Friday, March 09, 2007 ❤
I think my saddness had totally gone... I really hope so... Ya.. A lot of my guy friends SMS me or MSN me to cheer me up and also tryin to ask me what had happen... Actually if I say what had happen.., I might easily cry again... Not because of the Orderin now... Is because of the Cake orderin and also the orderin of Vouchers from the customers... No one had ever teach me where to fax... Last time, I saw one of my staff there fax to kitchen... So I asked her that order vouchers should fax to kitchen... She said to me that she also dunno cause she had been told to fax to kitchen...
So when is my time for that orderin of the vouchers... A lot of problems come to me... The kitchen complain that the orderin of vouchers are not to be fax to kitchen and it is to be FAX TO OFFICE... When I heard that FAX TO OFFICE..., I was really damn angry... The office now also not happy with me... WTH... What can I do... I jus follow the way that last time my staff did... Am I really in wrong...?? I also dunno... This was my first time to do this...
With this problem., I had been sad from yesterday afternoon until today morning... When I listen to any slow song.., I will cry... And I kept thinkin what am I goin to do... Cause I jus worry about the customer will damn angry with me also... Say real.., I have been cryin damn long... Cry like 30min then stop... Suddenly.., about 1 hour past, I started to cry again... That time I was really feelin damn useless... And tired of livin... I should end my life jus like that...
Then the next morning(today).., I was damn lazy to wake up... Cause I really feelin unhappy... My mother force me to wake up to see for a doctor for my skin on the hand, legs and face... As they are always so itchy... So on the way to Bukit Timah.., my face was like damn sad and wanted to cry.... My eyes can auto turn wet and tears wanted to drop down too... I also never talk any of the words...
While waitin for my turn to see the doctor.., I receive a phone call from my godbrother.., she said that my problem had already solved... That time I was so touched that they had helped me for the problem... I dunno how I wan to thank them...
Okok due to my sensitive skin.., the doctor said that I cannot eat PRAWN, STRAWBERRIES, EGG, SEAFOOD and others ba... That really strange that I cannot eat strawberries... It is the fruit... OMG... I only can eat them when my skins are fully recover... -_-"(No more strawberries for me) Sianz...
These are my medinice for my sensitive skin... Sianzz...
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