Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ❤

11th of September… Yesterday did not sleep well because kept on worry about my dear… But I can feel that dear seem like do not care quite much… I really cry for him almost everyday when he never reply my sms… I really dunno what he really wan…
I sent SMS to two of my very best friend.., Jing Hong (My buddy) and Lee Ling (My Meimei), to ask them if they have this type of boyfriend like mine, how they will think or what they will do…
First sms I received was “Either he wan to break or he love you and wan you to have a better life so he act to dun love you anymore because he wan you to say the word BREAK..”
Second sms was “I think I will talk to him about the problem happening between us then see what he will say…”
But I think the second SMS will help me… So I decided to use the second SMS method… I chat with Lee Ling quite a time through SMS… I still told her that his ex girlfriend workin at the same place as me and dear… The most that make me angry the most is that why his ex wan to cut the same hairstyle as me… Yet my Meimei said that maybe his ex is tryin to snatch him away from me because she had the same hairstyle as me…
From the time that I went to cut the hairstyle that I have now.., I told dear that if his ex really cut the same hairstyle as me, I will be damn angry.. I will know that his ex still love him and tryin to snatch him away from me…
I think Dear seem to forget what I told him that I have said above… After the company dinner, he still said to me that why my hairstyle looks alike from his ex… I told him that I have this hairstyle first… Not the one I copy her…
I really dunno what his ex really wan… During the company dinner, his ex chose to set beside me… That really surprised me… Then during the time, she went to step on my leg… I dunno is she really accidently or mean it because she never says sorry to me…I told this to dear… Dear seem like keep helping his ex more than me… Some more, I ask him that why he care for his ex so much… He said to me that friend concern only… But I dun think is so easy because he now does not care about me much…
I really hope that the problem between Dear and me can solve straight away… I really dun wan this to remain a question mark… I think we need to FACE TO FACE talk in order to solve the problem… Through SMS, really make the problem worst, more misunderstandin and quarrels will come up if we use SMS to communicate…

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☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:47 AM