Saturday, February 16, 2008 ❤
Gosh... Back from work.. Mmm... I have a very serious problem... LOVE problem... I simply cannot easily forget my ex... I think each day now I feel that I am deeply in love with her... OMG... I dunno why is this happen to me again...??
I love to talk to her all about my problems and I dun really care she will reply my things or not because I will know she will read my message... Everytime for this period.., I found myself cannot get to sleep so easily... And sometimes sleep only can sleep a short hour... The dreams that I have that is she... She is the one who keep appearin in my dream... Can't I jus get rid of her and STOP thinkin about her...??
I already give up to love her... But in my heart, I cannot do it easily... My brain cannot really control my heart... I love her too deep... Deep until dunno how to say...
When the moment I saw her in front of me, I have a feelin of huggin her tightly and never wan to let her go... I dunno why do I have this feelin... I jus wan to be with her together in future... And I know that it is really impossible... Because my family will STRONG DISAGREE us to be together... Even my younger brother think that this type of relationship will not last long wan... Why no one in the family support me if I have a relationship with a girl...?? I jus feel that I am not part of my family... My thinkin are all different from my family...
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!??? I AM SO CONFUSED!!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:32 PM
