Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ❤
17th of September.. Really LONG LONG time never update... Because I wish to be alone for a little moment... Yup did quarrelled with BOYFRIEND... Is not a very small quarrel... BIGGEST quarrel ever... Jus dun wish to mention about the quarrel... I deleted one of the entries from my blog as to keep my word back...
After that quarrel, I felt that I did changed a lot.. I no longer everyday think that life is darkness... I must be a little mean to those people who always bully me and look down on me.. So I will be feel happy and LIFE is meaningful... I know is a bit bad.. But I feel better if I took a little of revenage from them, so they will able to learn their lesson...
I took back my BREAK from BOYFRIEND to give her another chance to be with me again... I know friends will say why I like that... I hope you all can understand that BOYFRIEND really too pity that I jus cannot throw her aside.. She always selfish but I really kinda of pity about her life... I wish I am the one who can bring her happiness and I dun wish her to suffer in future.. But sometimes she also did treated me very good...
BOYFRIEND really sufferin and she had to be like a man to earn as much money as she can for her own family... And she is damn weak... I hope that she can be stronger and health..
BOYFRIEND I hope that we will not quarrel and learn from each other about our own mistake... We must trust each other and also Believe each other... I know the journey for us is really TOUGH but we must hang on to it and work hard to get our journey done successfully... I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND..!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:19 AM