Monday, October 01, 2007 ❤
1st of October... Happy Children Day to all People who are 12 years old and below... Be happy always and enjoy the childhood life... Or else you all might regret...
Today jus simply not feelin right... Think through whole night... I really still got that SPECIAL feelin toward my ex bf... I really wan to forget about the feelin but it jus kept happenin inside me... I really dunno what to do... When I saw something like he and his ex gf name together, I felt jealous... Why do I have this feelin..?? I am not suppose to have that... We have already break...
Today on the way to school.., when I listen to the songs related to 《黑塘玛奇朵》or other sad songs... I felt like cryin out... My tears is already at my eyes but it did not roll down my face... An example, now playin the song named 苦茶 has been playin over and over again when I was jus typin this entry... When I listen to this song., I felt like cryin lke hell... But my tears jus simply cannot drop out...
I jus hope that he still know that I have the SPECIAL feelin toward him... Although we are remained as FRIENDS.. I dun wan to lose him as friends... Hope that we can be friends forever not jus for once... Sorry that if I really make him angry for sometimes... I really did not mean it... I jus wan to let him know that I still care for him... Friend care only... No more lover care...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:53 PM
