Friday, March 30, 2007 ❤
Woo... Back to update blog.. Finally bought my Bao Bei Laptop... Thousand plus... Damn heart broken... Haiz... But no choice must buy for my study...
Mmm... Went to the laptop there... Then no one come service us... Damn bad... I was like standin there lookin around... Then about 1 min got one boy come and service us... Wah... Damn it... Hate to wait...
After receivin my laptop.., went to the station to change my password... Hahazz... That was cool... I took a lot of things... One shoulder carry bag, other shoulder carry the carrier... Both hands carry the laptop and one hand carry the box...
Got one student(Boy) came and help me to carry my laptop to a empty space and helped me to plug in the wire and on the laptop... Haz so kind... Then I jus put down my items on the floor... Then other new people came to sit along with me... Hahazz.. Although we still dunno each other, but we had lot of fun in chittin the laptop things... Lolzz...
After that, went back home was damn unlucky... Cause rainin really damn BIG!!! Haiz... My box and the carrier were very wet.. I had to carry all those heavy things by my own... My mother never come and help me... So sad.. Haiz...
Now had my laptop charged... And now is the time to wait for the school to start... And somemore also use my own money to buy other items... Haiz... I gonna Broke soon... Pay all my things by myself... My parents will not help me I am sure for that!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:48 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007 ❤
Helloz... Hahazz... I am back... Later goin to Jurong Point work for one day only... Jus simply get excited... Because I might dunno where the pastries will put... Haiz... Yesterday never go and see...
Yesterday, went to Republic Poly with my father to register... Very few people in the big hall... Hahazz... Althogether got 8 stations... Coolz... But I got skip one station... Hee heezz... After that went to see the laptop... Wah... 1000+ for one laptop... I have no money yet... But I goin back tomorrow to buy the laptop... Hahazz... I borrow money from my mother first... This is loan from my mother... I need to pay the money back... Hahazzz...
Okok now I gonna stop here to get ready for my work... Hee hee.. Anyway byebye for everyone here who is readin my blog...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:52 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007 ❤
I am feelin down and loneliness... I feel that in this world, everyone seem hate me a lot... I am a very very very bad girl... My workin does not went smooth at all... I have a feelin that the people in my workin place there tryin to deal me with something... Sayin me bad things behind me... Actually, I dun really know what actually had happen...?? Why people seem hate me a lot...?? I have no one to tell my feelin now... Because of last time my friend betrayed me... Now I know that no one can be trusted around me...
I feel that I wan to learn how to smoke or drink beer that can make me forget all my unhappiness... I mean it... Or have a cut on my hand that will make me feel better about it... I have no mood to do anything now...
Yesterday, I really had a very very bad dream... My dream is that no one come and help me when I have problem... People laughin back behind me... I feel like endin up my life... It is really no point that I keep on livin in this world without any happiness...
I hope that one day I can be famous and let those people who look down on me or hate me will feel regret for treatin me so bad... I mean it for sure... Never play play!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:48 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007 ❤
Hey back to update my blog again... Hahazz... Today I never go register for my poly... Because the CPF part has not completed yet... So I shall wait for my father to complete finish to be easy for me...
Mmm... Later afternoon goin to watch movie... Hahazz... Then after that I think I goin to Orchard alone to buy the mag... Title is "Cawaii"... Cover page is Ayumi... Really made me melt when Ayumi smile... I love her eyes make up which is damn nice... The make up can make her eyes damn big like a doll... Okok I will say until here... Byebye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:02 AM
Thursday, March 22, 2007 ❤
Hihi... Yay finally can update my blog... Lolzz.. Last few days damn busy... Busy of workin and also those poly register things... Haiz... I felt so stress when come to the poly registerin... Mmm... Today I need to go and confirm that I will pay by CPF... But I cannot log in my Singpass.. I also dunno why... But last time I can log in wan...
Yay... Tomorrow goin to watch Mr Bean Holiday... Hahazz.. At Lot 1 there in the evenin... My godbrother will be accompany me... Because last time I promise her to treat her a movie if she went to see the doctor.... Last time she was damn sick and dun wan to see the doctor, so I use this method to make her to see doctor... Anyway hope that he will not late... Hee heezz...
Tomorrow also need to go Republic poly in the afternoon to register... Hahazz... Jus lookin forward about it... Then I will need to buy a Notebook soon... Hope that I can buy a very nice and small notebook... For my notebook, I need to work hard for the money... Hahazz...
Lol... This picture I was wearin the vibratin mask... It is massgin my eyes part there.. After wearin it, my nose start to itchy a little...
O ya... Now Polar really need to hire people for IMM and Bukit Panjang only... When these 2 places short people.., we need to go there to work... So anyone interested to work in Polar..., you all can jus go forward to Polar and ask for the job... Dun be shy... Hahazz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:30 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007 ❤
Is me again... Now then I realised that the Huanted school showin in Singapore is not the full version... Some of the disturbin part have been cut away... Now I found them in YouTube showin... I was like damn angry...
The Part where they have cut...
(1)Ah Si wan to refill her ink then bent down and fell down from her chair... Both her legs depart from her body...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:32 AM
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Yay... Yesterday, Finally watched my Huanted School with my friend at Orchard... Hahazz... Huanted School is a movie from Hong Kong... Those actresses and actors are not very popular in Hong Kong too... But hope one day they also can be very popular... Hee heezz...
At about 3pm like that.., we went to Level 4 to wait for the time to past... When the Cinema Number 8 start to flash..., Lex went to bought his meal... I did not buy anything cause quite full already...
In the Cinema.., it was almost fully booked... A lot of students watchin too... Mmm... Huanted school main rule is "不准談戀愛"... If anyone did it.., the very fierce teacher will come and kill them... I hope that everyone can go and watch the Huanted School... Because it is very worth to watch it and it is very excitin...
The web to Huanted School is http://www.hauntedschoolmovie.com...
The Vivi mag cover page is Ayumi for April Issue...
After the movie, we went to Taka... Because I wan to buy mag... Went to Book shop.., cannot find the Play and Ugirl mag... Haiz.. So sad... So bought the Vivi mag(Taiwan version)... Then stayed until 5 something goin 6pm..., me went home and Lex went to meet his friends....
There is also Jolin in Vivi mag... 
My favourite picture of Ayumi in Vivi mag... She is so WHITE...
Looin forward to buy this mag in next week... Hahazz... To know the fashion...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:01 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007 ❤
Helloz... Today is my off day.. No work for me... Feelin so tired in my life... Anyway, people dunno my true image of me yet... Because I do not show them easily... Actually, my truth image is that I might be happy and laughin outside but inside my heart is really really not that happy... I always very difficult to get to know more firends... That why I often to get more friends in online...
When I am alone.., I always reflect myself that did I do anything wrong to my friend or anyone... I always care about my friends' feelin toward me... I dun like my friends to be angry with me... Sometimes, when I keep SMSing my friend and when she or he dun reply, I will feel worry... Because my brain will keep sayin that she or he never reply, the main reason is that they hate you.. You are jus very ignoring to them...
Some people tell me that I am strong... But nobody know that I am actually hard outside and soft inside... I am the person who is easily soft-hearted and also can be cheated easily... I can be cheated easily when people keep carin for me...
In real life.., Nobody did really care for me much... Even I found that my parents dun really care about my problems and feelin too... I only can keep them in heart... When I wan to say it out.., I really dunno who I can tell... Jus lookin at my handphone contact, there really not much friend that is really close to me... Hope that when I enter poly.., it really a NEW start for me and I really hope that I can fine more buddy who is really care for me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:16 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ❤
Hellozz... Jus got home from work(11.20pm)... Mmm... Very sad that Polar in West Zone goin to change Area Manager... The new Area Manager will be a Malay girl who is about 20 something year old... Wah... If got problem.., the new Area Manager will side at the Malay side wan... If the new Area Manager very strict, I might quittin my job on next month... If not that bad.., I will quit in June only...
Today ork was damn busy from 6.30pm to 8.30pm like that... No time to drink water... Some more my only lunch and dinner is jus a HOTDOG ROLL... Wah... Now damn hungry... When saw people eatin in front of me.., I felt like eatin too... Haiz... So sad...
But Is ok to me... If everyday like that.., I think I can be thin very soon... Hahazz... I wan to be 49kg... I dun wan 51kg... Hee heezz...
O ya... Tomorrow is my Bao Bei Zhao Yun on UTV... Hope that tomorrow I can watch her from 8pm to 9pm... On the Ugirl official website... Hahazz... Last time I only join Shi Mei wan... I kept askin her something... She also got say my name on the UTV... That really make me so so so excited... Hahazz... Okok now Good night to everyone... Sweet dream too...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:40 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007 ❤
Helloz... I have changed my blog skin... Hahazz... Yup I also made some changes in the template too... Well.. It really took me 1 hour to finish... Because I have to find the colour codes and others... So how you all feel about y new blog skin..?? Nice??
The movie "Huanted School" is comin soon on 15th of March... Coolz... That was my off day too... Hahazzz.. I goin to watch with my friend, Lex... Hee heez... Mayb goin to Orchard to watch the movie... Because the cinema in Orchard is better than the cinemas at Jurong Point, Jurong East Entertainment centre and others.. Lolz... Lookin forward to that day...
Yup another movie I also watch... That is "Bean Holiday"... Hahazz... Start showin on 23rd of March... Goin to ask my godbrother to accompany me to watch it... Hee hee... Hope that she is free on that day...
Later goin to work from 5pm to closin... Hope that everything will be fine for me... And no more problem happen to me again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:10 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2007 ❤
Helloz... Due to last time problem.., my mood actually has not fully recover yet... That mean when no one talk to me, I can easily cry without controllin... I think I still need 1 more month to recover... And this period.., I also need my friends' supports... Without supportin me.., I might feel I am jus a extra person on the Earth...
Yesterday.., I returned to work... I really dun feel like workin because of my mood... Haiz... I need to force myself to smile to all customers... My heart jus simply feel bad... None of the customers will understand our feelin... They only know how to complain, complain AND COMPLAIN when we did something wrong on the ordering...!!! Firstly, did all customers think through their BIG brain before complaining... Secondly, did they really put themselves into other people shoes, understand how we feel... They are jus simply selfish... Who will come and help me??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:10 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007 ❤
I think my saddness had totally gone... I really hope so... Ya.. A lot of my guy friends SMS me or MSN me to cheer me up and also tryin to ask me what had happen... Actually if I say what had happen.., I might easily cry again... Not because of the Orderin now... Is because of the Cake orderin and also the orderin of Vouchers from the customers... No one had ever teach me where to fax... Last time, I saw one of my staff there fax to kitchen... So I asked her that order vouchers should fax to kitchen... She said to me that she also dunno cause she had been told to fax to kitchen...
So when is my time for that orderin of the vouchers... A lot of problems come to me... The kitchen complain that the orderin of vouchers are not to be fax to kitchen and it is to be FAX TO OFFICE... When I heard that FAX TO OFFICE..., I was really damn angry... The office now also not happy with me... WTH... What can I do... I jus follow the way that last time my staff did... Am I really in wrong...?? I also dunno... This was my first time to do this...
With this problem., I had been sad from yesterday afternoon until today morning... When I listen to any slow song.., I will cry... And I kept thinkin what am I goin to do... Cause I jus worry about the customer will damn angry with me also... Say real.., I have been cryin damn long... Cry like 30min then stop... Suddenly.., about 1 hour past, I started to cry again... That time I was really feelin damn useless... And tired of livin... I should end my life jus like that...
Then the next morning(today).., I was damn lazy to wake up... Cause I really feelin unhappy... My mother force me to wake up to see for a doctor for my skin on the hand, legs and face... As they are always so itchy... So on the way to Bukit Timah.., my face was like damn sad and wanted to cry.... My eyes can auto turn wet and tears wanted to drop down too... I also never talk any of the words...
While waitin for my turn to see the doctor.., I receive a phone call from my godbrother.., she said that my problem had already solved... That time I was so touched that they had helped me for the problem... I dunno how I wan to thank them...
Okok due to my sensitive skin.., the doctor said that I cannot eat PRAWN, STRAWBERRIES, EGG, SEAFOOD and others ba... That really strange that I cannot eat strawberries... It is the fruit... OMG... I only can eat them when my skins are fully recover... -_-"(No more strawberries for me) Sianz...
These are my medinice for my sensitive skin... Sianzz...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:05 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007 ❤
Yay... Finally today and tomorrow is my off day... Yaya... Haiz... Yesterday I cry in Lot 1 there... Cause I was damn angry with the CB lady named as Big A... She is damn fuck off... She forced me to do the 1st trip and at night I was been told that the pastries no need to order if order will be double... I dunno what to do... I felt like scoldin her bad words.. But also no use what past is already past... The whole night my face was damn blur and kept very quiet after cryin... Thank you for my godbrother and Imma tryin to cheer me up... Dun worry I will be alright...
Mmm... Today go to the MOE website there to check out my course and what Poly I got into... Coolz... I have been choosen to study for my 1st choice which is NEW MEDIA... The new course in Republic Poly... Anyway, I also dunno Republic poly is at where... I noe that is in Woodland that all.. Anyway, I will try to study hard... Hahazz... Jia You!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:18 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007 ❤
5th of March already... Haiz... Happenin too many things around me.. I dun really what is right and wrong... And who should I believe with... Too much problem... Anyway I dun really wish to talk about it...
Last Thursday, 1st of March.., went to K Box with my godsister, Lee Ling... Went in a small room... And started singin... She did not sing much... I sang the Hei Se Hui Mei Mei's songs too... Quite ok with it... But some high pitch I already cannot sing... Because long time never sing and also practice.... But I will train myself again... Hee hee...
Then at 1 something in the afternoon, we went off from K box... Because cannot stand the cold... Mmm... Straight away went back to school to take the testi and other thing... So sian when goin back to school.. When All the teachers see the ex students, the teachers are like treatin us as STRANGERS... Last time, when I say 'Hello' to Mr Ng.., he like dun really remember me like that... Last time treat me quite good but NOW treat me very coldly... I say 'Hello' to him is like no respond from him... WTH of the Jurongville Sec...
Then after that.., went to Lot 1 there to get my pay... Interestin in Lot 1 that the Sweet Talk people dun really Ren De Wo when I wear outside clothes and put on the eyeliner and other... Hahazz... This is so COOL... Have a good talk with Sweet Talk people for a while...
Afterall.., takin the cakes from other outlets..., My godbrother and me went to eat dinner... Hahazz... Have a good chat with her... Then together went to the TS promotion CDs and other to shop... I bought a movie named 'Forbidden Siren' and she also bought a VCD too... Then after that, we went back to Polar... We stood outside and kept chit chattin... Hahazz... Had a lot of fun...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:13 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007 ❤
Hello... I comin to update my blog again... Hahazz... Mmm... Gotten my 2nd pay already... So happy... This time 200+ went to CPF then 600+ went to my bank... Haiz... So sad... Why 200+ must went to my CPF...?? I most of the time work from openin to closin hopin that I have more money in my bank only...
Okok... Now the workin in Lot 1 quite ok... Although we had happened some quarrellin with each other.., not long after that all the misunderstandin be solved... But sometimes they still say bad things behind each other... Haiz...
Anyway.., 6th of March goin to know what course and poly I will be studyin... A little excited... My sixth feelin tellin me that I might be goin to business course... I suppose wan to go study in the Nan Yang Fine art school wan... But the school fee is more expensive then the normal poly School fee... Anyway.., I wish myself all the best... Jia you...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:27 AM
Thursday, March 01, 2007 ❤
Woo... Last time I joined the Online Beauty Contest in Taiwan that organzise by a Taiwan Yahoo Group... Total got 20 girls took part... Then I think not many people voted... As total number of voters only 112 people... Haiz... In those many pretty Taiwan girl I got 11th... Lolzz... Lucky not 12th...
You all can take a look at the Result...
Or you all can take a look at the Competitiors' Photos... At the website... http://www.pixnet.net/album/cincy6326/1412389 Password is 199584... Anyway they are still happenin this competition...
If any of the Singapore Pretty girl wan to take part.., Remember to join the group and must introduce yourself... So you might be the next princess... Guy also can take part too... Hahazz... So you can be the next prince too... Good Luck to you all who goin to take part...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:58 AM
