Thursday, May 17, 2007 ❤
Okok.. These few days really damn depressed... Because got one guy said wanted to woo me.. And I really did effort to fall in love with him.. But in the end.., he said that he and I might not had the chance... This make me hurt a lot.. Break promise... I hate it... What for in the first place say that maybe wan to woo me... He should not have say that first...
Anyway.., let jus put the pain to aside.. Because I must always look at the bright side so that I can have a better and more happier life... Maybe I will not SMS him or call him for a period for my pain to recover...
Lastly.., I wanted to tell him that I wish him all the best in his relationship... I will find a guy who can be better than him ba... Really hope one day I can find that person...
Nowaday.., I found myself that I did changed a lot... Hate myself more... I became more quiet in class... Hate to talk to other friends.. Keep all my problems and unhappiness to myself.... Feelin like killin myself... WTF am I thinkin about?? I also lost control of what I am thinkin about... I thinkin that I goin CRAZY in any days...
Last time I had this matter happened before when I was in Secondary school... And I did cheered myself up for a long time... It really took me many years to recover back about 2 to 3 years but now it really happen again... I really dunno what to do..
I think now is the only choice that I can get easily recover are my friends' and classmates' supports... And also everyone care and concern... So that I can find back myself... I hope one day I can be myself again...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:47 PM
