Friday, September 21, 2007 ❤
21st of September... I have sent three SMSes to three people who always sent SMS to me... I am tellin them that I am not replyin any SMSes for these few days because I think I cannot take the stresses anymore and I wan to be LEAVE alone, I wan some quiet... These few days I have been quarrellin to many people... My brother, parents or even one of my friends... I really had enough...
I am TOTALLY bad mood and also Useless... Anyway, people if you saw this message and do have my handphone number, please dun SMS me unless you have really important things to say to me then I will reply... My handphone might be OFF if you are unlucky... My handphone will be ON but might never reply to some SMSes...
Now I jus need time to recover... I also dun need anyone to cheer me up... I wan to walk out of the darkness by myself... Mayb this few days I might go out by my own to observe people how they can be very happy without any stress... I wan to know...
If I continue like that, my brain might keep sayin to me that EVERYONE in the world jus simply HATE me, so jus GET LOST from the world... I felt so useless... I dunno what to do... I might jus easily end up my life if I cannot get my happiness back... I feel like I am in the jail now... So people please jus LEAVE ME ALONE... Remember dun MSN me... But I will still report my suitation everyday at here for those people who do care for me a lot... Dun worry about me... I will be doin fine after I can put down all my stresses...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:50 PM
