Friday, May 02, 2008 ❤
2nd of May... Life has been so unfair to me... I dunno what I have done far that made my life so UNHAPPY... I have no more happiness in my life... I hate my life now... No one really do come forward to care for me... That why I have been feelin tired to talk to people around me...
I think people are sayin RIGHT... I already had given up all the things... I really lazy to hold things too tightly... I had given everyone a bad impression of me...
I think my DEPRESSION illness is back again... This time I feel that it is more serious than last time that I have it on my age of 14 years old... But lucky that I never think of die... From this illness, I no longer like to talk again and dun like to smile to people... Because in my heart, I feel that this world is damn SCARY and DARK... No one is willin to lend me a hand to walk out of the darkness...
About LOVE.., I think there really got a problem.. I tryin hard to hold on... I jus dunno why a sudden BOYFRIEND like mad at me... I really dunno what I had done... I that time SMS her to cool her down and then she suddenly mad at me... Can I still TRUST her?? What she treatin me as??
I am really very tired to think of... I am tired of cryin too... I am really really TIRED of life... Can I still continue my journey?? Or shall I jus give up and leave the world...?? If I leave the world, will there people cry for me...??
I really dun wan to think too much... Jus ignore eveything around me and concentrate on the things that I wan to do and fulfill... THAT ALL!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠9:35 AM
