Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ❤
23th of January... I am still feelin DOWN... Shall say is that nobody can really do success in cheerin me up... Now life is gettin TOUGH... I cry easily without control... Feelin that one day I will go CRAZY... I really cannot think that how I will be in future... Sixth sense is like tellin me that I will not live for too long... Maybe I will die before 30...
I think it will be possible... Because sometimes I dunno why suddenly I feelin like faintin... The time when I feel like faintin is when I am busy workin without rest...
Now I am tryin hard to forget her... I think I can make it... Because now I really have lost my love feelin... Whenever I saw the guy that is the style I love, I do not feel any like wan to be know more than friends those kind... I also do not have any feelin toward any guys at all neither the TOMBOYs who are girls too...
I feelin in my life is that I am in the middle of the road and I am seriouly injuried... No one like come forward to help me... They jus walk past me without takin a look back at me... This feelin is really damn bad... I jus dunno why am I born in this way... I jus wish that I can have a BETTER life...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:06 AM
