Saturday, August 09, 2008 ❤
9th of August... Yesterday 8th of August is BOYFRIEND and My 5th Month Anniversary... I was happy that we can survived till 5 months.. I dun think BOYFRIEND still can hang on... I can see that she was tired in this love.. And I do really hope that she can be my FOREVER... I hope she dun mind...
BOYFRIEND had not called me "DEAR", "I LOVE YOU" or either "I MISS YOU" or other couples will say oftenly to each other... She also never SMS me le... She only sms me about work... No more carin and concern message from her... She no longer care for me...
No matter how she treat me as long as I am still her girlfriend, I will not hate her... I will still love her as usual... More than my limit...
BOYFRIEND did not come for work and let me work morning till night... Changed shift with her.. She sent me a SMS that she not feelin too well... I SMS her for my care but she ignore and did not care to reply... Maybe she need to rest so I did not care so much... I jus hope that she can really get well soon...
I miss her so horribly... I do wish that I can hug her everyday... But I noe is impossible... I have only a little time with her not more than one hour to be together for a little date... Our little date is that we went for dinner after work then rush back home without sendin me back... That is our date...
I will not blame her that she never send me home... I know that her sister does worry her when she came home late after 12am... It is really dangerous for a female to be outside at that time..
I do really hope that tomorrow I can see BOYFRIEND come for work... I love her LOT... No matter her heart changed, my heart for her still remain the same...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:31 AM
