Monday, September 17, 2007 ❤
Haiz.... Really dunno wat my life is now... Now I can say it is totally UP-SIDE DOWN... I really cannot take it... Relationship got problem, school got problem and work got problem also... ENOUGH...
Tomorrow never go to school... Haiz... Because got call from work to go BBP for work tomorrow morning at 9.30am to 4.30pm... So no choice got to PON school again... I really cannot study well if I keep on like that... I now still dunno I can study YEAR 2...
I jus cannot get it... Why they wan to choose me to go there for work during my school days...?? I thought I already said that I wan Monday to Friday OFF... Yet they still arrange me for work... Then there is really no need to ask when OFF right...
Whatever... Now I will talk about my relationship problems... I have try to SMS what I wan to say to my boyfriend from my heart... Yet he never care about the SMS at all... Never reply also... What for to continue to be his girlfriend...?? Really make me hurt a lot... I think this time I really wan to give up on him totally...
My last SMS to him was "Is that all that you wan to tell me?"... Then he never reply my SMS... Is that what he wan to call what is that LOVE for..?? I really hurt with this action... In the afternoon, still SMS me care about my first of school... But later never SMS me already... Never call me "DEAR" also... Like that I really dun feel like his girlfriend at all...
ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH already... I think I already had a lot of stresses from my life... Anyway, I jus wan to say thank you to Xiao Sin for these few days... Send SMSes to me to concern me and also accompany me for the whole afternoon... I really felt happy at that time... It is really good to have a BEST friend like him... I got to go REST and also see my boyfriend will call me or not...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:27 PM
