Sunday, November 18, 2007 ❤
18th of November... Now then I find out that in my life I really feelin lonely most of the time... I have very few best friends... Not many friends are damn close to me... I am sad that when I am down, really no friends to come and give me support... Although there are like 3 or 4 supports, I think rthere is not enough for me.. I wan more supports so that I will not feel so sad...
Guess what today I have been workin for the whole day... I guess more than 12 hours... My handphone was in my pocket hopin that some friends will SMS me.. I am too disappointed that really no one will bother come and SMS me... My handphone had been too QUIET for the whole day... Yup I know I am a unpopular person and also a SUPER WIRED person which people saw me will stay far far away from me... Haiz... Am I too ugly to be your friends?? I also dunno...
What shall I do?? I really TIRED of my life.. Everyday I try to get active so that I can make more friends but I guess I am in the WRONG track... I simply hate myself... Can I jus take of my mask from my face in school?? I guess sure not... Because people might jus get scared by my real person...
In real person, I am a SUPER QUIET girl... Always love to cry when no one come and bother about me when I am really down to hill.. I dun like to talk much because I am jus lazy to talk... Not that I am proud.. If people see me too quiet, please do come forward and talk to me as I need to warm up before gettin active.. I also always need people to start a topic of the conversation so that I can talk more.. I need people to give me happiness...
I think I shall stop here... Continue talkin about me people who read my blog will sure get SIANZ... Tomorrow also still got workin... Good night everyone.. Byebye...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:51 AM
