Wednesday, September 03, 2008 ❤
I am quite sad for myself... Jus a sudden.. People said I emo.. I dunno am I emo or my heart is cryin?? When BOYFRIEND not beside me, I feel so sad, lonely and unlove..
What can I do so that I can make her to love me more again.. Without her sms, I feel so uncomfortable... I am jus confused... I really dun wan to make any wild guesses... My heart feelin uneasy... And I do really scared that she might change her heart one day...
BOYFRIEND what promise I have made in the past I will not break... Because from the day, she gave me the RING, I have confirmed to be with her FOREVER no matter what things happen.. I really dun mind how poor are we as long as we can live happily...
I really hope that she can understand my heart for her... IF really one day have to let her go, I really dunno how my life will be... I might break down and really do need a few month or a year to recover my heart after breakin into billion pieces by her...
I do not hope that this day will happen... Jus wish me good luck for tomorrow as I givin her a gift and hope that she can tell me what she really want...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:14 AM