno where to buy better.. Whatever...
Hope today shall be my day... No more things that make me sad, angry or other emotion thing happen... And lastly, BOYFRIEND please GET WELL soon... I dun wih BOYFRIEND stil sick on her birthday... I LOVE HER!!!
Counting in process ("v") ~~
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ("v") 5 days
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:49 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 ❤
9th of July... I have been stayin at home and rest.. Because today is OFF day... Heard from BOYFRIEND that she is not feelin well.. FEVER... I really do worry for her.. As she does not take good care of herself always... Now she over work herself and fall sick...
I cannot leave my house in the late night because of my parents... They will not let me to go out so late... Somehow, BOYFRIEND's house also had a lot of people... That make me have no chance at all to go to her house...
All I can do is to keep sendin her SMS to ask her to take care of herself... BOYFRIEND do not really allow me to call her as she wan me to save money...
BOYFRIEND please do take care and RECOVER soon... I dun wish BOYFRIEND to be sick on her birthday which is coming really soon...
Tomorrow goin back to Republic Poly to settle something and shall have my lunch at there... So if people who know me and saw me at RP, do say "HELLO" to me... Hahazz... I most possible will be appear there at 10 to 11 plus and 12pm I have to start work..
Counting in process ❤~~
BOYFRIEND Birthday ❤ 7 days
I ❤ my LAO GONG forever... GET WELL SOON my only Lao Gong... ❤❤❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:07 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 ❤
8th of July.. HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNVIERSARY to BOYFRIEND and me... Today cannot celebrate as she will be workin and I today OFF day... So sad... So later will be goin out to Jurong Point for shopping with my mother and also catch the movie, "10 Promises to my dog" with my friend as well as my mother... Hee heezz...
Yesterday work was busy like hell... Left only BOYFRIEND and me in the outlet and other one staff went for break... Before she left for break, Pastries was full and when the time she came back from break, she was surprised to see that all the pastries was sold out and everything was quite EMPTY... Hahazz... Can you all imagine that how busy we are?? Some customers do not have the patience to wait for us to serivce... Haiz.. But lucky yesterday all the customers did had a little patience to wait for us to service them...
After work, went to had dinner with BOYFRIEND near Jurong East Entertainment coffee shop.. On the way to coffee shop, BOYFRIEND gave me a small gift.. She said that the bear looked like one of the Alvin and the chipmunks... And somemore said quite cute... Hahazz... Anyway, I LOVE THAT BEAR alot with that hair standin up in the middle of the head... It looks so COOLz...
This is the CareBear that BOYFRIEND gave me... I ❤ it... Hee heezz.. Thank BOYFRIEND~~!!
After meal, walked back to Jurong East station there to take our bus back home... BOYFRIEND did not send me home as today she will be workin morning and she scared that she cannot wake up... So I took my bus no. 334 and BOYFRIEND took bus no. 105...Can't wait for BOYFRIEND's birthday to come... We goin to have lot of fun on that day... Hope we can... Afternoon we will be goin Sentosa for tour and evening will be East Coast Park then night hope that she can come my house for sleep... I do wish that I can hug her to sleep... Hahazz..
Counting in process ❤~~
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ❤ 8 days
I ❤ BOYFRIEND... Once again, HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY to BOYFRIEND and ME... Hope that we can be together and NEVER break ❤❤❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:18 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008 ❤
7th of July... Wee~~ Jus back home a hour ago... Love my BOYFRIEND more and more... We jus simply like officially HUSBAND and WIFE.. Hahazz...
Yesterday.., can say like afternoon really VERY VERY BUSY.. Then at night, not so busy.. Dunno why the customers suddenly wan to make us busy in the afternoon... Worked from 11am to 10.30pm and I did not go for break as I scared that will be very busy... And I dun wan to left my BOYFRIEND and one more staff alone...
After work.., we left the Lot 1 at about 10 plus goin 11pm.. Took MRT train and went to Jurong East Entertainment McDonald for meal.. BOYFRIEND dun wan me to pay... She always like that.. I wan to share share as I dun wan BOYFRIEND kept spending money on me... Some more she had to support her family also...
After meal, BOYFRIEND did not send me home because she dun wan to miss the last bus back home and taking cab back home is damn expensive... So save money... I MISS BOYFRIEND when the time she leave me... I wish to hug her more... Now we seldom kiss together as we are keep busy working... And really have no time to go out together...
Counting in process ❤~~
Our 4th month anniversary ❤ 1 day
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ❤ 9 days
I wan to be with my BOYFRIEND FOREVER and never been separate with her from other people... I ❤ BOYFRIEND aka LAO GONG... ❤❤❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:01 AM
Sunday, July 06, 2008 ❤
6th of July... Yay.. Jus got back home... Really had a great time with BOYFRIEND.. Went work yesterday at 11am... Then work till 1o.30pm... Work was bit of tough because I workin with a person who I dun like..
After work, went to Jurong East Entertainment there for a movie with BOYFRIEND.. That movie is called "THE STRANGER".. BOYFRIEND wanted to watch... So movie not start yet we went to arcade to play for a while... Then about time we went to buy some food to eat in the cinema...
We will a little late for the movie... I think we only missed a few minutes of the movie... I fully concentrated on the movie... But in the end.., I do not get the storyline of the movie... The whole movie is like playin hide and seek from the 3 murders in the house and outside the house... Quite boring when I do not know what is the whole movie about...
After movie, BOYFRIEND sent me home... We took the last bus of 334... And now BOYFRIEND is alone waiting for her bus NIGHT RIDER bus back home... I felt a little worry for her.. Ad I jus scared that she will be damn bored... Hope that she will remember to send me a SMS when she reach home...
Counting in process ❤~~
Our 4th month anniversary ❤ 2 days
BOYFRIEND's birthday ❤ 10 days
I ❤ My BOYFRIEND FOREVER... ❤❤❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:25 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2008 ❤
5th of July... Yesterday BOYFRIEND's OFF day... So no need to see BOYFRIEND for one day... Work was OK as usual.. But good that I did not show bad attitude to customers most of the time... But I jus cannot take it when customers CUT Q!!
I worked from 12pm to 10.30pm at Lot 1.. I jus started to love to work for night shift because night shift will easily pass time... As at the evening time till night, a lot of customers buy items... In the morning, we can really bored like hell like not much customers... I think I am more suitable to work in the night than morning...
As usual BOYFRIEND did not SMS me... BOYFRIEND called to the outlet.. And asked who called her.. I said I did not.. Is other people call her... I talked to her in anger tone... Because I am not happy with the tone that she talk to me... Like shouting at me... That why I jus like not so happy and I jus hang up the phone with anger...
I kept on SMS her that why is she always wan to make me jealous.. I really dun understand... She still never reply until my work end... We Sms-ed to each other and got back together again... And she did said that I might regret to be with her when I am old... Actually, I will not because I relly do put in a lot of effort to this relationship and I wish to be with her FOREVER.. I LOVE MY DEAR FOREVER.. I promise I will not leave her no matter what happen...
Counting in process ❤~~
Our 4th Month Anniversary ❤ 3 days
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ❤ 11 days
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:58 AM
Friday, July 04, 2008 ❤
Really fast... 4th of July.. Wee~~ Lookin forward to BOYFRIEND's birthday... Say real really quarrelled through SMS last morning... BOYFRIEND really a little stubborn... At work, both of us are really not happy between each other... So we never talk at all at work...
After work.., I started to use SMS to ask her what she really wan although she jus beside me... Because I dun feel like talkin to her... So I use SMS... In the end, we be back together... But I dunno we can last how long.. Our relationship seem every month not so stable... And I do really tryin hard to make it into FOREVER... I hope she can uunderstand me..
I really do wan to spend my life with her only.. And I already plan to earn as much money as I can jus for her to spend in future... I wan to stay by her side to look after her... I LOVE HER FOREVER...
Counting in process ❤~~
Our 4th Month Anniversary ❤ 4 days
BOYFRIEND's Birthday ❤ 12 days
Plans for BOYFRIEND's Birthday ❤
Maybe goin to Sentosa or either Bird Park then next we will goin to East Coast Park for cycling in the evening..
In the night, BOYFRIEND might stayin over night in my house...
Really hope that this plan can carry out smoothly... I wan to give BOYFRIEND an unforgettable birthday experience... I LOVE HER..!! ❤❤❤
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:31 AM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 ❤
2nd of July.. Yesterday dunno why quarrelled with BOYFRIEND.. In work, people thought that BOYFRIEND bully me... And the main thing, I also cannot say anything that between the both of us... Actually, BOYFRIEND did not bully me at all.. Jus that I dun wish to BOYFRIEND worked until so tired.. That why almost all the washing job I did...
I can said that I am super jealous because BOYFRIEND touched other people oftenly and also talked to them the most... Yet for me, I did not... In work, I always kept quiet and do my things... Because I am serious in work and I dun wish to talk much... BOYFRIEND thought I was angry with her... I am not... She wan to have fun in work jus go ahead... I jus wan to concentrate in work and work hard for money...
After work.., BOYFRIEND really tired and I can see that... She dun even think that I really care for her and see her like that make me heart pain... I really dun wish her work until so tired... She even lazy to talk to me.. I try to hold her hand she also refuse... I felt a bit of hurt when she did this to me...
That time, I was thought that I jus wan to let go of you... But I did not let this idea fulfill because I noe that if I let go of her.. My heart will be Super hurt... I may not have the strength to continue my life... Because of her, I have put my aim to earn as much money as I can, so that in future she will not suffer with me... I wan to give her the BEST thing in her life... I noe that she had been suffering since young... She do not have a very good childhood memory...
This time, I will be more understanding.. And I will not date her out in any of her off days because the off days are mearnt for her to rest... No more date between us.. I jus wan her to be happy.. No need SMS to me either because everytime she will be very tired to sms me.. And I dun wish to force her to do that..
As long as she still wish to be with me I am happy... I dun wan to ask for more... I hope that she can understand that my heart only belong to her.. And I was borned to the world jus because of her...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:21 PM
