Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ❤
30th of September.. Is it already the LAST day of September?? I really dunno at all.. I have forgotten... Mmm... Really say real I dunno why the time past really fast... I am gettin old soon.. Still got 1 years plus I will be 21 year old.. And I can watch R21 movie in cinema... I hate it because I often kena check IC... Maybe of my look look young...
I have think through life... From now on, I will try to be happy no matter what had happen and often think at the BRIGHT side.. I must use my fake smile mask forever till I get use to it... Because people always complain to me that when I dun smile that mean I like very unhappy with someone... So everyday I must always be HIGH and make people laugh...
This few period found that BOYFRIEND changed a lot... No longer like the last time... Last time she often know how to make me happy or give me surprises without fail... She even touched my heart without fail... But now, she always think of herself first and never often treat me like her girlfriend..
But I am glad that she will not forget that after work, she bought me food that only feel a bit full...
I think I still prefer the last time de BOYFRIEND... I will not forget the most that I told my BOYFRIEND that how I wish my BOYFRIEND can gave me flowers... And the time that we went for holiday some where in Singapore.. BOYFRIEND gave me flowers for present... I was SUPER TOUCH by her action and also sad that I cannot bring that flower home... So BOYFRIEND and I decided to left the flower in the hotel... Really miss the FLOWER... But lucky I still have the picture of that flower that BOYFRIEND gave me...
I do hope that BOYFRIEND can change back... I miss the old BOYFRIEND... Now she dun SMS me oftenly... Only when she need help then she will SMS me... I jus scared that BOYFRIEND might jus makin use of me... But I trust her so I will not think that bad way...
BOYFRIEND I love her... I really dun wish to leave her... I wan to stay by her side to look after her whenever she need me or dun need me... I miss her lot lot...
Count down to our 7th Month Anniversary ❤ 8 days...
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