Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ❤
30th of July... Yay today is my OFF day.. Start from 1st of August, I will become full-time worker in my work... Because more benefit...
Last 2 days, did not in a good mood because of BOYFRIEND.. She did not SMS me for a few days and yet kept makin me jealous... At that moment, I felt quite guilty because I felt that I am a fox that snatch away other people BOYFRIEND, which I dun love to be... I hate to be a fox... I dun like to snatch other people BOYFRIEND...
Yesterday I have been so thick skin.. I waited for BOYFRIEND to finish work for almost 2 hours.. And I still help her to take stuff to let her play her PSP.. Sent her till her house downstair... And went back home myself...
Sms her my own feelin... I have been cryin in my heart during the way back home... I even drop my tear in bus... I jus can't control myself...
I dun wish that somebody affected me and BOYFRIEND's relationship as we had promised each other to be together FOREVER... BOYFRIEND I jus wish to let her know that I am scared to lose her... I really hope that we can officially be the husband and wife and live together... I do love her as much as myself...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:12 PM
