Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ❤
9th of January... What really happened to me?? People asked me or friends asked me.. I will say nothing happen.. Because I also dunno why I cannot easily smile out quite easily to others.... SORRY people if my face is very not happy to you..
Mmm... Everytime when I walked by myself to school, my brain always feelin empty and always forget what I am doin.. Once time I pon school... On the way to MRT station., my brain was feelin empty and I was like dreamin... Feel like faintin soon... I was totally feelin like break down... I really dunno what I live for... I lost all my goals and happiness...
Today, I sent a carin SMS to my ex... Finally she can reply me... Because I wanted to know why she absent from work for these few days... She replied back that she havin HIGH FEVER.. O god... My mind went bit blank and I was worried about her... I dunno why I suddenly have this feelin was wantin to go to her house to look after and take good care of her... I wanted it badly but I think back again she might still angry with me...
She jus dunno that how much I really care for her... She always think that I never care for her... Haiz.. I jus hope that she dun overwork as it is really damn tirin and bad for health...
I jus simply hope that she can really get well soon and please do take care of herself.. I dun wish to see that my friends are sick and unhappy.. Anyway, she can get well soon... I wan to see her in the COMPANY BBQ on next MONDAY...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:25 PM
