Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ❤
18th of June... I have not been updated for some days because this few days really happen quite lot of things that I really cannot jus one person handle by myself... And I dun wish to say out at here...
I have been cryin outside, in the MRT, bus stations, or other places, alone... Nobody willin to comfort me... I thought my BOYFRIEND will be understandin and will come forward to comfort me but in the end, not at all... She jus busily workin with her own work... Do not wish to talk too much...
Every night, I cried alone in my heart... And I started drank a bottle of alcohol almost every night... But I think I did wrong... My skin sensitive seem came back to me... I hardly stop scratchin my hands and legs... It really look pissed me off by lookin the scars at my body... I hate myself... I become more and more ugly... I dun love myself either...
No one really LOVE me... Push me around, bully me or even make fun of me... I can say I am use to it since young... I know that I am the person who might uneasily accepted by people... I really really disappointed by myself...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:57 PM
