"4Bia" is a THAI HORROR movie... And in this movie, there are 4 different stories created by 4 different directors... NOT BAD the movie... Worth to watch... 1st story was about the loneliness about the girl and finally made a friend from an unknow number.. Together they made friend and in the end, she realise that the unknow number person was already death... And the unknow friend went to her house to huant her to death...

2nd story was about a curse as well as revenge... As we know that not to bully people with our own gang of friends... As in the end, the hurt will come back to us... A group of friends that are those gangsters type bullied a guy who is very weak... The guys beat him until blood bleed out and they plan to throw him down the road while the vehicle still goin on on the road...

In the end, they could not hold the guy back and accidently the guy fell off from the vehicle... One day, when they were playin poker card in a place.. Suddenly out of the mind, they spoke about the guy was alive or not..

The guy appeared right in front of them and the guy got beaten again... One of the girl looked into the guy's book and saw something horrbile... Lost her balance and something went through her throat...

In the end, only one girl survived in the curse... But the girl alone dig out both her eyes ball out of her eyes so that she will not die in the curse...

3rd story meanly jus for laughter... A group of friends went for hayaki... And time for ROCK AND ROLL.. In the mean while, their boat lost control.. All of them dropped out of the boat... 3 of them managed to survive...

In the night, the other one came back... 3 of them finally realise that their friend was a ghost and wan to huant them... But in the end, all of them then realise that they are all ghost after seeing their own bodies floatin along the river because none of them survived after the boat turnover...

4th story was about the a prinecss and an air crew... The air crew was the mistress of the princess's husband... Because both of them wore the same ring... The princess told the air crew that the mistress will die very ugly after she asked for forgiveness from the princess...

In the end, princess was death because the allergic of food that serve by the air crew... The princess came back and huant the air crew in the flight when princess's body was sent back...

When the plane arrvied, 2 of the officers rushed up the plane and found out that the air crew was found death, lying on the floor in front of the princess in a way of asking forgiveness from the princess...

I will not tell some of the process... If wan to know more better go and catch the movie... Hahazz... I think is really worth to watch...

After movie, accompanied BOYFRIEND to look for laptop... BOYFRIEND plan to buy one in future... Then took train back to Jurong East... Had a dinner at there... BOYFRIEND did not eat as she goin back to eat her fried rice...

I really can't bear to leave BOYFRIEND because next week I might hardly see BOYFRIEND.. So sad... We even seldom sms to each other... I do hope that time can stop and we can have more time together... I do LOVE BOYFRIEND a lot... I treat her as my husband already...

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☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:34 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008 ❤

22th of August... I am becomin a death person with no more feelin at first... I even try not to cry before my work... But in the end, I did cried a little on my way to work.. I so heart-broken when BOYFRIEND treat me the cold way which I dun love it at all...

During work.., I can't stop myself from taking the penknife and cut myself a few lines... At first, the injuries did not have any blood... Then after a few minutes, it starts to bleed a little.. Not so much... However, I dun feel any pain.. Because the pain from my hand is not as pain as from my heart...

Not long when I cut myself...

After that, the injuries is like red red... Now a bit itchy and a little pain... I jus wish that I can make more cuts on my hand to make it equal pain as my heart...

After work.., the cut on hand become not so red but a little itchy and not so pain... I really hope that the cut can more deeper if really can cure the pain in my heart...

People might think I am STUPID... But now I understand why people always use penknife to cut their hand when they are fail in love... This is my very FIRST time that I using a penknife to cut my hand for my BOYFRIEND...

BOYFRIEND even stop me after I cut myself... That was too late.. People who might know my BOYFRIEND can please keep the sercet because I dun really wish that both of us get into trouble... We jus wan a peaceful life in our job...

After work.., as usual took train together... In the train, I jus ask BOYFRIEND what actually she wan... I wan to let her to choose... I dun wan her to be regret...

In the end, I tried to make her to say out all her unhappiness in her job... I think I am success a little... Because when I am able to know more about BOYFRIEND unhappiness stuff, at least I am able to know how I can help her...

BOYFRIEND, I wish that she could know that the cut on my hands is not really pain as the pain in my heart... If I wan it to be equal, I might cut more deeper or more lines on my hands... This cut is jus a small case to me...

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:23 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ❤

21th of August... Really feelin horrible... Yesterday had a BIG BIG quarrel with BOYFRIEND.. I think BOYFRIEND really not that gentleman at all... She jus simply not as understandin at all... Being a man is a failure... She even let me cry in the MRT...

Is that the way that a guy let a girl cry in the MRT and ignore her like this..?? If the guy say yes, Simply that guy is too selfish... A good guy will let let his girlfriend to drop a tear for him...

After I cried, I throw back the ring that she gave in into her pocket.. And I left the train and she even never chase me back.. She walked the other way and took her train back home... I was thought that she will chase me but it seem that I was wrong...

After that, she sms-ed me in a fierce way said that I forced her to say break with me... WTF... Where got I force her... In the past, she really did changed a lot... Not even really care much about me... When I sms her, she really did not reply me at all... However, she is willing to spend her time to chit chat more with other people than me...

I always request to her that can spend a little more time with me to watch a movie or have a dinner with me... She will always tell me she is too tired and wan to go home to rest early... After that, I kept shown her bad temper jus that I wan her little attention from her...

And I was wrong, she kept sayin to me STOP BEING SO STUBBORN and be more UNDERSTANDIN... And there she stop sms me "ILU" or either "IMU" anymore or other smses... No more sms from her... I was keep on wondering that am I your GIRLFRIEND..

The way she SMS me always included PLEASE and not adding the word that what couple say to each other... That make me feel like I am her best friend not girlfriend anymore...
When back home, I have cried at least for 2 hours... Sittin right in front of my laptop... Tellin the whole matter to my god Kor kor... Then he said back that maybe BOYFRIEND had no more feelin with me... That make me even more sad and more heart-broken...

After that cry, I no longer a happy person... I am a DEATH person... Now I have try to put on my mask to be happy with people... I dunno I can put on that mask until when...

People please tell me should I continue to be with her..?? I am damn confuse... I jus dunno why I jus can't easily break with her... Her mind was simply still unmature... Everything seem is my fault... Nothing she did wrong... I jus really hope that she can really give me back the love feelin that she gave me in the past and let me know that she can protect me FOREVER...

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:54 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ❤

19th of August... Yup still feelin not so well after being sick last Friday.. If I am not wrong... I still having sore throat and Flu... Both of these disease make me so horrible for past few days... Yesterday morning I lost my voice but after a few hours, my voice came back...

I think now I lostin my voice again... And now I using my mouth to breath.... I did not see doctor because I need someone to accompany me... I am scared to be alone to see doctor... That why I never see... And I make an excuse to BOYFRIEND that I dun wan to waste my time to see doctor...

I have bought 2 horror movies not long ago... One is "APARTMENT 1303" and other one is "GHOST TRAIN"... These 2 compare together I will prefer "APARTMENT 1303" because I think that horror is the most scared-est...

Well... I still lookin for other movies which had been shown in Singapore yet I did not watch or buy the DVDs... I hope people if you see any of these DVDs still on sale please inform me... I wan to buy and watch...

The old HORROR movies that I am lookin for...
(1) Wishing Stairs
(2) JUON
(3) Zhen Zi From Part 1 to 4
(4) One Missed Call 2

I think that all... Now I still lookin back to all the OLD HORROR movies... I love to watch them all... Nowaday, the horror movies that they made is gettin more and more lame... The worst things is that they even never make a storyline and let all the audiences did not uunderstand what the whole movie is all about... Not like last time like that already...

Makin a horror movie is important to get to know why did the ghost wan to get revenage back... From the movie, it is important too to show what the ghost had the saddness part in the past to cause it wonder around to hurt people to death... That is the main reason... Hahazz..

Anyway, I hope more HORROR movies comin out have their own storyline... And now I found that Thai HORROR movie is the best in these period... Although the Thai movie is too BLOODY... Lookin forward for the newest HORROR movies from Japan and Korea... JIA YOU!!

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:20 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008 ❤

17th of August.. Now I am using my own laptop to blog... I am so happy to use my own laptop.. No need to use other people laptop... Hee heezz...

Today work was OK... Finally can worked with BOYFRIEND for this few days... Next week may not have much chances to work with BOYFRIEND... Sad... I am sure that I will miss BOYFRIEND a lot... Today maybe shall be the last day to see BOYFRIEND... And I still think that it is not enough...

Now BOYFRIEND does not SMS me unless is important matter then she will SMS me... That why I will worry that she might not love me anymore... I do hope that she will still remember to SMS me when she FREE...

I miss her hug, I miss she sayin "ILU" or "IMU"... I miss her KISS too.. I really dun have any chance to date with her... And our relationship really difficult to be continue as in the center there are too many things that created by the aunties in our outlet that can lead us to break easily...

And I know that when I am too close with BOYFRIEND, those aunties in the outlet seem not so happy and wan to like create trouble for me and let BOYFRIEND to be mad at me... I really dunno what can I do... BOYFRIEND seem trust those aunties the most than me... Some of those aunties are jus betrayers... Being so close and friends to me yet they did this to me...!! I dunno should I continue to be a GOOD Angel or a DEVIL..!!??

I jus hope that BOYFRIEND can trust me MORE!! I am BOYFRIEND's Wife... ILU 1314!!

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:57 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 ❤

13th of August... I today damn tired... Eyes keep on open and close... Fall asleep I also dun even know... Sianz... Think work too much of long hours...

Yup... I now a FULL-timer in my workplace... When I work morning, I am really sure, I will not go back too early... I need to work OT... Because sometimes really busy then cannot jus leave the outlet like that...

Yup.. Today worked morning... Worked till 5pm... Extended for 30min... Because helping other staffs to pack al the cold silces and others... After work.., took train from Choa Chu Kang all the way to Toa Payoh jus to meet BOYFRIEND... She having some course at there...

Met her shop for a while then off to the Jade Crystal Resturant for dinner... Ordered quite a lot of dishes to eat... Hee heezz... But overall, the price still OKOK.. 40 plus only...

Next we took bus no.157... BOYFRIEND was damn tired.. Felt gulity that pull her to take the same bus with me... In the bus, I can see that she did not have any mood to accompany me to talk... Her back is still in pain too... My heart so HURT..

In the end, I told her not to send me home and she dropped off at a bus-stop near WEST MALL and took her own bus back to her home... I really hope that her back can really recover soon... I dun wish to see BOYFRIEND always complain about the pain in any parts of her body...

BOYFRIEND I LOVE HER FOREVER.. Please do take care because I cannot always be by her side to look after her because both of us have to WORK!!

Damn I havin sore throat... Not that serious yet... I hope it will not get serious.. My voice changed during in the evening time and now back to normal a bit... I even havin a hard time to speak louder... The pain in my throat is like killing me..!!

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:39 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ❤

12th of August... Really being a long time never update because everytime I wan to update I will feel that I wan to sleep that why I dun wan to spend so much time on bloggin...

Anyway, me and BOYFRIEND are ok already.. We are the lovin couple again... I dun mind BOYFRIEND dun sms me... As long as I sms her and tell her what in my heart... That all... Because I know that she will read my SMS though she does not reply...

Yesterday worked ith BOYFRIEND so happy... Hugged her sercetly.. BOYFRIEND is damn CUTE and handsome... No one else can compare from her... Hahazz... I promise that I will treat her as husband like that to look after her...

Got to go and get my sleep now... Tomorrow work again... Good night people... Love MY BOYFRIEND FOREVER...

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:26 AM

Saturday, August 09, 2008 ❤

9th of August... Yesterday 8th of August is BOYFRIEND and My 5th Month Anniversary... I was happy that we can survived till 5 months.. I dun think BOYFRIEND still can hang on... I can see that she was tired in this love.. And I do really hope that she can be my FOREVER... I hope she dun mind...


BOYFRIEND had not called me "DEAR", "I LOVE YOU" or either "I MISS YOU" or other couples will say oftenly to each other... She also never SMS me le... She only sms me about work... No more carin and concern message from her... She no longer care for me...


No matter how she treat me as long as I am still her girlfriend, I will not hate her... I will still love her as usual... More than my limit...


BOYFRIEND did not come for work and let me work morning till night... Changed shift with her.. She sent me a SMS that she not feelin too well... I SMS her for my care but she ignore and did not care to reply... Maybe she need to rest so I did not care so much... I jus hope that she can really get well soon...


I miss her so horribly... I do wish that I can hug her everyday... But I noe is impossible... I have only a little time with her not more than one hour to be together for a little date... Our little date is that we went for dinner after work then rush back home without sendin me back... That is our date...


I will not blame her that she never send me home... I know that her sister does worry her when she came home late after 12am... It is really dangerous for a female to be outside at that time..


I do really hope that tomorrow I can see BOYFRIEND come for work... I love her LOT... No matter her heart changed, my heart for her still remain the same...

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:31 AM

Thursday, August 07, 2008 ❤

7th of August.. Yesterday (6th of August), went to town for shoppin alone.. Suppose wan to meet up friends but cancel.. So went alone... Took bus no. 502 to Orchard... Then went Taka to buy my magazine.. Next went to Far East Plaza to find the clothes that I wish to wear in future... I saw a few pieces that I love but in the end I did not buy because I feel that quite wasting money... Maybe I shall buy next time...


Next, walked all the way to Cine.. Went to the BLOSSOM shop... That was the style of clothes that I am lookin for... But I also did not buy because I dun feel like buyin... So walked to a bus-stop to take bus no.190 to Choa Chu Kang...


Stand almost all the way to there... Took about 1 hour plus to reach there cause quite jam at the highway road... Reached Choa Chu Kang, next went to Lot 1... Peek a little while at BOYFRIEND... I love to look at BOYFRIEND working... Jus dunno why... I love her serious look... Hahazz...


Next went to the Halal Food court for my dinner... The Food Junction was damn full... No space to sit... After dinner, went for a little shoppin... Bought some sockin for future uses... Hee heezz... Quite cheap... 2 pieces for $20... Saved $4...


Then kept walking around at Lot 1... Then finally decided to play PSP at Food Junction there... Played alost 1 hour plus... 9.30pm went to a place to wait for BOYFRIEND to finish work... Waited for 1 hour and finally met her...


We were like back to the past... Yup as usual... Because I promised her not to show my temper to her anymore... I must learn how to CONTROL... Took train back to Jurong East... Then to the nearest coffee shop for some food.. Then went back home seperatedly...


I really hope that everyday can be like that... I will promise we shall try not to quarrel anymore... And I found out that my heart only love BOYFRIEND one person and it is difficult to love other people in future... 1 MORE DAY to our 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:25 AM

Sunday, August 03, 2008 ❤

I am really really really scared that BOYFRIEND leave me!! She no longer like to say to me "I LOVE YOU".. No more from her...





What shall I DO!!??

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:36 AM

Saturday, August 02, 2008 ❤

2nd of August... I have not been bloggin because I am horribly no mood at all.. I am not happy at all... I am TIRED with my life... Now I am jus like waitin for my time for the god or hell to take me away from this cruel world..


I have been cryin in my heart yet nobody notice me... Everyday work non-stop like no life... I found myself I dun like anything at all... I lost my interest in singin and many else... I feel that I no longer like to watch TV.. Even is my last time favourite idol show... I no longer love their singin or their actin...


I am cryin right now... I jus hope that I really can have really good friend to care for me... And always be ready whenever I need that person to complain about my life...


I have no more FUTURE... I always ask myself what my future and can I jus live like that... I have no more future... I even dunno what is my future...


I even no longer like to eat... Whenever I am hungry, I dun feel like eatin anything... I dunno why this happening to me... I am so so so strange...


In LOVE, BOYFRIEND had not being SMS-ing quite a number of days because she got her problems... And I asked her more she jus dun wan to say to me... I am somehow wish to know more and I wan to help her...


Money seem not important to me anymore... I dun really care about money anymore... Even though I have some money yet I dunno what to buy... Can money make me happy..?? I dun even know...


I wish to know that if one day I leave the world very early, will there people do really care to cry for me..?? Or even care to bother me... I seem I am a trouble creator... I am not worth to live longer at this world..


I really hope that BOYFRIEND now can give me a hug to cheer me up right now... Even though the people in the world dun care about me, BOYFRIEND cannot dun care for me... I am really very DISAPPOINTED about myself... I HATE MYSELF~~!!!

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:08 PM