Monday, March 31, 2008 ❤

31st of March... Yesterday 30th of March... Finally got my pay... Yay.. 1k... 2 month pay... Because last month the company did not pay me my pay so this month they pay me... Hahazz... I gonna buy a new ipod and maybe a new handphone... Or either a PSP.. Hee heezz... Got influence by those aunties in my work... They played the Mama Cookin damn FUN... I think I got to control myself in spend my money... As some of the money I needed to save it for future uses... Hahazz...Yesterday work was not bad at all... Jus that I am LAZY a bit... Dunno why... Haiz... Mmm... At night, got the chance to work with BOYFRIEND... Hee heezz.. Have fun with BOYFRIEND a bit in the work... O ya... BOYFRIEND also bought a NEW HANDPHONE... She was damn fast... Faster went to withdraw cash then went to buy a new handphone without tellin other until I found out that she went back in the outlet carryin a bag contain a new handphone box... 
After work, went home together with BOYFRIEND... Had lot of fun chattin and also listen to MP3 together... I guess some of the people were keep using very uneasy feelin lookin at us because I holdin BOYFRIEND's hand... And other people who keep lookin at us really damn unrespectful... TOMBOYs also have the RIGHT to fall in love with a girl that she loves... BOYFRIEND sent me home again... Playin with BOYFRIEND in the CROWDED 334 bus... Hate the bus so much... Always so many people... Why dun the bus company appoint another bus for our people who live in the OLD JURONG place...?? Sianz...
Tomorrow is my OFF day goin out with my Gan Mei for shoppin at BUGIS and Tuesday will be goin for course about the CUSTOMER SERVICIN.. So borin.. No choice got to go... Haiz... Got to go and sleep now... NIGHT EVERYONE...P.S❤Being for so Zhi Lian keep takin lot of pictures... This time the photos are taken without any eyeliner being draw on my eyes... Because most of the people say that I look prettier without any makeup... So I listen to them..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:39 AM
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| You Are a Strawberry |
 You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people.
You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.
You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality.
Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.
You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it.
In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.
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I am a STRAWBERRY.. Hee heezz... The explanation about me is quite TRUE..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:08 AM
Saturday, March 29, 2008 ❤
29th of March... Yesterday midnight really had a GREAT time with my BOYFRIEND.. But I dunno how she felt yesterday... After work, went to Jurong East watch a HORROR movie together...
The HORROR movie is not in English or Chinese... Thought it will be a good movie but end up is a really boring movie... I also did tryin hard to understand what the characters are talkin about in the movie... But in the end, I really quite understand...
Before the movie, we went to arcade to play... BOYFRIEND did not really play... I play PARA PARA once time... And 2 times in BASKETBALL machines... Mmm... Really never improve in my PARA PARA... Need more practise...
Challenage BOYFRIEND about the BASKETBALL machine... I got 107 marks and BOYFRIEND got 140 marks... Argh... I lost to her... Haiz... I am not the sporty person... And I knew that it is difficult to win BOYFRIEND... Because she last time play basketball... So she should better than me...
After that, we went in to the cinema for movie... Jus sat down at our seat not long, the movie started... I loved to hug BOYFRIEND's hand when watchin movie... Hee heezz...
After movie was about 1.24am... No bus... So I told boyfriend to walk with me for a distance... Had a lot of fun chattin with BOYFRIEND while walkin on the street there... I really hope that time can STOP...
Waited for NR5 (Night Rider bus) at a bus-stop... And I finally got a chance to hug BOYFRIEND from the back... I felt so comfortable that I almost fell asleep... BOYFRIEND was very TIRED... I told BOYFRIEND to come my house to sleep and she dun wan... Because she said that my mother will kill her... But I do really hope that BOYFRIEND can come and sleep with me...
Waited until 2.30am like that... The Bus finally came and BOYFRIEND sent me home... I am so HAPPY that although BOYFRIEND's talkin can hurt peopleeasily but in her heart, she really do care about me a lot a lot.... BOYFRIEND I LOVE U FOREVER...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:47 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008 ❤
28th of March... Really felt being LOVE by BOYFRIEND although in the morning, she did unhappy with me a bit... I did not angry of she showing BLACK face to me... Because I already use to it... Finally, from on, I am BOYFRIEND de LaoPo... Now I finally know that why BOYFRIEND really mad at me... Because she said that too many people wan to woo me... And she scared to lose me... I did not know that until I told her some of the people around me... BOYFRIEND decided to asked me a question which I think is quite fast... The question is WILL YOU MARRY ME?? I think it is too fast because BOYFRIEND and I did not really go through what normal couples do... LIKE datin and others... I really wan to have those wonderful process before get marry... I am very happy that BOYFRIEND can ask me this question... I LOVE HER LOT... Really make me fly to the SKY... Now no longer call her BOYFRIEND... I should call her LAO GONG... I promise I will not change my heart and I will stay by her side FOREVER and ever...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:19 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ❤

26th of March... Can TRUEFULLY say deep in my heart that I AM REALLY LOVE MY BOYFRIEND lot lot... I jus wan to stay at my BOYFRIEND's side FOREVER... BOYFRIEND and I can say that we are deeply in love with each other... LIKE last time.. I know that both of us did changed a lot... She workin damn hard in work for our future... I must work hard too when I graduate from POLY... Today after work... Went to have LUNCH with BOYFRIEND... Lie to other staffs that I goin back home straight away... Because I dun wan other staffs say something bad about me and BOYFRIEND in POLAR... One of the staffs knew our relationship... We never tell anything about us to her... And I knew that she will know it... Because our actions... She had been callin BOYFRIEND to talk on phone when BOYFRIEND sent me back home... 
After lunch, BOYFRIEND sent me to MRT station there... HAPPY... Then BOYFRIEND went back to work... And I had to meet up my mother for hair appointment... REBONDIN... Really took a long time... About 4 hours then finish the whole process... Because my hair is too THICK... Sianz... Somemore, sometimes cannot move... BOYFRIEND really did make my day HAPPY... Because one of her SMS... She finally call me DEAR... That why I am so happy... She really did not call me DEAR for a long time... Tomorrow morning workin with BOYFRIEND... Lookin forward for her reaction when she saw me with new hairstyle... Hee heez... MISS BOYFRIEND...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:10 PM
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26th of March... Yay... Back from WORK... Today I am damn HAPPY... Hee heezz... HIGH man.. Mmm... BOYFRIEND really make my day BRIGHT... Work is OK... Not so busy.. Think that sales in Jurong Point is goin down... Haiz... During work.., Gan Meimei came to find me for a while... Then I was busy so cannot talk... SORRY... At 6 plus, she came and find me again... I gave her a Chicken pie to eat... Hee heezz... Because she is my Gan Meimei... Jie jie must care for meimei... She a bit paiseh... After work, went to Jurong East station to find BOYFRIEND... Because I workin Morning tomorrow and I also scared that BOYFRIEND will late, so I got the KEY from BOYFRIEND... She damn naughty said that she "FORGET" to take the key... I scolded her bad word... Because she lied to me.. Actually, scolding her bad words was jus jokin... Then BOYFRIEND accompany me back home... Wee~~!! Really HAPPY... BOYFRIEND also very busy talkin on the phone... More than 30min... So did not have the chance to talk to BOYFRIEND.. Haiz... So sad... But I do have a great time in bus playin with BOYFRIEND... Hahazz... I jus felt that we are back to the past like that... Kept disturbin each other... ❤ Lookin forward tomorrow... Because after work, I goin to cut my hair and rebond my hair too... Wee~~!! Can't wait for tomorrow... Shall take lot of photos after I rebond my hair... GOOD NIGHT!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:01 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008 ❤
Argh... Really feelin damn sianz.. Today OFF day... Have to stay at home... Suppose plan to tell my mother about the relationship... But I cannot easily speak out from my mouth... I know I need to be honest to her... But I cannot easily do it... When the words come to my mouth, and yet I still scared that my mother will reject so I never say out... I kept in my heart again... I think today is not really a good time sayin my relationship with her... Today stayin at home the whole day... Really dun have a mood to go out shoppin... I really quite MISS my BOYFRIEND... Haiz... She workin now... I jus wish to see her now... But cannot must listen to her... She tell me to stay at home to rest... Mmm.. No choice...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠6:17 PM
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24th of March... Yesterday worked in the night... BOYFRIEND worked OT.. So got to see BOYFRIEND for very long time.. Yay... BOYFRIEND was busy with her paper work... Re-write the scheme... POOR BOYFRIEND had to work from morning to night... At 9 something, BOYFRIEND can go back yet she did not... She stayed until night 10 plus... She went back together with me... I really do enjoy the time with her although it is jus a very short period... Mmm... BOYFRIEND really TIRED like hell still wan to send me home... And I really feel a bit touched by that... We did not take the FIRST bus as it was too crowded... And BOYFRIEND dun wan to stand so we waited for another bus... When in the bus, I hold BOYFRIEND's hand... And she was fallin asleep... She really did force herself to stay awake... I did felt so heart pain... I jus kept quiet and look at her sleepin look... When BOYFRIEND sent me until my house one level bottom, BOYFRIEND walked down the stair and I walked up the stairs... That time really dun bear to see BOYFRIEND to leave... Really hope that BOYFRIEND can come my house to sleep... Because she is really really TIRED... BOYFRIEND I do MISS YOU lot lot... Dun ever tell me that stead with you, I will feel regret... I am really TRUE HEART to you... I am willing to GIVE UP everything jus because of YOU... Because in my life, YOU are the FIRST person who I need to care and love for you..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:38 AM
Saturday, March 22, 2008 ❤

Havin been steadin with BOYFRIEND for quite a while... And we being patch back quite a number of time.. Thinkin of our relationship can be FOREVER... Can we have our own Future..?? I really dun dare to think for our future...
I know that it is about time to tell my parents about my relationship with her... And I know that my parents will STRONGLY DISAGREE about our relationship because my parents say before that if Girl and Girl together, that mean there is something wrong in us...
I really afraid that my parents will reject us... But I do really LOVE HER a lot... Maybe when we get together even longer, I plan to write a letter to my parents... I really scared to tell them right face to face...
I understand that nowaday many young parents do support this type of relationship but my parents are really different from now generation.. Their thinkin still in the old period... And still say that their thinkin did follow the time... They did not think what people think in the past...
WHAT AM I GOIN TO DO?? I am jus afraid of tellin this to my parents...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:05 PM
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22nd of March... Hee heezz... Jus now workin in the morning... Mmm... No chance to work with BOYFRIEND more this week... MISS HER LOT... Hahazz... At least today got to see BOYFRIEND for a few hours... Got to go home at 2.30pm... But too bad that BOYFRIEND has to work until closing... Poor her.. Actually today is BOYFRIEND's OFF day but she dun wan to OFF.. She wan to work for more money... Tomorrow BOYFRIEND workin in the morning and I have to work night.. Cannot see BOYFRIEND... Sianz... Wee~~ Jus now when we were workin together, BOYFRIEND was quite jealous like that because she said that the QUICKBITE, oppsite shop, kept lookin at me... I never notice that I have been noticed by the opposite shop.. Hahazz... Silly BOYFRIEND.. In my heart, there is only one place for her.. No one can enter my heart... I will not fall in love with other people de... Because I wan to LOVE her forever.. Today is also a great new for my Gan Mei.. Today is her first day of work in Jurong Point... Hee heezz... Wish her good luck in her work... MISS HER TOO... JIA YOU!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:52 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008 ❤
20th of March... HAPPY and also felt being love by people... In the morning really rain heavily... My father drive and sent me to work... But he dropped me at the wrong place... I was runnin late... No choice ran up the bridge and fell down from the slippy stairs... And hurt my hands palms and my butt too... Because when I fell down, My butt fell to the ground first and I supported it both of my hands... If I never support, I might bang my head to the ground... I was damn luckily that I never bang my head... I went into the outlet and cried a bit... Then I am ok... Jus that My butt is still in pain... The aunties spread the new that I fell down... Most of the aunties care for me... I am so touched... Somemore they told my boyfriend... ACTUALLY they still dunno that BOYFRIEND and me are together... They jus thought that she is my BROTHER... HAPPY that boyfriend did asked me what happen and care for me.. BOYFRIEND came down to Jurong Point in the evening to get something... Somemore she accompany me for a while... I am so happy... BOYFRIEND stay a while and went back home... Cannot bear to see her go off... MISS HER TOO MUCH... In the night not long ago, chatted with BOYFRIEND through phone... Because I miss BOYFRIEND... But really cannot chat too long because BOYFRIEND has to work morning tomorrow... Really did have fun chattin with her... I LOVE HER more and more when each day past...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:17 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ❤
19th of March.. Today workin not so bad.. But all of us the staffs felt very strange today... Because today got a lot of customers called up the outlet to change something about their cakes... Change size, date, wording and whatever... Change until like almost all our staffs gonna MAD.. Some even wan to change in the LAST minute... But did they really read the receipt below there carefully... The receipt did mention that IF WAN TO MAKE ANY CHANGES ABOUT THE CAKE, PLEASE MAKE IT 2 DAYS IN ADVANCE BEFORE THE COLLECTION DAY... Because the factory has to make lot of cakes... So they cannot really do it any last minutes changes orders... It is better to check the cake order before you go off... Because once we fax., it is confirmed... And if wan to make changes, we need to do refax.. It is really quite troublesome...Today Jus feel funny... The opposite shop, QUICK BITE, like sayin me something... Firstly, got one staff come buy thing from me then another aunty staff came over and buy a cold silce from me... Still ask me what name.. Then talk to me a little after that went back to QUICK BITE and talked to other staffs... I dunno what are they talkin... It seemed like talkin about me because when the aunty bought thing from me, she smiled like something is hiddin from me... Whatever.. Today work is quite TIRED... Though the sales is not as good., but I felt that the work is quite BUSY... Haiz... Later afternoon will be workin at Jurong Point... O.o... Goin to SLEEP soon.. NIGHT!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:05 AM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ❤
18th of March.. I am not sleepin yet... Omg... Goin to sleep soon... Tomorrow will be workin quite long hour... From 11am to closin... Because BOYFRIEND and another staff have to go for course.. DAMN cannot see BOYFRIEND... I will MISS boyfriend... BOYFRIEND no matter what I only LOVE you... I PROMISE... I dun FLIRT... No one can replace boyfriend in my heart... Dun ever ask me to find another person to be my stead.. I dun like it... Because in my heart, there is LOVE for you only..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:06 AM
Monday, March 17, 2008 ❤
17th of March.. Lookin at the time.. It is 1.35am like that... Mmm... Yesterday really had a great day in work... No feelin STRESS at all... Hee heezz... Shall not talk about work... Because really sianz if talk all about work... But really happy that I finally can work with my boyfriend... Jus the 2 of us in the outlet.. Nobody else include... Hahazz.. After work.., I had a great time chattin with boyfriend... It jus look like the last time when we first met... Boyfriend sent me home... Love her lot... Did sms her for a while when I reached home... Shall not disturb more... Because she will be workin in the morning later... And I will be workin in the night.. Sianz... Only can see boyfriend for 5 minutes in work then off she go off after work.. I started to miss boyfriend almost every single day... And it jus feel that no one can ever replace her in my heart... I jus wan to let her noe... I love her the most... I dun flirt around with other guys because She is the only one who I wan to care for the most of the time... I LOVE HER!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:35 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008 ❤
16th of March.. Back to update after 4 days since my last entry... Feelin tired... Because of workin almost everyday... When thinkin about future.., I really dunno what I wan to work as... I really have no idea which job really suit me... Maybe might be quittin POLAR in future after 2 years that I graduate from Poly... If really have no choice of findin other better job, I might plannin to work in POLAR forever.. Haiz... In my life, I felt a sudden lonely... My handphone has been QUIET for almost the whole day... Really no one did sms me to ask me something or chat with me.. I only SMS most is my BOYFRIEND.. One day about 3 smses and that all... I know that she is really busy in her work that why I dun sms her in the day time... Mmm.. Next week I will be not so FREE... I will be workin the whole week... No OFF day... I wan to work hard.. As I wan to earn money to buy a new handphone and a Ipod by the end of the month when I get my pay.. And lastly, I do hope that I can be a HAPPY person... As now I jus feel so depressed... Dunno what cause me to depress...?? Maybe is EMO not depress... Mmm.. Jus wan to get rid this feelin in future soon... I dun wan to be EMO or DEPRESS!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:23 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ❤
12th of March... Mmm... Goin to work later afternoon... Now I feelin quite not so good... My eyes itchy like hell... And also feelin damn cold because of the weather... It is raining really soon... Jus now I did had flu... And now no more flu... Yesterday went to work.. Morning I did not work Lot 1 because my ex replaced me... She said she wan me to rest more a bit... So she dun wan me to come work... So I only work one place... Afternoon went Jurong Point to work... One of the aunties said that my face a bit swollen... I was so surprised.. SWOLLEN... After work, I went back home and checked... Yup really a little but not so serious... Only my right side of my face... Because I really did injuried my mouth joint a few day ago... Now no more pain le... Jus that a little swollen... No pain that mean I no need to take medinice... So sianz cannot eat medicine..I am feelin weak these period... I am not a healthy person anymore... Haiz..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:38 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008 ❤
I am back to blog... Today went to K box... But really quite no mood to sing at all... In the startin, I kept singin all the SAD songs.. I think I only choose a few songs which are happy today.. Almost all are really sad songs...
Boyfriend sms me wan me to work because she is not feelin well... I will like to help but cannot because I am outside not at home, so told her that I got something on... I am SORRY... Suppose plan to meet boyfriend after her work... But in the end did not... Because I have to see doctor..
I found something that I am not in the RIGHT feelin because after singin a few songs I found that there is somethin wrong with my mouth joint... I opened 3 times and there is a sound from my mouth joint... It is really PAIN... I kept rub my mouth joint there... I also did worried that is it a serious problem... Do I need to go for operation to adjust my mouth joint back... I am scared and I SMS to my boyfriend...
She suggested me to see doctor... But I was really scared and hope she can accompany me to see doctor... I know she will not because she is workin... I did listened to her words... I called my mother to accompany me to see doctor... So faster trained back to Jurong East to meet her...
Mmm... Luckily not a serious problem... Doctor said that I jus injuried my mouth joint only... If from chinese doctor's view, I am too heaty... That mean never drink enough plain water... Always drink soft drink or eat fry food... This time I changin by not to drink too much of soft drinks... I needed to eat medicine for 3 days only..

These are my medicine... 1 packet is for my skin and 2 packets for my mouth joint...
Tomorrow morning I not workin but will be workin in the night shift in the Jurong Point... Because boyfriend said she replaced me and help me to work... I am so touched... Hahazz.. Boyfriend tomorrow will be workin the whole day... She will be damn TIRED... And also she is not feelin well... I jus hope that she will take good care of herself when the time I cannot see her... GET WELL SOON boyfriend... I will worry U!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:39 PM
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10th of March.. It is now 1.17am.. I am still not sleepin... Today is my OFF day... I will be goin out later to K Box with my Gan Didi.. Because promise him long time ago and now then can meet... It is my fault.. Hahazz... I busy with workin the whole day never care for my gan didi.. Sorry... Actually, I am in a relationship now... And I still look like SINGLE in life.. I patched back with my ex again... Because on the day of 8th of March, he suddenly sms me wan to give me a chance before she meetin me at Plaza Singapura for a midnight movie... I was quite surprised that she is willin to be my boy again... Actually I am happy to be with her... Jus dunno why... In the day, she dun really care for me so much and did not really did sms to me very oftenly... And I jus tryin to figure out what she is thinkin in her heart... I really dun mind all what she done to me... NOW I am tryin very hard to let her to be like last time... The time she kept talkin to me and hold my hand when we meet each other... And whatever we did in the past... I know is not that easy to be in the past again... But I am willin to TRY it...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:14 AM
Friday, March 07, 2008 ❤
7th of March... Quite a TIRIN day for me... Already 2 days and I have been workin all the work done by myself... I know that when workin outside will face all some kinds of different problems... That why if I cannot bear with it, I will easily GIVE UP in future in dealin problems... I am tired because I sweep the floor, mop the floor, display cold silces, cakes and pastries... Those aunties only did paper work.. BECOME more nd more lazy... But I dun feel any hate toward them... Because they also did treat me good and care for me in work... That is what I am HAPPY about... Tomorrow shall be another day for me to work in the morning... I am relly tired to work in the morning... Everyday must wake up in the dark morning at 6 plus... The weather is SUPER FREEZING for me when I am jus wake up... Because my body temperature drop until like hell... I cannot even bath in the morning because I will shivering after bathing and also will have a small flu for a short period... Mmm... Another thing is that I plannin to have my hair straight soon... I have think that maybe I will wear a black head cloth under my hat to prevent my hair curve if I have done my rebonding... Maybe this will help... And I am not tieing my hair up during WORK only... Hahazz... School re-opening in a month time... And I am quite lookin forward my new friend, new classmates, new classroom, and my new FACI... Hope that I can have a BETTER classmates this time... Being CRAZINESS in class is the MOST IMPORTANT thing to me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:57 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008 ❤
6th of March... OMG so fast then I realise that it is the month of March... Yesterday did not really slept too well.. Only managed to sleep 4 hours then got to wake up and went to work... Guess today I can get a longer hour sleep at least 6 hours... I am really tired after workin 2 outlets and havin LONG hours of workin... My legs are damn TIRED like hell too... Really no strength to walk... Jus hope that now I can have a boyfriend who can piggy me back home... Mmm... I think today now then I realised that I have mistaken my ex... Not because she dun wan to reply my SMS is that she never top up her handphone money... I felt so SORRY that I have sent a very MEAN SMS to her this morning.. Make me feel so BAD... Yet I think she forgave me and ask me out for lunch later in the afternoon... Wee~~ HAPPY... I will be meetin her for a very QUICK LUNCH as I need to work after that.. I only got 1 hour... This 1 hour is very important to me... Within 1 hour, I have to eat my LUNCH and travel to the place where I am workin... A BIT TOO RUSH for me... I think I shall sleep now.. Later morning goin to wake up at 6.30am again and off to work at 7am... Start work at about 8am... Wah.. I am a BUSY girl now in the holiday... Hahazz... GOOD NIGHT!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:07 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 ❤
5th of March... I am feelin damn moodless...I have somehow of no emotion like that... I dunno how to say... I am a robot today... Can say so...
DAMN I am quite angry with my ex.. Because she did not reply my SMS.. I even keep sendin her and beg her to reply... Yet she is heartless... Never send back a SINGLE SMS... A very strange of her... Before the day, she treated me very good like very best friend and the next day, she changed to another kind of person who she dun like to talk to me... REALLY dunno what the hell she thinkin...
I think is time for me to give up on her to fall in love with her... I am doin WRONG thing that I fall in love with her again... I am not suppose to do that... Maybe because I am too anxious to look for another stead... NOW I dun really feel that I am her friend... Even talk to her on the phone during work feel like wan to FIGHT with her... What THE HELL SHE really wan?? Maybe I shall send her a SMS to ask her what happen... I really dun like to have an enemy in my work... ARGH...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:07 AM
Monday, March 03, 2008 ❤
3rd of March... My only OFF day for this week... Never really wan to go out.. I jus like to stay at home and REST.. Think back a lot of stuffs.. I finally understand and hope to being more mature in handling every stuffs or matters that I facing next time...Yesterday work was not so bad.. Jus that quite a little busy... Morning worked at Bukit Panjang and Night at Lot 1... Workin at Bukit Panjang really made me feel uneasy at all... I really dun like the whole shoppin centre there... REALLY EXTRA... No people come shop.. Reached Lot 1 at 3pm like that... Went to Basement to eat lunch plus dinner at the FOOD JUNCTION alone... Then went to work at 3.45pm... Still early... Went in the outlet and slack a little then started to work... Luckily, my ex got came to work... Workin with her must be serious... Did not talk during work... At about 9pm, we started to talk to each other... Talked some stuffs... And really quite dun understand what she is thinkin now.. I really hope that I can know what she is thinkin one day... Because when I said I wan to make friend with a tomboy which is workin jus opposite the shop, my ex was like JEALOUS... Wan to make friend with her is jus an excuse from me as I wan to test my ex something... Mmm... Went home together... And she finally took bus back home which she seldom did that... My feelin was like kept askin myself that is she still love me... And back home I finally sent her a SMS that made me too thick skin.. I felt that I changed to another person when I sent that message to her is that I wan her to be my boy again... And I waited almost the whole night for her reply... Till now she still never reply me... I really dun understand what is she mean?? Is she wan me to GIVE UP on her... Really hope that she can reply me back soon... And I am still WAITIN... Midnight shall send her SMS again... >.<
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:17 PM
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February 9, 1989
Lucky Color: Emerald
Personality Strengths: Drive, Chivalry
Personality Weakness(es): Over-confidence
Successful Career Path: Entertainment
Sense of Humor Style: Campy
Adjectives to Describe You: powerful, adventurous
Description: A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:06 PM