Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ❤

26th of September... Today never go to school because I wan to sleep more and also my head pain still have not really recover yet... The pain is like really pain like hell... Haiz... I really dunno what to do... Sometimes when I am jus walkin outside with the very bright sunshine shine onto me, I can feel that I am faintin really soon... I think I am a weak person... I really hope that I can weak like hell and slowly jus die... Then I will know that is he really bother to come and cry for me or care for me... Hope that this day will comin soon... Yesterday afternoon, went to see doctor with my mother... Got the medinice but only can eat it when the pain comes... No pain no need to eat... Haiz... 
My medinice for the head pain... So little.. I think not enough for me to eat... I wan MORE...
Tomorrow sure must go to school... Cannot keep school... Must force myself to concentrate... No matter how pain my head is... I must bear with it... I dun wan my other classmates keep thinkin that I only know how to pon... Hahazz... Must work hard...
This comin Friday I will pon class again... Because I really dun like the Enterprise Faci grade me... I will be goin to ZOO with my friends after the 2nd Meetin... Yay... Is free because my friend got free tickets... Shall wait for his reply of what time they will be goin...

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