Monday, September 24, 2007 ❤

24th of September... Today happened too much things again... Aaahh... I felt so useless at a sudden... Work gave me problem again.. Problem being solved by myself already yet the staffs at the outlet gave me stresses...
Second, school stresses... My daily grade of all the subjects will not that really good... During presentation, I cannot speak out easily... I dunno why... I have problem in speaking... I only done well when writing out... I really felt so much stress... So that I tried to talk with my past Enterprise Faci through MSN... He told me what is my weakness...
Third, health problems... Today I am sufferin from my serious head pain and also chest pain... Dunno why a very very pain come from the centre of my back head... The pain was like killin me... OMG... That why I pon school... I cannot take the pain if I continue to stay in the class...
Fourth, relationship with classmates... Really have difficulties to talk with some of my new classmates... I was jus tryin to figure out the questions in the worksheet.. And when they wan to share information, they never call me to gather... They only do by themselves... I wan to see also but one of the members shifted the laptop to other members excluded me... 
I also did cried in class when I was angry with my grade... Some classmates might saw me cry but nobody came and comfort me... Aaarrgghhh... No one care about me in the class... Haiz... They are not my friends...
I already dunno what to do... I am out of mind... I feel like huggin my boyfriend tightly and cry in his hug if I have a boyfriend now... I really dun wan to face the problems for a period... I wan to be coward... Why I cannot do it??

☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:13 PM