Sunday, August 17, 2008 ❤
17th of August.. Now I am using my own laptop to blog... I am so happy to use my own laptop.. No need to use other people laptop... Hee heezz...
Today work was OK... Finally can worked with BOYFRIEND for this few days... Next week may not have much chances to work with BOYFRIEND... Sad... I am sure that I will miss BOYFRIEND a lot... Today maybe shall be the last day to see BOYFRIEND... And I still think that it is not enough...
Now BOYFRIEND does not SMS me unless is important matter then she will SMS me... That why I will worry that she might not love me anymore... I do hope that she will still remember to SMS me when she FREE...
I miss her hug, I miss she sayin "ILU" or "IMU"... I miss her KISS too.. I really dun have any chance to date with her... And our relationship really difficult to be continue as in the center there are too many things that created by the aunties in our outlet that can lead us to break easily...
And I know that when I am too close with BOYFRIEND, those aunties in the outlet seem not so happy and wan to like create trouble for me and let BOYFRIEND to be mad at me... I really dunno what can I do... BOYFRIEND seem trust those aunties the most than me... Some of those aunties are jus betrayers... Being so close and friends to me yet they did this to me...!! I dunno should I continue to be a GOOD Angel or a DEVIL..!!??
I jus hope that BOYFRIEND can trust me MORE!! I am BOYFRIEND's Wife... ILU 1314!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:57 AM
