Saturday, January 30, 2010 ❤
30th of Jan... So fast January is ending soon... And I am down with fever of 38 degree yet I look so normal and behaving normally... No one in the house know I am having a fever... I even dun wish to say... Because I have been keep on sitting on a chair for so long... Yet my mother think that I am lazy and dun wan to do anything... Yet do not realise something wrong with me... How sad...
Yesterday I have been feeling quite funny... Because my eyes sight seem so dreamy yet I can't describe... Feel like fainting... And today morning I totally have no strength to move arond...
Tomorrow meeting boyfriend and will be going down to Sentosa to take a look at the chalet hut... Because need to know how it look before we can do a planning... Will be ordering buffet too... So the birthday party is coming on this week.. I wonder how it will go.. A bit scary and also excited too... First time to have a birthday party organize by myself...
What I have done lately... Is jus everyday rushing in work... Dateline really coming soon... I dunno I can do it before the dateline... I jus scared I can't... I will be forcing myself to do OT too... No choice... No one really do help me...
I have been having school in night too for 2 weekdays in a week... Is tiring but I have to hang on... I have not been eating a proper dinner everytime I have school in the night... These are the foods that I always eat for my dinner when I have class...
Chicken burger from Burger King... My LOVE!
Sushi~
My favourite MILK COFFEE~ To keep me awake when I feel tired after work... Hahaz...
Really doing nothing right now... Waiting for boyfriend to get home from work... Still got another 1 hour plus... Haiz... I wan to do revision yet I can't concentrate because I feel dreamy when I looking at the words... I can't even think when I am having fever... Haiz... Super disappointed...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:48 PM
Monday, January 25, 2010 ❤
25th of Jan... Back to Monday again... Why do weekend end so fast..?? I do hate it... How I wish it can be longer... More days to rest... Haiz...
Anyway just looking at the count down counter and realised that still left 2 more weeks to my birthday party... I am getting more and more excited to my party... Wee~~ Going to prepare some stuffs for my party soon... Planning is needed too... Hahaz...
So back to the topic... Today work is as usual... Just concentrate on the thing I am doing and never care about other things around me... End work and faster rush back home as usual... Tomorrow shall be planning to work 1 hour OT...
I cry again~ What a touching show that I cry about 2 times and more from this show... OMG~
Mmm... Watched my favourite show and next week is the LAST and final ep... Still really cannot bear... So fast end... Hope it can be longer a bit... But not too draggy... Sometimes too draggy made people feel bored... Love the show so so much... Plan to buy the book to read too... As to read in more details... Hahaz... I crazy over this show...
Now have to find other show to watch... Haiz... Sianz sianz sianz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:38 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010 ❤
Tomorrow is the day.. Wee~ Going to watch performance with boyfriend... Men In Tutus... OMG... Quite looking forward to it... I will be wearing the way that I usually dun wear... Not punk, not tomboyish but yet a Girly clothes.. Not so into me... Yet I will be going into it since after last year... I am a grown up girl... I need to change my style of dressing too... Hahaz...
So much things need to fulfill so sudden in my life with my boyfriend.. I feel so happy... I no longer feeling targetless.. Or either I can say life is filled with lot of challenages with my boyfriend... This year target May or June Genting Trip with boyfriend and friends if can and also Taiwan trip with boyfriend and friends in end of the year... Yup... Taiwan trip I super looking toward to it... As maybe I am able to meet some friend in Taiwan if I can contact him or her...
I really need to save up... Cannot anyhow spend money... Hahaz... I know I always love to spend money but I really need to control... Boyfriend please control me... Hahaz... I know boyfriend will always nag at me whenever I say I wish to buy this or that... I jus love my nagging boyfriend...
Later I am gonna to do my homework... I can't be lazy anymore... Haiz... I must buck up... I wan to pass my exam... My aim again... Dun wish to retake the exam... Hope I can do it...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:01 PM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ❤
19th of Jan... 3 days never blog... Felt a little death in here... So I back to post a entry... Maybe a LONG wan if I have something in my brain to type...
Everyday in weekday seem the same... No life... Work work work~ Work for what... Just for CASH and save for the future life... I suddenly have so much things to learn... It just make me feel that time is still not enough for me... Haiz... Dunno why now I regret a little...
Cash is the main key to success all my things that I wish to have... Because without cash, I can't go and learn the things that I wan... That is why I need to work... I can't always depend on my parents... Keep on asking for cash... Now I must really use my own cash to spend on the things that I wish to learn... This is what I always do now...
Today really a great day in the evening only... Because boyfriend came to Bugis to fetch me for dinner after my that work training... Wee~ I LOVE HIM so much... So after training, went to Sim Lim Square to buy my Ipod cable as I lost it... I so much careless... Haiz... This time I will treasure it well... Dun wish to lost it again...
Out of the shop, saw his cousin... LOLz... So qiao... Then together we went for dinner.. His cousin paid most part of our dinner... We ate laska and a drink for each of us... Listened to boyfriend and his cousin conversation... Then his cousin went off to meet other people and boyfriend and me went to Bugis Junction for some window shopping....
Walked past the Bugis Village saw another cousin of boyfriend again... She spotted us... Hahaz... Said "HELLO" then off we continue our things... Shopped for about 1 to 2 hours... Then took bus no. 851, 52 & 335 back home...
Is really quite a LONG LONG journey back home... But did enjoyed the time with him... Love holding his hand while sleeping... Really wish that can hug him to sleep... Hahaz... I dun wan any Teddy bear I wan him to be my Teddy Bear... LOLz... Anyway, thank boyfriend for everytime sending me back home... Felt so fortune and LOVED to have him...
Not long ago on the last Sunday, went out with him... Really fun... Went to the place that I wish to go for a very LONG LONG time... We went to the HELL for a while to see... Had fun in taking photos with those statues...
But I often feeling so uneasy that quite a few people keep looking at me when I was taking photos with some statues... Is it I too pretty?? Hahaz... LOLz... Thick skin of me saying this... But who care about the guys walked past and keep looking at me when I was taking photos...
Anyway, after the place, we went to Yishun for pool... So ate our meal at the Japanese foodcourt then took the shuttle bus to Orchid Country club for pool... I did not really play much as I dun feel like playing... I jus watching boyfriend and his friend playing... Hahaz...
After pool, went back home as usual.. Boyfriend sent me back... Really felt so sad a little when boyfriend going home... Really hope that we can able to live together... Hahaz... I really looking forward to it a lot...
These are some photos only... Other photos can be seem in my FACEBOOK~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:13 PM
Saturday, January 16, 2010 ❤
16th of Jan... Damn fast... Time is passing like so fast till I forget that February is coming in another 15 more days.... Soon Chinese New Year coming too... No mood for Chinese New Year because feel so sianz about the event either... They dun play poker or mahjong or either dun drink... Feel so like got a gap with them... Is hard to find a relative that behave like me... I even wonder why my relatives dun behave like me and even think am I belong to this family... So strange~~
Mmm... Yesterday did not went for work because on MC... Still down with flu and cough... If I go for work, I am sure that I can't concentrate at all... So went to boyfriend's house nearby as boyfriend is bringing me to see the doctor... Waited for 30min for the doctor to get ready...
After doctor visit, went to the coffee shop and bought our breakfast plus lunch... Having this meal at about 8 to 9am in the morning... Then back to boyfriend's house to slack and rest too... Brought my homework along too...
Had our meal together while watching some movies.... Did not really watched fully as we were feeling so tired and boyfriend fall asleep too... Medinice took effect on me to make me feel sleepy too... So slept together in his single bed while hugging... Lovely...
Slept for about 1 hour plus... Then woke up to do my damn homework... Did not finished full again... A little can't concentrate... Played the game, something like CS, from boyfriend's laptop... Played till very serious and really concentrate fully that I almost stick my face to his laptop... Hahaz...
His mother brought back meal so boyfriend and me shared that box of meal... Feed each other and also took turn to play the game too... Hahaz... Love it so much... About 6 plus nearly 7pm., boyfriend accompanied me back home... I fell asleep in the bus... Putting my head on his shoulder... Felt so much comfortable and till it reached my bus-stop there... Think boyfriend's shoulder should feel tired because I know my head is head too... Hahaz...
Sunday meeting boyfriend again... Looking forward... Going out for our date... Finally a date at outside... But I dun really like to go out either... I will rather to go some places which we dun need to spend money at all yet we can be together... This is what a date is regardless where we are either... Dun really mind about other things...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:19 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010 ❤
10th of Jan... I am back to update... Being a long long time never update... Feeling down and stress most of the time now... Not because of work but yet something else... Dun wish to say about it anymore... I have been locking myself in my room most of the time when I am at home... Dun ask me why...
Thank boyfriend for always being so understanding always cheer me up or even make me happy sometimes... Nobody can tahan my temper except him I guess... Most of my ex boyfriends will either quarrel with me if I throw them my temper or even scold me I am stubborn or childish... This is not a real relationship is...
I will treasure our relationship now and forever... We shall save up money for the future... So that to shut my mother's mouth up... Let her have nothing to say about us... I LOVE YOU... No photos for this period...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:49 PM
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 ❤
5th of Jan.. Simply hate each day coming toward me... Feeling time is so fast till I wan to pause the time to rest... Haiz... 2 more days later, I going back to school in the night... Tiring life will be starting real soon... And guess my pandan eyes will get more worst... Haiz... How I wish I dun need to study just focus on work is enough...
Less than a month to my 21st birthday... I am still in processing of the planning... Guess I have to confirm the number of people coming earlier... As my party is celebrated in advance too... I have so much things to done by alone if I wan to have a party... Haiz... I using my own money to buy all the food and also booking of a place all by myself...
Somehow I feel a little tiring about brainstorming the party...But no choice because is my party... So I have to do it by my own... Really hope that I can success in opening the party...
Tomorrow is another day of working... Haiz... Tiring... Today without boyfriend's calling accompany me to work, I have used a method to keep myself awake but in the end, I still slept in bus... Argh... I suppose wan to keep myself awake by reading my chinese nobel storybook but read half way, my visible sight became so blur and soon my eyes just close like this... OMG...
I hate to sleep in bus every single morning or even after work... I really dun love to miss my stop either... But I dunno why I just can't control and just sleep like this... I even fall asleep when I am working, like when I was typing words, and I just fall asleep like this... I even keep on listen to my Ipod to keep me stay awake but it still FAIL... OMG.. How I wish I can have a longer holiday to recharge my energy... Or either I can fall sick one day to stay at home and sleep... Hahaz... That the better idea...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:52 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010 ❤
3rd of Jan... The 3rd day of the year 2010... Yesterday was a great day with boyfriend and his friend... Boyfriend came to my house to meet me... And off to Causeway Point for movie and meeting his friend at there...
So unlucky that the counters' computers all broke down and we had wasted lot of time to Q for the tickets... In the end, they only allowed the people to buy Alvin and Chipmunks 2 tickets... Other movie tickets must came back later... WTH.. Lot of people also felt so super unhappy...
So no choice went to walk around with boyfriend since his friend still not with us yet... Ate our lunch... After meals, went back to the cinema there... The computers were ready to use... And saddest that Avatar was almost sold out only let with 1st 2 rows... So no choice we changed our movies to CHAW the korea movie...
After that, went to shop in a random DVDs shop till boyfriend's friend reached Woodland... Met him and off we went to Civic Centre for Starbuck... Set there for sometime and chatted...
At about 4 plus, we went back to cinema for movie... Had some laughter in the movie if you all understand what the characters in the movie are talking about... Hahaz... Silly policemen...
After movie, went to have my dinner while boyfriend and his friend watching me to eat as they will be eating late in the night... Boyfriend kept on complaining my ugly looking while I am eating my dinner... I love to sweet quarrelling with boyfriend... We always love to scold each other bad words and love to smack each other...
After dinner, boyfriend sent me back home first and his friend will be waiting for him at Woodland... Sad that I can't go with them to drink... Haiz... How I wish I also can go and drink with them... But nevermind shall wait till for my party chalet... Maybe will going with them to drink... Hee heez... Still planning in process and hope that his friend also can make it for my party as to accompany my boyfriend... I just scared my boyfriend will feel lonely during my party...
Today is really a boring Sunday... Can't go out at all... Even if wan go out, I also dun have the money to go out... I running out of cash... First time in my life that now my saving in bank or with me not more than $100... This is so surprise because I have paid my school fee and whatever I owe to my mother... I am still waiting for my pay... Hope that I can faster get pay... And I am going to shopping soon for my Chinese New Year clothing... Hahaz... Maybe shall ask Yali and friends to join me and also will not forgetting my own boyfriend to tag along... He love to stick with me whenever I go... Hahaz.. Helping me to carry stuffs too... He will never complain about it...
Tomorrow is the day to start work... I am really getting so much boring again... And soon starting my class on this coming Thursday... Back to school and going to meet new classmates... Haiz... I will feel very tired... I guess... Really hope that I no need to study at all... I wan to faster finish my CAT and shall see how.. Maybe will not continue my ACCA... I wan to forcus on my work more and earn more money...
Anyway, stop writing now... Shall thinking of making a new blog for combination of me and my boyfriend... My boyfriend also dun mind of writing in the blog... But he will try because never write in a blog before... Bye bye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:13 PM
Friday, January 01, 2010 ❤
1st of Jan... 1st day of the year... Hee heez... Finally back to blog... I am so happy that spending the 1st day of the year with boyfriend at a sercet place which I can't say it at here... Really had a great time with my boyfriend just for the night... I also did treasured the time with him... Understand that how much he did cared and love about me...
Yesterday worked till 1pm and rushed down the building to meet boyfriend... Went to Novena station there to have my lunch (Burger King)... Boyfriend did not eat... But ate some of my fries and had my Lemon Tea too...
After lunch, went to Cold Storage to buy 3 cans of alcohol and a packet of chocolate for hunger... Then took cab to our sercet place to stay overnight... Boyfriend just wan to get there faster that why took cab instead of taking train...
To our sercet place, slack till 6pm, went to have our dinner at nearby coffee shop... Nothing much to eat either... Mother called and made me angry... Sorry boyfriend that my anger also influence to you and I know you do really try hard to make me cool down... I cried a little as I am on anger... Boyfriend scared that he is the one who made me cry if people saw me crying right in public...
After dinner, went to the 7-Eleven to get some drinks and tib-bit... All the expenses are paid by boyfriend and I did not really paid on it... Love boyfriend so much...
Back to our place, slack and watched the movies shown on TV... And also watched the countdown party... Nothing special this year... Had some alcohols.. All 3 cans I drank... Boyfriend did not have a taste either because he dun like this type of alcohol... And I was half drunk... I can't sit properly... And keep on lie on boyfriend's back...
After that, went to sleep because felt so tired... Slept so soundly and did not realise about boyfriend was talking at me...
In the morning, woke up and bus to Bedok station then Boon Lay station... Had our lunch plus breakfast at Jurong Point.. After the meal, boyfriend sent me home... Time always passes so fast and I dunno when is the next time meeting boyfriend... I do miss him... Time with him always not enough.. Haiz...
Waiting boyfriend to get home and video call with me in the night... And now I am doing nothing just being a wandering ghost hang around the Facebook... Sound so boring...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:09 PM
