Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ❤
12th of September... Today got work... My mood still not ok... Because dear jus now in the morning said that he feel hate about receivin my SMS... I felt hurt when I heard that sentence... I really dunno what he really wan...
That time, I did not SMS him almost the whole night because I wan to let him decide... I only SMS one SMS that tellin how I feel toward him and my heart is thinkin of... He then wan me to call him...
At first..., I thought that his answer was YES... Because he talked to me really happy like last time how we chat in the past... But he said he wan to hide from the answer forever... I knew it... He still got feelin for his ex gf... I already given up not to metion her name... But why dear kept mention her name right in front of me and kept helpin her... Am I really still your GF??
I really hope that I can be your GF... But it seem no chance at all.... STOP sayin that I will fall for that guy... I dun even care for that guy... I dun SMS him once also... Inside my heart, you are the only person that I LOVE the most... I know I did made you hurt once but you did not know you made me hurt more than that...
Now I decided... 2 days for dear to decide "SHALL WE CONTINUE OR WAN BREAK..??" I shall not SMS him for these 2 days... I really dun wan him to hide this answer forever... It really no use to remain a question mark... I really hope that he can answer this question as soon as poossible... But I will strongly tell dear that I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:10 PM
