Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ❤
27th of August... I am not lookin forward for BOYFRIEND and me 6th Month Anniversary.. No longer... Because I sent all my care to her she does not wan to reply at all... I dunno what she really wan...
I think what she wan is that all her friends are more important than me... I have realise a lot of things from her... She does not wish to bother me at all when I am not feelin well or I get hurt... That time when I am sick, she even jus ask me to see doctor and never tell me to recover soon... She seem not so worry about me... However, she jus scared the virus will spread to her only..
Is this what she call LOVE..?? I feel like scoldin her... But I know I will not because she is my BOYFRIEND after all...
I do hope that one day she can know what my love for her... From this period, I am quite tired to be with her... Because I now no longer wish to sms her since all my sms she will not reply... I might be changin my number soon without tellin her my new number... I wan her to understand that without my care, she can still doin fine...
I think she take me for granted... She no longer the one that I love in the past... In the past, she at least will sms me when she is free... NOW no longer "ILU" or "IMU" appear in her sms... She only sms me when she need help from me...
This morning I told her something through sms... She replied that think both of us better break.. I replied back unless her heart inside dun have me, she will say break... After that, she did not reply back at all...
I wonder how much she love me.. I think she might start to love other girl in this period... Maybe not... I might not think of that anymore... Because all I care is I wan to have fun in work... What she wan to do I will not bother her anymore... I lost my feeling for her already I guess...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:44 AM
