Thursday, March 15, 2007 ❤
Helloz... Today is my off day.. No work for me... Feelin so tired in my life... Anyway, people dunno my true image of me yet... Because I do not show them easily... Actually, my truth image is that I might be happy and laughin outside but inside my heart is really really not that happy... I always very difficult to get to know more firends... That why I often to get more friends in online...
When I am alone.., I always reflect myself that did I do anything wrong to my friend or anyone... I always care about my friends' feelin toward me... I dun like my friends to be angry with me... Sometimes, when I keep SMSing my friend and when she or he dun reply, I will feel worry... Because my brain will keep sayin that she or he never reply, the main reason is that they hate you.. You are jus very ignoring to them...
Some people tell me that I am strong... But nobody know that I am actually hard outside and soft inside... I am the person who is easily soft-hearted and also can be cheated easily... I can be cheated easily when people keep carin for me...
In real life.., Nobody did really care for me much... Even I found that my parents dun really care about my problems and feelin too... I only can keep them in heart... When I wan to say it out.., I really dunno who I can tell... Jus lookin at my handphone contact, there really not much friend that is really close to me... Hope that when I enter poly.., it really a NEW start for me and I really hope that I can fine more buddy who is really care for me...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:16 AM
