Friday, November 09, 2007 ❤
9th of November... Last few days did not update my blog because have been busy with my workin... One week holiday is goin to end soon... BACK to school again soon... I am gettin tired... I wan to sleep long long but I cannot... Must wake up in the early morning for WORK...
Yesterday was damn TIRED day to me... Because I worked 12 hours plus and only 1 hour break... I worked more than half a day of 24 hour... I worked long hours because one of the IMM staff supposed to work at Jurong Point last minute called the outlet said that she cannot come because of SICK... EXCUSES... Cannot get use of the Jurong Point outlet then say la... Let me replace her place... Haiz...
Tomorrow workin 3.30pm to 10.30pm... Great can sleep until quite late.. And later I am goin to sleep early to get back all my energy... Hahazz... I have finally successfully transfer to Jurong Point to work... No need to work at Lot 1 and also no needto see the STUPID senior again in LOT 1... Hate him because of his FUCKIN attitude... Can't he jus change the attitude...?? Sms me he is busy when I wan to sms him... Yaya... EXCUSES... Yet had plenty of time in the work makin fun and talkin to aunties... No time to sms FRIEND...
I am quite regret that last time I have an relationship with him... I should not accept his resquest when he had jus broke with his ex girlfriend after 6 months... Because I should know that he will not easily forget the love with his ex girlfriend... I am so STUPID... I know it he still had a little feelin toward her... Last time being together, he kept compare me with his ex girlfriend... OMG... I dun like OK!!!
Whatever... What past is past... I should not sayin this matter again in my blog... Anyway, I jus simply wish that I and him still can be friend and can go out together those type... But I think is quite difficult... Because he keep sayin to me that he is BUSY like hell...
Anyway, this few days I feelin quite moody... I wan to go a place where no one can find me... Because I have been keepin a lot a lot a lot of unhappiness matter and stresses right inside my heart... I often cry when I am alone... I really hardly find a person to talk to... When I am sad and wan to cry, I often look through the contact in my handphone., but really dunno who to talk with and scared to disturb them... So I jus put it in my heart... Can someone simply lend me a hand to help me, a pair of listenin ears to hear my problems or even a shoulder to let me cry?? I think sooner or later I might suffer from depression...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:33 PM
