Thursday, June 30, 2011 ❤
30th of June... I did not notice that today is the last day of June... So fast is already half the year gone... Time filies... Mmm... Today was kinda of a OK day... Haiz... Dunno what to say too... Went for an interview in the morning and night time like that received a call and being selected but will be given a different position that I have applied... I knew it gonna to be a new challenage for me... As this job, I like totally brand new...
I am happy is because I going to work in a quite NEW office but sad that the working time will be sightly ended late... 6.30pm end work... I dunno I can survive though the location is super near to my house... Lucky is that have gone to the place and never see a sight of those black workers around there... But I not sure other companies might have... I also kinda of worry about this case...
First day of work is going to be a nervous day for me... As I dunno I might give people trouble... I am kinda of scared too... Going to touch the phone alot in future... OMG~ I scared sometimes to deal with customers... This time I really must get rid of this fear...
Tomorrow morning will be going down to the company again to sign document for confirmation... Hope everything will go well... Signing out now... I bored~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:54 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2011 ❤
29th of June... I back~ Damn boring when I am looking for job... Head just went dizzy... Haiz... But no choice have to earn a living...
This few days I have lot of fun... Going out with boyfriend and also going to AKB48 concert and not forgetting the time of the handshake where I got the chance to talk to the AKB48 girls in one on one... Wee~ I love it lot... This hoilday is damn meaningful to me with lot of happiness also... Haha~ I love it... I dun think so I will hve this type of hoilday again when I start working... Haiz... Is a sad thing to say too... Why do people have to work??
Tomorrow going for job interview... I am kinda of sightly excited... Though it is not that nervous... Dunno why... I am thinking what to wear... And it is gonna to be in industry area... Lot of factories I guess so... Thinking of wearing maybe kinda of a little formal...
I feeling sightly sad too... Because I may not able to get any jobs locate in the Town area like Orchard... And I want it so badly... Because it is the most EXPRESS bus I can take... And those job located in Town area are damn HOT... So many people want to apply... Damn sianz... Dunno why people love to work in town too... Feel like killing those people who snatching job in the town area...
I wonder in the end what job will I get to work... Sometimes I feel so useless that I cannot reject those jobs that I might do not like to work in... The only way I always do is missing in action... And guess I know is a very bad way to do it too... Hahaz... Yup.. Hack care... Maybe see how first... If the pay is kinda of low and need to do lot of stuffs, I will straightaway reject the job on the spot... Maybe I shall do that... Wee~
Think we 'O' level people easy to get bully... Do so much stuff and just pay so low... Manager level people do so few stuffs yet pay so high... I hate this...
Whatever... Skip this topic... Wee~ I have changed my handphone number... Feeling damn great after changing handphone number... All those whatever disturbing people cannot come and disturb me... Hate some people who give my number to other people too without my permission... From my old number I also got lot of unknown call... I hate it.. And I always choose not to answer... Using new number I feel more peace... Without any call from those unknown one...
Whatever I also dunno what to say too... Signing out now... Will update real soon...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠4:08 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2011 ❤
8th of June... Is being quite sometimes I since blog... Being kinda of lazy to blog and also do not know what to blog either... I have been staying at home most of the time.. Thank to exam... How I wish I can go out and enjoy a little while but cannot... Haiz... Scared later my parents nag at me again which I hate it a lot... I guess they are kinda of bias either... I hate it... My younger brother can go out like nearly midnight come home yet I cannot... I must be home by 8pm or 9pm... Damn it... I dunno why I can't...
This few days I did not really in good mood I dunno why... Just simply easily feel sad... Trying myself to make myself happy by surfing some webs or either listen to some songs that I like... But it does not help at all...
Mmm... Exam really in 2 days time... I seriously feeling not good at all... Things just cannot get into my brain... Sometimes I really feel like giving up... I dunno why... I really force myself to get those informance into my brain... But I manage to remember a day and the next day I might just forget the things again... I really dunno what to do... Haiz...
Right now simply feeling a little sad... I dunno what to say... I dunno Bibi know what I am feeling right now... Maybe no... Because he is busy with his school work... I shall not disturb him either... This few days have been a suffering for me... I cannot sleep easily either... Have been slept only the time reach nearly 3am... And yet I can only to sleep about 7 to 8 hours yet the next day I cannot sleep again... As last time I usually can sleep easily if I sleep late the previous day... I duno what the hell is happening to me... Feeling kinda of disturb about this problem...
Will be updating my blog again after my exam...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:34 PM
