Saturday, March 20, 2010 ❤
20th of March is just another day... Haiz... Day activities as usual.. Wake up, prepare then go for work... Simply so boring.. Friday is can be counted as holiday to some people as people love to take leave on Friday... And office so few people working... Working is getting tired and I scared I can't rush all my job in time...
I have typed this THICK invoices of the details into the Excel sheet in just about 3 hours and not more than 4 hours.. Can I say I am FAST..?? Hahaz...
Mmm... Today heavy rain and weather damn cold... Never feel so hot... Wearing the jacket walking around without taking off... Work is as usual so so... Sometime a period busy sometimes can be so free... Haiz... Really kinda of boring life...
After work, went straight to Novena station to meet boyfriend then took train to Somerset station... Went to Somerset 313 or dinner at Food Republic... Walked here and there and there to here to decide what food to eat... In the end, decided to eat chicken rice... LOLz~
Bought these 3 books today..
After dinner, walked to Taka for my shopping... Bought 3 books... LOLz... That time really cannot decide what books I want to buy... Because too many books I wish to read... Then boyfriend sent me home as usual...
Saturday I am going to stay at home to have more rest... And Sunday will be meeing boyfriend for our date... As usual one date per week... Anyway I LOVE HIM~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:59 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ❤
Anyway, the surprise I gave him really a surprise to him because he even dunno that I have been spending the night time doing the video while chatting with him... The video has uploaded in Youtube or either Facebook... Glad that boyfriend love that video too... Hahaz... Felt so success after heard what boyfriend said about that video...
Mmm... Thinking there something wrong with my eyes... I dunno is it too tired or I have faced the laptop screen too much... I easily feel my eyes itchy and when it itchy, my eyes will become very watery and worst they will turn red... I will rub non-stop till they turn sight pain... Making my eyes can't open so easily... Or do I need a pair of glasses just for protection?? Damn I have been wishing hard to buy a pair of glasses for a long time dunno since when... Haiz... Hate my eyes have been becoming like this... I just cannot take the itchiness...
Work just normal... Haiz... Nothing special... I just hope work can dun give me problem and I hope I can handle myself... I dun wish to give people trouble... Trying hard to work hard on the work... But sometimes I am just lack of confident... Haiz... Why I have become like this...?? I am such a useless person... Maybe...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:08 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010 ❤
12th of March... Wee~ HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSAY!! Really fast and is already being together for 3 months... Counting down the months and year that we will going through... Love for you went deeper and deeper... Nothing can change my love for you... Hahaz...
Really about 6 days never update my blog... Is quite long period for me... Looking forward for tomorrow will be going to stayover at boyfriend's place... Wee~ So long never stayover... Just wan to relax myself from my strict house and be peace for at least a day...
Simply, I just cannot take it about my family... Because of my mother overly strict... Everything just wan to be perfect.. But the more she wan the more I dun love it and do the way she dun like it... I dunno why I do have this type of attitude.. That strange... But who really care... As long as I have my own life and be happy is enough...
Anyway, I will try to take lot of photos with Boyfriend when I am with him... Really long time dun have take any photos with him since my birthday till now... Miss taking photos with him... Hee heez... Good night~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:58 PM
Saturday, March 06, 2010 ❤
6th of March... Back to blog... Now at boyfriend's house and I am alone in his room as boyfriend has went down to buy dinner... Haiz... Boyfriend dun let me follow because I have to finish my own homework... No choice...
Anyway, boyfriend starting work on Monday... Wee~~ Finally boyfriend is not jobless at all... Hope everything can be fine for him...
Anyway, life is all the same... Everyday go the same thing... Wake up, work and back home sleep or either go study then home... Kinda of boring... But I am only can have a day in weekend to go out and have fun... Hahaz... But just one day is not enough for me... I need more... I kinda of little tired and really need more rest...
Looking forward to this coming JUNE... Planning or the holiday with friends and boyfriend to Genting... Wee~ Have to save more money and December to other countries if possible or maybe before December... Hahaz... That will be great..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:51 PM
Friday, March 05, 2010 ❤
5th of March... Another day gone... I wonder what I wan or life... When I think the further age, the more impossible I will survive... Last time since young, I have been sercetly told the gods by heart to take my life away, it is sad for me to continue on this world... And till now I am still alive... I have even torture myself because I have lost confidence and also do hope... I just dun love to treasure myself anymore...
I behaving like the one that I use to behave in the past since young... Just because being dumped by one of my ex.. Even changing boyfriend like changing clothes in the mid time when I have not yet have the boyfriend I had now... Because I know that when I put in the more effort the guy just take my love for granted and when i just throw my temper to him, he will quarrel back to me and last dump me... Why do guy behaving this way..?
Haiz... Life is so tiring... There are too much of break down in my life... This is not the first time I break down... I still trying to get rid over... Trying hard to... I dunno when I can... Feeling so useless on everything... Feeling so extra... Feeling so empty... I hope that I can just be a statue... A human being who never move at all and had no such feeling right inside the body... That is the coolest way... I wonder how long can I hang on??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:58 AM
