Thursday, May 22, 2008 ❤
22th of May... I dunno what really happen to me today... I jus feel that there is no more soul in my own body... Feelin also quite restless... Did not really manage to sleep well yesterday... Because keep thinkin about BOYFRIEND..
I am SORRY if my BOYFRIEND really angry with me... Yesterday BOYFRIEND was talkin on the phone for so so LONG with her that BEST FRIEND, which I dun like her so much, kept me aside quiet and lonely... I started to become EMO... That time I jus simply hope that can HER BEST FRIEND shut her BLOODLY mouth and let me have more time with my BOYFRIEND... I really do need the time with her...
During work.., her that BEST FRIEND keep stickin my BOYFRIEND... Where ever my BOYFRIEND stand, she will stand very really close to her without fail... O man... Who is YOUR GIRLFRIEND...?? Whenever I say something bad about her BEST FRIEND, BOYFRIEND will surely get angry about me... I am really dunno what to do...
Somemore., my feelin is tellin me that BOYFRIEND's BEST FRIEND is like tryin to break us up and tryin hard to patch back BOYFRIEND and her ex, who is workin in the company office... I am gettin more and more stress... I start to lose confident on BOYFRIEND... Everyday I keep worryin about this problem...
Not long ago, BOYFRIEND sms me that that ex and the area manager know what bad things BOYFRIEND had done without any notice from her... BOYFRIEND told me that there is a spy... Actually, I told back to her that that person should be really close to these 2 people... First thing in my mind that come out the spy might be HER BEST FRIEND... Reason is she really damn close to those 2 people... I feel that one day her BEST FRIEND might betray BOYFRIEND... I really dun wan this thing to happen..
Whatever... Why can't BOYFRIEND sense that I am really jealous in front of her...?? I really dun understand... BOYFRIEND please do understand me and dun mad at me... I really need BOYFRIEND badly.. Without BOYFRIEND, my life is really totally darkness...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠8:47 AM
