Thursday, June 07, 2007 ❤
Jus now woke up at 7.57am... First thing was rushed into the toilet... Damn... My stomach made me very pain until I woke up.. That why I rushed to the toilet... My big business not in solid form is LIQUID form... And it come out not one time but more than one time... I feelin quite not well today... Now my stomach still pain and later evening still need to go work wan... Mmm... Yesterday, when a online friend asked me about my work... I did cry out damn badly... And the cry made my day turned bad... I wasn't in the mood of jokin... When all my friends SMS me.., I did not reply much... I jus wan to be alone... That time I felt so USELESS... I needed my friends to support me or else I will feel that I am not worth to live on this world...Now always stayed at home... I often feel so lonely... Somehow in my mind.., some people in my brain keep sayin me BAD things... For example..,"You are jus being disturbin to other..", "You are the one always give your friends troubles..", "You are always being COWARD when problems arrive..", "You are STUPID.." and more... I jus cannot take it... AAaaaarrrgghhh..
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:50 AM