Monday, August 13, 2007 ❤
Really happen some problem with my mother nowaday... Really hate my mother... She really control me too much... I wan to went back home at before 11pm but to her is too late for her... She wan me to be back home by before 9pm... I really hate her... I wan to stay outside more time...
Because of my mother, my dear and I will not happy... Dear asked me that if I have to choose who will I choose, my mother or Dear... I really cannot choose... This is too stressful... I love my dear so much... If I never choose my mother, I will be kick out of the family... Who will I choose... But I already say to my dear that I wan to choose Dear... I dun care about my family anymore... He some more said that one day my mother will force us to BREAK... I really dun wan... If one day really that day happen, I will like to END my life jus like that... Reason is that my mother force me to do so...
I have enough quarelled with my mother... Please STOP IT... I am tired of that... I really cannot take it... My mother only care for my outlook yet never care for my feelin... Whenever I wan to do something that really interest me like Singin competition, she will not support me... And yet look down on me... When I like being shoot on the TV and bad comments appear in TV, she will say it will make her no face... Where got this type of mother in the earth..?? She don't wan to support me is already enough yet never comfront me when I am sad... I am really disappointed about her...
When I grow up and have enough money, I plan to move out of the house... I wan to live alone... So that I have more freedom... I dun wan to being control by my mother again... I hate to being compare from the other people who are really better in their studies by my mother... I have enough already... I really different from them... I wan to be SPECIAL in my block... She also like to say that my style of wearin is the most funniest in my block there... So what I wan to hear like that...
No matter what I wan to be with my dear forever... Nobody can BREAK us up includin my mother... I LOVE YOU FOREVER & EVER DEAR...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:55 AM
