Monday, November 30, 2009 ❤
30th of Nov... The Final LAST day of the November... Soon December will be ending soon either and YEAR 2010 will be coming... I hope is a brand new fresh year for me... Without any troubles coming into my life... The year I stepping to my adult age... I super looking forward to it... I still dunno how am I going to celebrate my birthday... Maybe is a good choice of travelling to a country that I wish to go with friends during my birthday... Or just stay in Singapore open a birthday party...
Opening a birthday party sound so tradition... Everyone keep on doing the same old things... Somemore I also do not have much close friends to invite... How about going to other country to travel... Maybe shall have this idea... Thinking of going JAPAN or TAIWAN in February... BEST right.. I wan to save more money from today... Hope I can do it... Cannot always just say say... I hate it... ACTION PLEASE.. Hahaz..
Yup.. Today no mood to work.. Somemore is the first day of work after a LONG holiday... Haiz... Worry about my boy... Told me that Saturday will be back in Singapore but till now not yet back... Somemore tomorrow need to Book in... My silly zhu zhu where have he gone... I MISS MY ZHU ZHU SO MUCH... Hee heez... Hope you can be back tomorrow and SMS me for your safety... Worrying you since Saturday till now...
My handphone had never switch to slient mode since Saturday.. Because I scared I might give a miss on Boyfriend message at anytime... Somehow I keep on holding my handphone on my hand and never put in my bag just waiting for boyfriend sms... Haiz... When my handphone ring, I thought was Boyfriend but in the end, is just a friends' messages.. Made me so felt sad in my heart... Haiz...
Tomorrow is another day of working.. I wonder how am I going to survive without boyfriend messages... Boyfriend's messages are the courages for me to continue my life and even brighten up my single day... Haiz... I miss you my dear boy... I have been leaving lot of messages in his handphone... Hope he will not get surprises when he saw his handphone.. They are all my love and concern from me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:44 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009 ❤
28th of Nov... Today is a very boring day to me... Hate to stay at home... Because whenever I stay at home, I will keep on hear a voice that I dun love to hear... Why can't I can have some peace..?? Haiz...
After K box, we walked to Hereen for the Sexy Diamond shop... Both managers are at there... LOLz... Wishing more nice stocks can coming asap... I wan Sexy Babylon clothing... Hee heez...
After that, went to Far East Plaza for shopping.... Did not buy any clothings because dun really have an eye on anything... Then walked to Taka for dinner... LONG Q everywhere at the restuarant.. So no choice walked to Heeren basement for dinner... First time going there to eat... I chose the Curry Chicken as it is my favourite dish...
Had the Milk tea for drink... After dinner, went to take the train back home... Happy days always past so fast...
Missing my boyfriend right now... Hoping he can be back asap and sms me to let me know he is back... Haiz... Missing someone and not meeting him for a week is just a suffering for me... Hope he really enjoy his trip..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:41 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009 ❤
Back to blog... Haiz... No more mood to revise my work because those information just cannot get into my brain... Dunno what really happen... Last time I can remember easily but now not really a single wan... Really kinda of worry about my exam... Haiz...
Today have been staying at home watching Gokusen Drama... Watched till ep9 season 1 only... Really hope to get the DVDs instead... Because is more easier to watch and no need to wait for the Youtube loader to load... It does take quite a few minutes...
Mmm... I have chosen a path that I did not really dare to choose in my entire of life before.. Is a challenage to me... But willing to give it a try... Because of LOVE... Really hope can go on smoothly...
Waiting for his sms... Wondering what he being doing now... Hope he can turn in early dun really stay out late for bed... I miss him either...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:45 PM
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22th of November... Just woke up not long... I was early today... Usually I wake up is 11am plus... But dunno why today damn early... Yesterday had a great dates with Girlfriends and other friends... Hahaz...
Yesterday morning went out about 9 plus then took bus and train to Plaza Singapura... Bought the tickets and slowly went level by level to shop till the time for the meeting... Saw quite a lot of CDs offering... OMG... Is just making my heart so itchy to buy them.... Dunno why... But in the end, I did not buy a single one...
Met Yali and Cornelia at the Cinema level... Then down one level for lunch... Ate Korea foods... Then went to Daiso to buy my bottle drink and up for the movie...
OMG... The last 3 rows of the cinema seats were fully booked... All are youngters only a few kids... Watched that "Gokusen" movie... Movie was great... As usual the same style happening... But really hardly remember who is who because their looking might look alike but I still remember some main characters only...
After the movie, we went to shop... Walked a few shopping mall and to Heeren... YAY.. Sexy Diamond time again... Bought the black jacket that I wan... Shall wear it for work... As is thick enough for me not to stay freezing.... Bought a cap for Cornelia for the 21st advance birthday... Hahaz... Though is still 2 months but is ok to buy early... REMEMBER I got buy present for you...
After that, walked to Taka for dinner as for me is teabreak... Hahaz... Had MosBurger... The baby girl beside our table is so CUTE... I looked at her and she kept on staring at me... When I continue my food, then she stop looking at me... Chatted a while with Girlfriends...
Then up to bookstore... Wondering at the Japanese section... A lot of kawaii magazine from Japan... Hee heez... Singapore dun have such cute magazine... SUX... After that, we walked to Far East Plaza... Brought them to the I LOVE STAGE shop... Stayed outside did not go in... Because no other customers inside... So continue our shopping on the top levels till going 6pm...
Then to ION for a little shop... And took train back home for them... And me meeting the guys... Met them at BLK496 for dinner... Anyway, just realised that I had 4 meals in a day... OMG... And chatted a little and guys smoking break... Understand he smoke but hope that he dun smoke too much and heavily... Is bad for health.. After that, together took bus to Jurong Point for just a walk...
Quite a long time did not see him... Felt a sightly cold between us... As dunno what to talk... But he still behaved like last time... And talked like last time.. The only change for him is his voice... Wondering around Jurong Point till 8 plus then took bus home for me... He kept on disturb me in bus again like last time... LOL...
Back home.. Sms-ed him for chat a while... Then he finally asked me for a relationship... At first, I said are he kidding... Hahaz... But he replied that this type of thing he will not joke with me and he serious... And so I accepted...
Just dun wan to control someone I love too much... Will be giving him lot of freedom to let him do the things that he love... And never try to change him to a new person... Just be himself is enough... Or else the result will not be better... This is my basic rule for every relationship... Hope it can be last FOREVER...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:09 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009 ❤
19th of November... Mmm... Today is a very tiring day... Because not enough sleep.. Only slept 4 hours... Haiz... I thought I will able to sleep more but never go to bed early...
Last time had a wonderful dream... A wonderful dream that I never wan to wake up... Is being so long that I never have this feeling either... 8 years ago, we can play together, being bad in class together, never listen to lesson and play games during lesson time sercetly...
I miss the time how he always copy me and make me laugh, even willing to accompany me in school when I got the time to stay back... I know time can't turn back...
But now I trying to give a try that I am going to jio him... 8 years ago, he jio me and 8 years laer, I jio him back... Hee heez... 8 years ago, we are couple before but we did not really date out before as we are still 13 years old...
Now he still remember my ugly looking and he said he will not forget about it... Dunno why... LOL... I also think that that ugly looking is so ugly that time no choice I was crying right in front of him... Somehow he still make me laugh... And something happen... OMG... Then he still laugh like hell at me...
I wonder now he still got feeling toward me because it has being 8 years... Had sent him 3 sms-es and none replied yet... Today he is in NS... I wonder did he got my number or I sms to a wrong person... That why no reply...
But nevermind... Shall wait for him to online in MSN one day to ask him... Is better in this case... I shall wait and see... This shall be my 2nd time to jio guy.. Super excited a little... Hope this time I can success...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:12 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ❤
Today is really unexpected day... I just feeling this way.. Dunno why... Work still ok... Manage to finish all my work on time till I dunno what to do in work... Quite slacking either... Hahaz...
After work, took train back because need to top up my damn ez-link card... No choice... I dun love to take train because is so really crowded... I hate the crowded train... They just keep on pushing and never love to give way... Anyway, I really on anger, got one ang mo walked to a side of the train and the train started to move, he fell on me... ARGH... But lucky, he knew how to get up fast... Or else I really will get angry...
Back home, doing the usual things... Revising my work and chit chat with friends through MSN... And also watched online videos through YouTube during my dinner time... Kinda of surprise that a friend, who I knew in 8 years ago, came and chat with me... Anyway, I did miss him lot lot... And he is my very FIRST ex when I was in Primary school... Unforgettable experience that how he always love to copy me as my actions and make me laugh like crazy when I am sad...
Knew that we now walking different style of life... Glad that he still came and talk to me... And listen to my heart either... Told him how I feel toward him in the past and told him that what the reason in the past that I dumped him... Now really felt regret or else we might still together... MAYBE... Just know that now my heart slowly went to him again.. But never give too high expectation... As we are no longer that close like in the past.. Maybe I also not the type he love anymore... We should just be Best friends...
Anyway is time for bed.. Sweet dream every readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:51 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009 ❤
16th of Nov... Today is quite a fast day for me... Did not realise time passes so fast.. Work was ok for me... Being busy doing some of my stuffs and spend my whole afternoon typing the outstanding customers details into the Excel sheet till the end of work... See those wording just make my eyes go blur...
Tomorrow might be a quite average busy day for me... Maybe I guess... Because will be creating invoices... And after that, typing all the outstanding invoices into the Excel Sheet again...
Just now, did sightly a few questions of my revision book... And also chatting with one friend... Just having some random chat... Watched my favourite show in YouTube... Damn So super nice... Now really looking forward for the next ep and it will be uploaded in YouTube on this coming Sunday Midnight only... That super sad... Haiz... Must wait...
Is so cool to see Rainie and Show kissing together... I wonder how Xiao Gui feel about it when he see this... Haha.. Xiao Gui is Rainie's Real life ex boyfriend... He will sure at least feel jealous...
Today entry is about random entry... Nothing else to type either... I feeling so sleepy as usual... But now watching TV before going to bed... Sweet dream people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:47 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009 ❤
15th of Nov... Days pass damn fast and is Monday again... Looking forward for work... Because got work then got money.. Hahaz... I have become money face... I have been putting my 100% effort on my present work... I do always hope that I can depend on myself not troubling anyone in work... That is what I wish to be...
Today spending the whole day at home... Doing revision yet not fully concentrating... Haiz... Being influence by my laptop.... Playing the random songs in my laptop to accompany me and watched 2 eps of my favourite entertainment shows when I am eating...
Free time when feeling bored.. Chatted with some girlfriends... Chatted about this coming Saturday date and also the Sexy Diamond stuffs... Looking forward for this Saturday for the movie... O man... Finally can see my girlfriends again after so many months... I guess I might wan to take photos with them if I got the chance.. Hahaz...
Chatted with my Eric didi... Sorry that I cannot go K box or go your house tonight but I will come your house on this coming Friday... Hee heez... I know that when he come and find me, he sure got something unhappy things happening on him... Always like that wan... But please dun drink too much on that day when I am with him... Is good that once unhappiness things have happen, just let it happen and dun think back because you just can't predit what going happen next either... Just be happy to face the problem and make it a challenage in life...
Mmm... Life is going fine with me without anyone keep on disturbing me and asking me a DUMB and LAME question... I really feel so comfortable these few days... And also must thank Wormie for accompany me for the date of my whole day of yesterday and last few days being chatting with me through MSN... Really feel so happy to have you as my friend... Hahaz...
As come to the topic, this question is no longer important to me anymore... As long as you are happy, life can be really wonderful without a partner... Last time, I keep on craving for a relationship really badly... But ever since after the break from a guy named "YM", I looked more clearly into my life and being reflecting my everything...
From that period after the break, I know is my bad that I have been leaving bad comments to him and talk bad about him... This is because the pain he gave in my heart is not heal... I have been flirting around either for that period... But now, I back to normal... Throwing away those memories that I have been flirting around, starting a new fresh life and wish not to contact those guys again that I have gave my number to during that period...
Thank for influence me that work is more important than anything... Without cash, you just cannot survive in this world.. This is the basic rule of the living... And is good that you keep on upgrade your own knowledge to get a better pay instead of getting those hundred dollar every month... Is really suffering...
Thank for dumping me and make me grow up in my thinking... I hope I can still continue work hard for my future... So my sentence goes to everyone, "Without a guy or love, life can still go on really well and it only depend on you... Because the chance is yours..."
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:04 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009 ❤
14th of Nov... Really had a great day with my friend, Wormie... Lolz... Thank for the date... Actually never think of going out but on last Friday, the day before the date, he suddenly asked me out for a date in the night through MSN... So we decided to watch the movie that both of us wan to watch it badly... Lolz... So we booked the ticket online using his debit card on that Friday night...
So met him at 12 plus at Somerset Station... Then we walked to Cine for movie... So to the Level 5 counter by the lift, flashed his card to get those tickets and next we went to buy our so called "LUNCH"... Lolz... He had Nacho & I had Jumbo Hotdog meal... I paid for the meal as he treated me the movie ticket...
So went up to Level 6 for movie... The movie was not bad... But is disturbing that there is a foreginer sitting beside me... He just keep on shaking his legs and it vibrate the whole row of chairs... I felt so uncomfortable... I felt a little anger in me... So I controlled...
The movie for "2012" was so exciting... Some parts are sightly touching to me... But this movie is LONG and it is worth for watching... Hahaz... Is a 150min, mean that 2 hour 30min movie long... Never notice that this movie is long too...
After the movie.., went to Level 8 for K box... Wee~~ Got the same room again K50... Damn I hate that room... That time is 5 persons... But this time is 2 persons... Haiz... Anyway, enjoy singing with him... Hahaz... His voice sound pro in singing but he just dunno how to make use of it... Hahaz... Have serious singing session with him..
Sing till 7pm... Then slowly walked to Heeren for Sexy Diamond... But too bad nothing attract me yet... So then back to Cine for dinner... Dinner at Suki Suhi... Wee~~ Love Jap food... He also does...Hahaz.. Same liking in food... Both of us chatted some stuffs about the sushi(s).. Again he treated this dinner... He asked me to treat him back in the next date again...
After dinner, I decided to go home as I scared my parent might call me... So he sent me home... Took bus no.174... In the bus, watched some videos together in my Ipod and listened to some random songs... Then arrived and sent him to my house bus stop for him to take bus home...
There goes my today date... Next week another movie date with my girls and him again... Wee~~ Next week movie will be watching "GOKUSEN"... Finally... Sorry for using his card always to book tickets... Hee heez... Looking forward for next week...
Photos for today date...
Jap foods for DINNER.. Wee~~
The speed for this sushi(s) machine is quite fast... LOL..
My quite favourite dish...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:58 PM
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14th of Nov... OMG.. Mid November already.. Argh.. Saying so many times I wan to study hard yet I never prove it... Hate it... I so lazy to do it... Dunno why..
I will be posting some outdated photos and present photos... Next post I shall post up my Sexy Diamond collection.. Hahaz.. Wee~~ I love Sexy Diamond.. I also quite interested into that Sexy Babylon.. But I dunno can pre-order from Sexy Diamond shop.. Shall check out with them soon...
Later shall be a fun day... Found a friend to go out with... For a movie "2012" first then K box-ing.. Wee~~ We had booked the ticket online with his credit card and I super looking forward for that movie too... OMG.. Can't wait for the movie to start in less than 12 hours...
Mmm.. Am still waiting for the movie "GoKusen the movie"... I am so much excited... I wan to watch that movie so badly... 19th of November will be going with a friend to watch this movie in Somerset... O man... Faster show in Singapore.. I simply can't wait for that movie too...
OMG~~ Hope this 2 movies dun make me disappointed... I have highly hopes on both of them... I hope is worth watching too.. Hahaz...
Random Photos time~~
Time for bed now... Time checked 1:21am... Sweet dream all my readers and blog hoppers... Wee~~ Cold weather today!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:21 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009 ❤
12th of Nov... I am back to blog... Just back home not long ago... Not yet bath.. Lolz... This period I feeling so easily tired and sleepy and even no mood to study... I dunno what happen... I wish I can have a long holiday but I can't... Haiz.. I am a working adult... No longer can behave like a kid or teenager...
Mmm... Yesterday after work, rushed down to Orchard in the end, took the wrong bus... Dropped off at Boon Keng MRT station and took train to Orchard instead... Wasted my time of taking that bus... Then to Taka, as usual bought the magazines I used to buy every month...
After that rushed to the bus stop and took bus no.190 to Choa Chu Kang to meet a male friend for dinner... This is my first time to meet him... But I dun feel any excitment at all about the net meeting... Maybe this is not my first time meeting an online friend face to face...
Firstly went down basement to chat with last time working friends... I still miss the time when we are happily working together... Because of "SOME PEOPLE", our friendship break and also relationship break off too... I hate them... But now seldom see those people working there, I can be really happy to see them again...
At 8 plus, went up to Level 4 with this new friend... Suppose to eat in Food Court but too many people and no place for seat so decided to eat a Japanese restuarant.. Chit chat during dinner time... And found out from him that I am the FIRST person from him doing net meeting... LOLz... I should feel honour.. Hahaz... This time he paid for the dinner... He dun wan me to paid either... So next time I shall treat him back if we got the chance to meet up again...
After that, went to Basement again, I was chit chatting with my friends and he just walked around alone first... After 15 to 20 minutes, we walked round the shopping mall till nothing, then I decided that I wish to go home as I am tired also... So he sent me to Jurong East station only...
Anyway, nice knowing him... I got another new friend and I am happy... I just dun wan to be so easily lonely and I also do hate the feeling... It just made me cry so easily and thinking a lot of stuffs which I cannot control myself too...
Today is another day as usual working day... Work was ok quite slack to me... Because I also did not do much things... Just packing the invoices that it...
After work rush down to Somerset for class... Last day of CLASS... OMG.. So little people... Somemore I am not in the mood for class... I dun like the lecturor either... Haiz... I feel glad that finally I have finsh this Paper... Now waiting for exam to come... I should really stop slacking... Exams are less than a month... OMG...
I skipped class as usual.. Run away during break time... Is just too boring to stay in the class to study... Somemore I going to fall asleep.. Hahaz...
And one more thing to some random guys... PLEASE DO GIVE ME A BREAK... Please be more understanding... Is no use to force someone to love you when this person dun wish to have relationship yet... Overall, when the time you still feel not right, you will feel hurt too and easily being dumped by that person... I dun wish you all to become my next victims and either I dun wan to be a BAD person or be a Hongster...
Got to go and do my stuffs... Shall update next time... Sweet dream people... LOVED~!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:08 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ❤
10th of November... I have been not updating my blog for 5 days... OMG... Blog is rotting... I being busy with my work... And in the night, always wan to update yet never because I am too tired after work... I know I must hang on in order to earn more cash for myself and for my future.... I mean it...
I hate to being poor in future... Because I wish to give a nice and comfortable life for my future child or children... This is what I have been thinking since I am 18... Such a young age have this thinking is not easy... I am really mature in some ways when I am studying in primary school.... I even think of when I wish to get marry...
Mmm... I single now.. Is good to being single... At least I can be more freedom in some ways... Now think a lot of things when I am free... I dun wish to waste my time just to concentrate on one guy... I wish to know more guys and make friends with them... But not stead... I mean it... Maybe I am still young for that...
But I might accept in the middle of time when I meet a RIGHT one... A right one who willing to work hard for future life... A right one who know how to entertain me when I am day dreaming or feel sad... A right one can give me the feeling of the safe in his hug and his kiss...
This I unable to find anymore after since my previous 2 ex boyfriends left me... 2 ex boyfriends working in the same company with me in the past that I had... I must thank them for making me be more much mature in working life... Thank for giving me such happiness life before and also letting me feel safe in their hugs... I love it... But now, we hardly talk to each other... I miss both of you two... I hope you two can contact me...
Tomorrow going to Choa Chu Kang to find one friend... My previous job best friend... Hahaz... Such a long time never see her... I miss her... And her singing too.... Miss her jokes too... And everytime when I am in trouble in work, she will always help me... Never like other people keep on bully me...
Tomorrow hope work also will be fine... I love my job too... Though it maybe really busy and sightly tired... Hee heez... Will update once I free again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:55 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009 ❤
5th of November... Is NOVEMBER OMG.. Freak... One more month to my exam... I did not really study hard.. LOLz... Whatever... I shall study hard once I got the free time...
Today after work as usual, rush down to Tampines to find Jason Didi and Xiong Dear... I did not do OT.. Is jus a waste of my time... I dun like OT... I prefer come to work early instead of staying at work late till night... Only lazy people can't finish their works that why they got to do OT...
Work jus simply made me feel so easily tired and sleepy... I everytime will sleep during my journey back home or to work without fail... Notice that sometime work is unfair because some people in work throwing their works to me and is so how not my work and I have to help them to finish them... I somehow feel this way... But I dun care much.. Because at least I can learn more things.. Maybe in future might be more pro than them in handling those jobs... Hahaz..
I simply love Xiong Dear deeper and deeper each day... Dunno why... He really being so good to me... But however I also know about his weakness on outside but not inside yet... His weakness is he is way too quiet.. But Now I found out that he got changed for me... At least now he did really speak out a lot of stuffs to me which I love to listen to him and understand how he feel and think..
I hope he dun mind about my selfish temper which had not appear outside for really long period... And also hope this temper can never come out of me in future too... I jus hate this temper...
I feel very tired and sleepy now... Tomorrow still got to work again... Got to sleep now.. Good night and Sweet dream to everyone of you...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:58 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 ❤
4th of November... Yesterday was a great day with my loved one... My loved one is Jason Didi and Xiong dear... Slacking at Tampines after my work... Work was tiring as usual... Too much stuffs to do, I really hope I can finish that filing before the dateline end... I still left with one more file to go... Haiz... Some outlets just simply cannot be co-operate... Ask them to fax receipt, they like dun care... What the hell...
After work, straight away rush to Tampines to meet Xiong and Jason Didi.. Both of them was late and in the end, I walked to their BLKs to find them... No choice...
Had dinner at their coffee shop and walked to a BLK to slack... Had fun chatting and playing with Xiong... As usual, Xiong still very caring and helpful... Helping me to carry my bag every time without fail...
After that went to another area sit there and slack till 10 plus in the night... Being chatting, playing, resting whatever we can... Time pass by damn fast... Xiong and I used the SMS method to talk something about our relationship things... Yup, I giving him chance and getting back to him again because I do see the success process of changing in him...
Anyway I hope he can continue to change... Will give him lot of courage and hope too... Anyway later night after work will be meeting Jason Didi and Xiong dear for dinner at Orchard tomorrow... Super looking forward... Hahaz... Dunno why...
I am super tired right now... I got to sleep now... Sweet dream to every blog hoppers and readers...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:58 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 ❤
2nd of November... Yesterday I did had fun with all friends at Changi Airport and slacking at Tampines area... Yesterday I suppose just wan to stay at Changi Airport to study but in the middle of time, I decided that I wan to go for movie...
Yesterday got Xiong and Jason Didi accompanied me in the airport... They just playing their stuffs while I just doing my homework... One more of his friends just come along...
In the evening took bus to Tampines... And walked under a block to slack there with them... Another friends of theirs joined in too... The boys start to play their cards.. And I just sit there and watch them played... I felt very easily tired and sleepy just sitting there watched them play... Dunno why...
6 plus walked to Tampines mall to have dinner and up to Level 4 for the movie... I suggested to watch that "POKER KING"... Anyway I love that movie... Got my favourite actor inside... It is really funny... If it is cantonese version, It will be better... At least their voices are not being replaced by other people, which I dun love it...
After movie, went to a staircase for a small slack.. Cause 2 friends wan to smoke for a while... Then I suggested that I need to go home as next day have to wake up early for work... So feeling so tired of taking Train, I wan to take cab... See not much cabs around...
Thank for all the guys for helping me to get a cab back home... Hahaz... Felt honour to have them helping me... Is just being like crazy... I kinda of worry about them anyhow crossing the road without looking at the traffic light... I kept on talking loudly to them while other people keep on staring at us like something happening... LOL..
After this day past.., I have really reflect on myself and even my heart... I think I still have the feeling for him after meeting him the whole day... Though he still like quiet and shy, but just that I sightly fall for him... I now giving him a chance that he can change to be an more active person instead of a quiet person... I know is hard to change... I am not going to force him... But I do hope he can success... Anyway, I am thinking of him right now... Waiting that he can more gentleman know what should be done right now... Know how to SMS to me always when I need someone...
Everyday when during my break time, before work, or after my work, I will confirmly take out my handphone and staring at my handphone... Hoping that his SMS will appear on my handphone screen... But those messages appeared are not from his... A little disappointed... I only answered those messages a few times and ignored them... Giving them a rude attitude of me... I know is bad... But I had no choice... I dun wish to being disturb always...
Looking forward for this weekend... I hope you can come... I wan to see you... I wan to have more fun like yesterday... That all...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:05 AM
