Sunday, May 29, 2011 ❤
29th of May... Wee~ I am back... Woohoo... Had a great day today... Super happy... Because I saw my part of idols today... OMG~ They are really super cute... And they are really the easy going girls... OMG~ Unlike Singaporeans... Ya I have to admitted...
Today woke up super early... 5 plus in the morning... And prepared... And I wasted my 30 minutes on this stupid hairstyle... But no choice I love this hairstyle... Hahaz...
Then out of house about 6 plus... And walked to Lakeside station as fast as possible... Took train to Somerset station and waited Bibi at there too because he reaching soon too... Then together walked to Scape and saw that there are quite a number of people started to Q already... So no choice have to follow the Q...
The time kinda of passing damn slow... Hee hee... Was just listening to my Ipod songs or either taking photos to kill the time... And also waiting the time strike 11 plus so we can able to buy our lunch from Long John Silver... We just sort of walking about too... About 1 plus, girlfriend came and join the Q because she decided to join in the concert...
At about 2 plus.., finally the door opened and it time for us to find seat and get ready for concert... Wee~ Waiting for the concert to start is sightly long... But concert start on time... Wee~ When the music started, light turn off, all audience stand up, hand up with own light sticks and shouted the cheer... Wee~ This is so fun... I was trying to learn what they are talking about too... And also slowly learn...
With lot of shouting, jumping, dancing with the songs., this is so much fun... Hahaz... Then the concert ended about 4 plus., and we got the chance to get near to our idols... Handshake with them and also got chance to talk to them too... Though their English is not good but they try their best to say English... Got a girl from AKB48 talked Japanese to me while she was pointing at my shirt... I really wish to know what she say but no chance cause I dun really understand Japanese... Mmm... Sad I only can smile to her and move on to next girl...
When I move on to a girl, the girl like spotted me and Bibi wore the same shirt and asked are we couple... I said YES... Then another girl which is beside her very happy and made a HEART shape with her hands... LOL~ Then suddenly their Japanese language pop out again which she was talking to her other friend... Hahaz... Damn funny sia... Handshake was really quite fast... It feel like dreaming... OMG~ I shaking hands with the AKB48 girls... OMG~ They are really cute...
After the shake, walked to one side... Mmm... Sad that phototaking are not allowed... This is so sad... So no photos for this whole concert... But is ok~ Next have to rush home for dinner... Damn sianz... I thought of going shopping as is GREAT SINGAPORE SALE period... Haiz...
This is the day just past like this... Anyway, I confirm attending AKB48 3rd concert... Hee heez... The concert is super fun and I love it a lot... Wee~ Guess have to prepare some money to buy tickets and prepared to buy light stick too... Wee~ Love it...
Tomorrow is another boring day... Staying at home as usual for revising.. Boring life... But no choice... Exam coming soon... Very soon... Hope everything will goes well... Haiz... OKOK~ Signing out now... Hee heez... I still can't turn my mood back... OMG~ I still under concert mood... Eee~ Whatever...
The book I bought... Hee hee... General election... Wahaha~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:50 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2011 ❤
24th of May~ Just past 12am midnight... And I am not in bed... Hee hee... Maybe going sleep soon... Before midnight was Monday... Yup... People always complain Monday blue... I did not have it... But I only have it when I am working only... Hee hee...
So got the new from the website... O yea... I did not make it in the interview of the TV show... I totally feel so happy and relax... Like releasing a bag on my back... Hahaz... I dunno why I do have this feeling and I have been thinking that I have made a wrong choice that I have signed up for that show either... But whatever what past is past... Hahaz...
Mmm... Had been staying at home for the whole day of the Monday... Same as usual set on the same spot revising my stuff and going online... Yup... So boring... But whatever... Exam is really coming soon... So I am going to do my best and just write whatever I can... That all...
Anyway, the listing of the members for the AKB48 concert on this coming Sunday is OUT~ Woohoo... Looking forward on this Sunday to see them on LIVE... But sad is that my favourite members will not appear in the concert as they are not the choosen one... But is ok to me... AKB48's spirit is still here... Yup... Going to enjoy the concert... And there is a small cheer to learn too... But I dunno how to read so just going to be monkey see monkey do... Hahaz... And also there is going to be a surprise for the birthday girl too for 3pm slot... Woohoo... Though that slot no birthday celebration... But hack care we going to give her a surprise... Wahaha~ Looking forward too...
Mmm... Next meeting with Bibi should be on the Friday... That day I am going to his school to wait for him to finish school and also going to Scape to collect the concert tickets... Hee hee... Thinking of buying the note book... But at home I still got one note book have not write finish... Think is kinda of waste money right now... Maybe shall buy that note book when I finish my current note book...
Shall end here... Guys sweet dream~ Hee hee...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:22 AM
Monday, May 23, 2011 ❤
23th of May... Hee hee... Today is our special day~ Today is our 4th Month Anniversary~ Woohoo~ Glad that we have been together for 4 months... And still counting on till forever... Hee hee~
Yesterday, 22th of May, was a great day to hang out with Bibi... Morning woke up early 8 plus in the morning... Prepared and walked to Lakeside MRT station to take train straight to Tampines station... Met Bibi at Tampines station... Walked to Tampines mall... Bought the movie tickets using the Bibi's birthday voucher, Buy one get one free.. Then off to Seoul Garden for lunch... Wee~
It was fun eating in Seoul Garden... But Bibi never get a lot of stuffs to eat like that... I took quite a few items to eat... Silly Bibi~ And the first item he took was ICE CREAM~ LOL~ People take ice cream will be in last item... But Bibi took it as the first item... Hahaz....
I took some chicken meat... As quite in full in one plate... Then slowly BBQ~ Wee~ Love it... Did not really eat as much as last time that I ate with my Poly buddies... Hahaz... So never mind... But we did took our time slowly eat...
After the meal, we slowly went to other storey to shop and walk... Then about near 1 plus, back to cinema for movie... Watched the Gantz movie... Quite nice and sort of funny movie to me... One part I notice I kept on laughing kinda of loud and one girl turn to me & look at me... LOL~ I hack care and laugh again... Wahaha... Think that this girl dun understand the joke that why she can't laugh...
The movie was end with TO BE CONTINUED~ I know it... It going to have another part 2... Next took train to Somerset... And walked to Scape for AKB48 shop... Not really alot of stuffs... But some items they can really sell damn expensive... OMG~ Earning so much profit from the company... Guess is the Singapore who in charge of this company should be responsible for that... Something that start with S company in Singapore... Damn them...
Next then we thought of going Far East, in the end took bus 175 to Clementi mall to shop and eat... Clementi mall was filled with lot of people... Kinda of crowded... Thought of going to the food court to eat dinner but because too many people and really full house... We went to Basement to eat Long John Silver...
After dinner then slowly walked to Clementi Temporary bus station and took Bus 99 back home... Wee~ So fast a happy day with Bibi just past... Time flies~ Haiz... No choice that we cannot pause the time just for a while to do the stuffs we want...
Yup whatever... Time to go bed or else will being nag by parents... Damn sianz to the max... Sweet dream... Hee hee~
Bibi bought AKB48 polo shirts~ Wee~ Going to wear it on the coming concert which is this coming Sunday... I can't wait for that...
The shopping bag is damn nice... I love the design~ Hee hee...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:33 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2011 ❤
21th of May~ Is just another boring day... Gonna stay at home for the whole day as usual... Today is Saturday... Later going to have my revision again... Hope I can really know what is going on in the study... Haiz... Sometimes maybe because of those chim chim words made me dun understand what is talking about... But at least try to understand and phrse it in my own words during exam... Exam is just 20 days... OMG~ So freaking near...
Put aside of those exam stuff because those exam stuffs do making me mad... I decided to earn more money by working and should stop continuing to study... The more I study I think I will gonna nut... Because of this coming exam of the theories I really have been feeling like throw temper and crying for no reason sometimes just feeling kinda of useless that those theories not getting into my brain... Feeling so stupid at the same time... Now I know why some teenagers might jump down to kill themselves from the stress of study... I understand their feelings now... I even one night being dreaming that I jumped down from my kitchen window, which is about 6th storey high, and being smashed badly onto those cars parked just below... And blood from my mouth flow out... Eyes was opened quite big... The flying feel was like you are free from all the stress at once and feel so happy on air... LOL~
Yup I know I cannot talk about this or else Bibi will kinda of angry or sad to see this... But no choice I already being felt that feeling once...
Next that on 29th of May, I will be going AKB48 2nd stage live concert... Kinda of excited... Bibi will be coming along too... Love him~ But I might scared he will dun like the feeling in the crowded place... Anyway, is my first time to the LIVE concert... I wonder how it will be... I want to keep on jumping when they are singing... OMG~ Wahaha~ About 1 week to their concert... I really excited... I am going to bring my camera along... Hope I am able to capture some of their photos... But I hope my camera work well in that place... Hope everything goes well...
Yup... Being thinking what hair to cut soon.... As my hair is getting back to the natural hair that I have in past... Is super damn ugly... I really hate that hair either... I think about 2 months or 1 I will rebond my hair and cut my hair too... Should be not changing any style... Cut back the same style of the hair that I have right now... Mmm...
Tomorrow shall be meeting Bibi... But still thinking should we go out or just staying at his house to slack... And because Monday is our monthly anniversary... Can't celebrate too... Haiz... Why do our monthly anniversary fall on weekdays..?? Why not weekend?? Whatever...
Signing out now... Guess today I have typed a lot... LOL~ So will be back soon if I am free... Hahaz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:02 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2011 ❤
18th of May... Is a Wednesday today... Supposed plan to update blog yesterday but in the end, I did not... As was kinda of busy finding new songs for my ipod... Though my ipod got about 1000 songs like that but I do still feel sianz about those songs... Dunno why... Wahaha~ Soon more videos & more songs going to import into my ipod... Wee~
Today feeling kinda of restless... I dunno what happen... And also very lazy to move around... Regarding about the entertainment industry dream, I have slowly given up... I know is kinda of feeling sad and hurt to give up the dream that have planned since really young like 6 years old like that... Due I have interview from a place that I dun wish to mention the name, I am able to commit full-time as due to work... And in end, I have to go as part-time... But what makes me disappointed that I was not included in the list or any notice about it... So I guess I am out just like this... I guess chance come to wrong timing in my life..
And another interview, I guess I have to slowly not to put in too much hope on it... More hope more disappointment... As I am really admitted I kinda of quit school a few years and I did not really understand what teenagers think nowaday... Yup in the interview I did cried but the conversation we talked I guess not really into student topic.. Haiz... Student life has simply leave me too far...
Ok I shall stop these complains and look forward... After exam, I gonna start my new life... I going to step into a new company and making new friends... I kinda of a little excited that what gonna to be happen if I start a new life in a new company... I hope they are easy-going... And not really that KPO...
OMG~ I currently craving for Gong Cha or any Milktea... What shall I do.. I hate this feeling... Haiz... Hope I am able to drink it soon... Hee hee...
Tomorrow shall be another day... I staying at home all days before exam... Haiz... Sound boring... Yup can't find Bibi~ If Bibi can study with me, that will be better... Then can together go to the same exam or course... But I know is impossible... If time do turn back, and I know him in that time, I will encourage him to retain a year just to study that... So we are able to study together for the next stage... IF ONLY TIME CAN TURN BACK~
Ok Signing out now...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:51 PM
Monday, May 16, 2011 ❤
16th of May... Is sightly kinda of long that I did not update my blog... And now I am back... Today is Monday... Staying at home doing revision the whole day... My head kinda of feeling overflowed and I trying my best to remember the classic person name of the management plus their creation of own theories... This is really damn fed up because their names are kinda of same... And there is not just a person to remember but is about 10 persons to remember... And not jus these 10 persons, there are more information and details in the book have to understand them... Haiz...
I really hope I will not fail this paper... I really try my best to remember them... But my memory is damn bad... I really dunno wat to do either...
Tomorrow is a holiday... Am glad that I finally had a day to meet Bibi... It is really suffering without seeing Bibi without a day... Not planning to go anywhere but slacking at Bibi's house too... So that Bibi can finish his homework too... I maybe thinking of bringing my stuff to study...
Mmm... Counting down to exam is just 25 days... Hope everything can goes into my brain by the time comes... And also pray that I can dream of my exam paper by giving me hints what will come out... Off to my revision now... Signing out~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:32 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2011 ❤
10th of May... Being jobless for 2 days... Feeling kinda of great that I did not need to work but is not good that no money come into my pocket... But no choice... Have to concentrate more on my exam too... Hee heez...
Today woke up kinda of early... So did some personal stuffs instead of my revision... Hee hee... Because giving myself a small break... Did not really start revision until the evening time... Hee hee...
Met Bibi at my night about 4plus nearly 5pm at my market area... Then bought chicken rice for takeaway and went back to my house to slack and ate dinner... Wee... Time is really short for us... Bibi only slacked at my house not more than 2 hours... After ate dinner, slacked a little and Bibi had to go home... Saddness... But no choice... After Bibi left, I felt lonely at home... Haiz...
Tomorrow shall be another broing day for me.. Everyday has been staying at home doing my revision... But no choice... Hope exam faster over and I can enjoy... So now is about 1 month to exam... Really hope I can pass...
This is my latest cover... Hope you guys enjoy... Thank you~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:51 PM
Monday, May 09, 2011 ❤
9th of May... I am back~ Monday as in now is Sunday midnight... So Sunday a boring day and I being staying at home for the whole Sunday... Boring... Somehow the weather is damn really HOT~ I being sweating non-stop... Gosh~ I hate the weather...
Monday shall start of my jobless period... Woohoo~ I know I kinda of feeling bad... Cause now I am really have no income... Mmm... And till I have to continue to pay my bill... Super sux...
Exam now is just about a month away... I kinda of nervous... Cause about 3 topics I still dun understand the format as in the TAX module... While another module the management, I guess I have to depend on myself... Because is a theory paper... Really hope can clear these 2 papers so I can move on to my fail papers...
OK Back to Sunday (8th of May)... So woke up kinda of late as in noon time... Because the day before in night, I was watching the polling result in Channel 5... LOL~ Kinda of excited to hear those result... But feeling kinda of disappointment too... Just wish to have a new change in the ruling in the area... Mmm... But guess maybe Singaporeans are kinda of scared as they might suffered without the party...
Back to Sunday again... LOL~ Whole day trying to concentrate on my revision and manage to write finish half of the one topic... LOL~ I know I am slow... Because I am kinda of multi-task... I know myself... When the laptop is beside me., I just cannot concentrate much on my revision.. Haha... So revise till now... LOL~ And here I am updating my blog... Hahaz... Laziness from revision...
Missing Bibi right now either.. I wonder when he is able to meet me again... Simply hope he can meet me everyday... That was the best thing... I know he can't due to busy from school work... Haiz... Soon after exam, maybe shall be my turn to be busy... I gonna find a job which can make me busy and not to feel so free at anytime... Because I love to be busy... Ya right... Ok~ Going bed soon... Sweet dream people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:46 AM
Wednesday, May 04, 2011 ❤
4th of May...Is Wednesday... Damn fast... Left about 3 more days including today and I will no longer working... Hee hee... But kinda of sianz either... After exam, I have to find new job and make new friends which I kinda of scared entering a totally brand new environment to work... As I scared of problems which they might be giving to me... Mmm... Guess time is still sightly long so I shall enjoy right now and enjoy revising my stuff... Hahaz...
Yesterday was a great day as in after work... Had dinner together with the department staffs that I working right now... Hee heez... Damn long never eat together since the previous staff left the company... Is cool... They chosen the Japanese Buffet to eat... Hee heez... I am sad to say that I did not eat that much... Haiz... But I enjoyed watching them eating... Dunno why... Hahaz...
Another exciting event will be coming later... Wee~ In the afternoon, I will be meeting Bibi for his advance birthday celebration as on Thursday I will be not free and am having class in the night... And I hate it that I cannot celebrate Bi's birthday on the actual day... Sux to the max to me... I hate it... Why must my class crash on special day... Argh~
But nevermind, I hope Bibi can enjoy himself... I will try to take as many photos as I can and also video down his silly action... Wahaha~ I love him... Yup~ OK Sweet dream people...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:32 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2011 ❤
1st of May~ And I am back to update my blog... Kinda of long never update... Finally have the time to update... I will cut short a little for the blog... Kinda of dunno what to blog also... Maybe I have kinda of lost interest...
Anyway today was a great day but the day seem like so fast over... Is just like dreaming for a few hours and after next I woke up... LOL~ This is the feeling I have for today... I wonder why...
Woke up around 11 plus morning... And faster bath while waiting for Bibi to reach my house... Bibi reached, and he started his drawing.. Did not really have much time for our personal time... I was kinda of relaxing... Doing self-reision while watching some random shows... LOL~ Dunno why I cannot fully concentrate on my revision... Damn it...
I have to admit my eye sight is like getting bad to worst... I study kinda of long, and now when I look at things or wordings my eye sight is easily to get blur... I can't see thing clearly... I dunno why it become like that since I have been forcing myself to study everyday... Hope it will not getting worst again... Now I need to wear glasses sometimes for studying... Or else I really cannot see the words from the books... Haiz...
At about 5 plus., I stop my revision and played with Bibi by using his webcam to snatch photos... Haha... His cam was great... And did recorded a funny video from Bibi... Hahaz... When time strike 6pm, Bibi has to go back home for dinner... Damn fast... So send Bibi out of my house... And there goes my Sunday...
Tomorrow is Monday... And is a holiday... Nothing to do... Gonna stay at home for my revision... Argh~ Damn freaking boring... I hate revision... But no choice have to do it.. Exam is just about 1 month plus and a few days... Hope I really can pass the exam... Kinda of worry every single day... Haiz... Ok~ Going to bed soon... Sweet dream...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:54 PM
