Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ❤
What is happiness..??
What is Trust??
What is Friendship??
What is Love??
Is there trust between friends??
Is there always happiness in life??
Why is there betray in friendship??
Why trust cannot being found easily in friendship??
I AM VERY TIRED of my life... I really hate to being a STRONG girl... Being a strong girl so what... In the end, also kena being betray by friends and also treat like a puppet to being fool around and laugh at...
I have being told myself since Primary school till now that I must be a STRONG girl so that people will not look down on me... But in the end, people still look down on me... I jus like a fool... I always being used by people.. And I never realised that they had gained some benefits from me...
What for being a STRONG girl... When kena bully, I cry alone when no one is around... I have to cheer myself up without any friends around... I think I cry in front of people.. People also dun even come and bother me...
I am tired to put on a happy mask on my face... I jus dun wan to force myself too much... The more I force myself the more I get HURT from others...
Today did quarrelled with BOYFRIEND because of work... BOYFRIEND still in anger... No matter I talk what she will not care to reply... I think she need sometime to cool down...
She and I got angry because of other staffs' matters... I got angry because I really cannot take it when she treated one of the aunties too good... I jus feel that I not her girlfriend like that.. That why I am jealous... That aunty always so close to her and stick with her like her girlfriend... I really cannot take it that why I got angry... She seldom treat me like that before...
The problem that she got angry I will not mention here... If you wan to know what really had happened to her, I think is better to talk with me through MSN messager... Because when I talked about this, I can get really really angry.. So if people wish to know, better get PREPARE to cool me down...
BOYFRIEND I am damn sorry to show my anger to you... I jus dun wan to break with you so easily... Can give me one more CHANCE..?? I promise you that whatever you wish me to do, I will do for you... Including not to have contact with other guys I will fulfill you.. Because you are my only one and Last LAO GONG or BOYFRIEND...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:17 AM
